Love You Is My Fault - Chapter 312

Can’t he let that man go in his heart? The man who made her willingly give birth to children and raise them alone.

Why does she still think about that man when things get to this point?

When will she understand that he is the one who loves her the most in the world.

Chu Jinran looks at him with some doubts, “what are you talking about? Which man are you talking about? ”

“I’m talking about the father of the child.” Lu chennian said with some sadness that this woman is still pretending to be a fool. How can she not know which man she is?

Chu Jinran was stunned for a moment, and immediately understood that Lu chennian was still worried about her giving birth to other people’s children. He thought that she was in love with others and would willingly give birth to other people’s children.

I don’t know. If he knew the child was his, what would be his reaction?

Chu Jinran looked at him and tried to pretend to be contemptuous. He said, “you are smart. I just can’t forget that man. I just can’t forget my child’s father. I really fall in love with others.”

Chu Jinran said, she said now flustered, just want to let him leave quickly, because if he continues to look at her with this kind of affectionate look, say so affectionate to her, she will not be able to control her heart.

She had tried to make herself forget him, but she didn’t expect him to reappear in her world.

Now in addition to her efforts to calm down, she doesn’t know what other way to make herself no longer love him. She knows that it is likely that this is his sweet words again. When she foolishly believes that he is sincere for him, he leaves her ruthlessly.

She knew that she might be hurt, but she couldn’t control her heart.

In the final analysis, she was too stupid to push herself to the end.

Mingming had already begun to hate him, but when he came to her again, she was still involuntarily in it.

Lu chennian looked at her with some heartache, and his eyes were full of sadness. Chu Jinran’s words were like a knife, which deeply penetrated into his heart.

Although she knew for a long time that there was another man in her heart, when she said that, his heart would still ache faintly, just like being stung by a bee.

Sure enough, her heart has been occupied by other men, how to do? But he could not extricate himself. Now he found that her importance in his heart was far beyond his imagination.

But he still didn’t want to give up, because he really loved her and loved her.

Chu Jinran tries to calm himself. He has to say that Lu chennian is really a good actor. His eyes reveal a deep and sad light, which makes her even feel that he really loves her. He really can’t live without her.

But she knew very well, how could it be?

Lu chennian didn’t really love her. They had so many wonderful memories. She thought they would be together forever.

But after entering the palace of marriage, she finally realized how realistic marriage is. It is 100 times more complicated than love. When we are in love, we always think that as long as two people are together, any difficulty can be defeated.

But after a long time, those lovers who thought they would be together forever were defeated by real life.

Chu Jinran can never forget what she felt when she knew she had a baby in her stomach.

She shut herself up in her room all night and cried.

The child really didn’t come at the right time. She always felt that way.

They once imagined whether they would have a boy or a girl after they got married. They also imagined who the baby would look like in the future.

However, why did the baby come to her when their two feelings were about to come to an end.

At that time, Chu Jinran was very painful. She wanted to leave alone, but she already had a baby.

She is not willing to give up the baby. After all, he is her first child and the child of her and Lu chennian.

But if this child is born, he will never have fatherly love in his whole life.

Can a father’s child really grow up healthily and happily? Can she really give him a happy childhood?

She struggled for a long time, but finally decided to give birth to the child.

So at the beginning, she was pregnant with a baby and left a divorce agreement to leave the country alone. Her heart was almost desperate. At that time, she really felt lonely and helpless, full of confusion about the future, and didn’t know what to do next. She didn’t know what she would be like, and what would happen in the future.

At that time, she was flustered, but with a scarred heart, she came to France alone.

But where was he when she left in pain? Does he really understand her despair?

Chu Jinran admits that even today, when she meets Lu chennian again, her heart still beats faster.After all, they once loved each other sincerely, he was the most important person in her heart, and they had been together for so long, he was deeply rooted in her heart and could hardly be easily forgotten.

Until now, when she saw him, she still felt pain in her heart.

After all, he used to be such an important person to her. Although he hurt her and made her hurt, after all, he was the one she once loved.

She doesn’t want to give herself a chance. She doesn’t want to be stupid any more. Once she was desperate, moths to the fire had made her black and blue. Now her heart is scarred, and she can’t bear any more. The feeling of pain in her heart makes her warn herself all the time. This time, she can’t be occupied.

Even if it’s heartache, keep yourself awake.

Because she knew that once she fell in love deeply, she would fall into the abyss.

“And the man? You tell me, where is the man you gave birth to for him? He didn’t help you raise your children, and he didn’t take care of you and give you the life you deserve. You worked so hard to give birth to children for him. Where is he? ” Lu chennian asked angrily.

He is really impatient, he can’t imagine, Chu Jinran fell in love with a man, after she gave birth to a child, he left, only left their mother and son depend on each other, in this strange country, they two should have how difficult.

Chu Jinran looks at him, the man in his mouth is actually him, but now she has no way to tell him.

Chu brocade ran don’t lead a face, in the eyes is deep sadness, she has no way, can continue to make up to go on, “he died.” Indeed, her life abroad has been really hard. Without Yu Beibei, she would have almost collapsed. For her, Lu chennian is really like death.

Lu chennian opened his eyes wide. He obviously believed it. He didn’t expect it to be like this. Did the man die?

He looked at Chu Jinran’s side face. Her eyes were covered by the broken hair on her forehead. She couldn’t see the expression on her face clearly, but under the light, her expression seemed lonely.

He didn’t know what she had gone through after leaving him. Now he just wanted to take good care of her and keep her around. He didn’t want to lose her any more.

Chu Jinran doesn’t know why she made up such a series of lies. She almost can’t hide them, but she still sticks to it. She only knows that she doesn’t want him to know that the only one is his child.

Just lying, really tired, she wants to use a lot of messy flusters, to circle the flusters she said before.

Lu chennian stood there, stunned for a long time, he now faintly some heartache, if that man really died, then Chu Jinran a person here should live very bad.

He wanted to be with her all the time.

Lu chennian looked at her and said affectionately, “so can you accept me?”

Chu Jinran stayed, she never thought, even if she told him that she gave birth to other men’s children, but he still pestered.

She didn’t understand his purpose, and she didn’t want to.

She has no way to control her heart palpitation. Looking at his affectionate appearance, she really wants to rush over and hold him, and then tell him that she really loves him, and she is willing to return to him.

But she really can’t do it. After all, she doesn’t know how long she can keep this deep affection.

She was afraid that if one day, he no longer loved himself, what should she do.

Just like at that time, she sincerely paid and pressed her heart on him, but he still fell in love with others, and she will never forget the pain at that time.

Chu Jinran looked at Lu chennian with a strong determination in her eyes. She said gently, “no, I can still live well without you.” He said that before Lu chennian could react, he closed the door heavily.

Lu chennian stares at the door of the closed room. The effect of alcohol makes his head dizzy. He is still unable to dispel the feeling of alcohol after a short period of soberness.

He sat on the ground heavily, his head as heavy as lead.

Behind the door, Chu Jinran sits on the ground alone, biting his wrist with his teeth and crying.

The original hand to push him away is such a feeling, heart pain like blood.

Maybe he won’t come back after pushing him away this time.

She should feel relaxed, but why does her heart ache at the thought that she will not see him again.

She’s still too soft! After such a long time, there is no way to completely forget him. Even if he once hurt her so deeply, she still can’t forget him.

She is confused. If she can’t forget him in her life, what should she do.

Chu Jinran sighed deeply, and the feeling of heartache was gradually clear in his heart.

In this silent foreign country, two people’s hearts are trapped in the loneliness they have never had.

……When he woke up the next morning, Lu chennian found himself lying on the bed of the hotel with a heavy pain on his head, which made him feel sick like putting a big stone in.

Lu chennian sat up hard and knocked hard on his painful head.