Love You Is My Fault - Chapter 316
Chu Jinran will only protect in his arms, forming a defensive posture.
“Well, what are you doing? Why are you so nervous when it comes to children? ” Lu chennian was a little suspicious at last.
“No No, which eye of yours sees me nervous? ” Chu Jinran deliberately raised his head and looked at him.
Lu chennian didn’t doubt it. Maybe he was too sensitive. “OK, no, No. can you let me hold the baby?” Lu chennian inexplicably wanted to hold him. He didn’t know why he felt this way. Looking at the only one in her arms, he always felt very kind. There was a kind of heat rising in her chest. He didn’t understand what it was.
Chu Jinran subconsciously wants to refuse, but suddenly thought, if she behaves too obviously, will cause doubt?
Lu chennian’s appearance is not like guessing something.
Chu Jin ran hesitated for a while, still handed the only in his hand.
Lu chennian was inexplicably excited. He carefully stretched out his hands and gently took the only one from Chu Jinran’s hands.
A certain position of the heart seemed to be hit by the soft, and he had a strange feeling in his heart. He didn’t know what it was, but his whole body seemed to be surrounded by a warm current.
His hands were trembling with tension. He looked small and soft. He was afraid that if he couldn’t hold them, he would hurt him, or if he held them too hard, he would hurt him.
He held out his hand and even breathed carefully.
Chu Jinran looks at his nervous and expectant appearance, and suddenly feels that he is cute. After all, the only one is his child. Looking at him holding the only one, she still has a wonderful feeling.
Chu Jinran puts the only one in Lu chennian’s arms. Lu chennian’s heart is soft. The quiet little meatball in his arms makes his heart full of soft feeling.
The only one who was held by Lu chennian was very quiet and didn’t cry or make noise.
Lu chennian felt that the baby in his arms was really light, soft and small. He didn’t dare to exert himself for fear of hurting him.
He holds the only, the only gently against his arms.
To Chu Jinran’s surprise, the only one seems to like Lu chennian holding him.
On weekdays, the only one, though not crying or making noise, is very obedient, but he is still a little resistant to the embrace of strangers. The only one, who is usually a stranger, is still a little timid in front of strangers.
But I don’t know why, now being held by Lu chennian, he is quiet and seems to like his embrace very much.
Lu chennian’s eyes became soft. This was the first time he held a child.
In the past, he didn’t like children very much. He thought it was troublesome for children to cry and make noise. But this time, when he held the little meatball in his arms, his heart calmed down. The child seemed to have magic power, which made his heart warm and full of sunshine.
Time seems to stop at this moment.
The sun came in through the window and shone on Lu chennian and the only one.
Lu Chen young light holding the only, the only quiet obedient leaning on his shoulder, two people look harmonious, like a father and son.
Chu Jinran doesn’t know why, she suddenly has a kind of very sad feeling.
She suddenly felt a little sorry, the only one who should have a father, he should live a normal child’s life, he should also like other children, enjoy the perfect father’s love.
Although the only one is still young and doesn’t know much about these things, in a few years, when he grows up and is sent to kindergarten, when he is in primary school, he looks at all the children around him who have fathers. Will he feel uncomfortable?
Blame her for not giving him a complete home.
The only one that should be held by dad like this.
Chu Jinran wants to cry. If Lu chennian and Nian Shiya didn’t have an affair, maybe they would be very happy now.
She didn’t have to hide the fact that she was pregnant, and she didn’t have to stay in France with a big stomach and give birth in France.
If their marriage is happy, then now, they may live a carefree and happy life just like an ordinary family of three, and the only one will not be a child without a father.
But all this is just if.
Chu Jinran resisted the impulse to cry. She held out her hand and took the only one out of Lu chennian’s arms.
The only one subconsciously opens his hand to Lu chennian. Inexplicably, the only one seems to like being held by him.
Lu chennian’s heart is gradually soft, surrounded by the warm current. Chu Jinran reaches out his hand and grabs the only one from his arms. He is stunned and asks: “what’s the matter? Is that the way I hold it? ”
Chu Jinran tried to hold back the strange things in his heart. “No, it’s just the only one. He’s a little familiar. He’s afraid of strangers. I just I’m afraid he’ll be a little scared… ” Chu Jinran made up an excuse. In fact, she understood that the only one, though he usually knew his life, was very fond of Lu chennian’s embrace.
It’s just that she doesn’t want him to hold her anymore. The closer she is to Lu chennian, the more she is afraid that Lu chennian will know the truth. The only one is her child. She is really afraid that she will be robbed.Just when she was in his arms, she felt that they were really like a father and son, although they had just met once or twice.
This strange feeling, let her feel very panic.
Lu chennian nodded his head in some loss, “Oh, OK.”
He looked at the only one and found that the only one was looking at him with big eyes.
Inexplicably, he missed the hug just now. The child gave him a wonderful feeling, like a kind of kindness flowing in the blood.
He didn’t know why he had that illusion. Maybe he was lonely for a long time and suddenly wanted a home.
If he could cherish Chu Jinran at the beginning, then their two children should be so big now.
Lu chennian was a little lost. Looking at the only one, he kept staring at him, very curious.
Lu chennian looked at him, eyes are gentle down, “he called only?”
Chu Jinran nodded. This name was taken when he was born, which means that he is the only one in her life and the most important treasure in her life.
At that time, she gave birth to a child alone in France, and there were no relatives around her, only Yu Beibei and Eli. She really felt lonely at that time, and the only thing she could rely on in her life.
If there is no one, she may not be able to persist in this lonely foreign land.
So he is her only one and her treasure.
Lu chennian’s eyes still did not leave the only, he gently said: “the name is very nice.”
Lu chennian found that he really liked the child. He liked his quiet and lovely appearance. He was so dull that he looked like Chu Jinran.
I just don’t know which man is his father.
Lu chennian suddenly thought of this problem. Although he had a problem in his heart, he could not accept that Chu Jinran had a man who attached great importance to me, but he had already thought about it. He wanted to recover her. He wanted to protect her and take care of her all his life.
He will love her, including the child.
He has missed her so much that he can’t bear to lose her again, then he will go crazy.
His eyes gradually from the only body to Chu Jinran.
His eyes look at her affectionately, Chu Jinran some uncomfortable, his eyes are too hot, let her some at a loss.
He hurt countless times, she is still so unpromising, as long as he showed gentle eyes, she will still be defeated.
Chu Jinran was a little annoyed at her failure. She said goodbye and tried not to let herself look into his eyes. “You Why are you looking at me like that? ”
Chu Jinran’s face is a little red, which is so good-looking in Lu chennian’s eyes. However, Lu chennian, who was not drunk, was not as straightforward as that night. He said goodbye to his face and looked a little awkward. “You have something on your face, don’t you want to see it?”
Chu Jinran some silly believe, she will only put down, free a hand, touched to touch a face, “where? Where? ”
Lu chennian was a little embarrassed. “Now it’s gone…”
“Oh.” Lu Xinchen’s soft embrace makes her feel silly.
He resisted the impulse to hold her, and the atmosphere was a little awkward for a moment.
Chu Jinran returned to her mind. Didn’t she just want to drive him out? How could you forget about it.
She was about to put on a cold face. “Well, I’ve asked you to stay at my house long enough, and you’ve had enough rest, haven’t you? May I ask you to leave now? ”
Lu chennian frowned, “how can you change your face so quickly? Wasn’t it good just now? Why are you driving me away again? ”
Chu Jinran rightfully said, “this is my home. If I want to drive you away, I will drive you away. Besides, the only thing I have to do is sleep. Please go out.”
Lu chennian did not hesitate to expose her lies, “nonsense, he just woke up not long?”
Chu brocade however stay, subconscious of open mouth: “how do you know?” Finish saying and feel a little embarrassed, lie was exposed, oneself also silly confession.
Lu chennian thought it was funny, “I just know.”
Chu Jinran gave him a white look. “Anyway, you should go now. You, a girl friend, always stay in my single mother’s house. It’s not good to spread it out, is it?” Chu Jinran said.
Lu chennian nodded thoughtfully, “well, you’re right. I do have a girlfriend, but you’re wrong. You’re not a single mother.”
Chu Jinran looked at him blankly: “what?”
Lu chennian’s smile is full of meaning.
“What are you laughing at? I’m clearly a single mother, and you’ve been here for a long time, aren’t you afraid your girlfriend will be jealous? ” Chu Jinran said, inexplicably, at the thought that he is now Nian Shiya’s boyfriend, she felt uncomfortable and sour.
Lu chennian said, “well My girlfriend should not be jealous. “”How can it be? A boyfriend and a woman, a single man and a few girls in the same room, girlfriends will be jealous, OK Chu Jinran said.