Love You Is My Fault - Chapter 321
Eli walked over and looked at the only one. The child really looked like Chu Jinran, especially the big eyes, which were carved from the same mold as Chu Jinran.
However, he also looks like that man.
After all, anyone who comes into contact with Chinese investment and Chinese business should know Lu chennian.
After all, his Lu’s business is so big that few people don’t know this young and promising president.
He is indeed a genius in the business world. In a few years, Lu’s business, which his father left behind, was famous all over Asia.
He is a very special man indeed.
Yi Lai knows that the man that Chu Jinran loves most in his heart and can’t forget all his life is him.
Looking at the only face that is similar to Lu chennian, Chu Jinran, who is astringent in Eli’s heart, doesn’t know whether he will be sad when he faces such a similar face to Lu chennian every day.
Will she think of him when she looks at the only one?
Eli turns his head and looks at Chu Jinran. How much energy is there in this woman’s small thin body?
In France, with children, language barrier, she should be very tired.
But every time I saw her, she never mentioned that she was tired. She was really strong.
Eli knew that it was this strength that attracted him.
His eyes softened as he looked at her.
Looking at her white face today, she suddenly found that it was different.
Eyes Why are her eyes so red? It looks like I cried.
What’s wrong with her?
“Chu Jinran You Red eyes. What’s the matter? ” Eli asked with concern.
He is really worried. She is a woman living in France with such a small child. Although there are men like Yu Beibei who take good care of her, they are not a family after all. Although Yu Beibei can help her, she can’t accompany her every day.
In this strange city, even if she was bullied, she could only break her teeth and swallow them in her stomach.
After all, there is really no one around her that she can rely on.
Even if there is something difficult, she can only face it alone.
Always optimistic strong she how red eyes?
All of a sudden, she is a little distressed, distressed her strong, also distressed her loneliness.
Chu Jinran didn’t expect to be seen by Eli.
She tried to pretend that there was nothing wrong and said, “no, I’m fine. Don’t worry.” And then he laughed.
Eli looked at her and said softly, “you know what? Your smile just now is really ugly. ”
Chu Jinran lowered her head. In fact, she was able to guess how bitter she had just laughed. She was just like the usual sunshine.
But she couldn’t do it. Lu chennian’s appearance brought out all the sad and painful memories hidden in her heart.
She is in a mess now. She really has no way to force herself. She finds it very difficult to force herself to smile.
It’s just that she’s fragile and she doesn’t want to show it to others.
She doesn’t like the feeling that others sympathize with her, which makes her feel uncomfortable.
“Chu Jinran, don’t be so strong. Girls have fragile rights.” Eli said that although her strength has been deeply attracted to him and fascinated him, he still doesn’t want her to be so strong. After all, she is a woman. He hopes that she can be a little fragile, at least, she won’t be so tired.
Sometimes, too independent strong, is really tired.
Chu Jinran really wants to cry, because no one has spoken to her in this tone for a long time. All the time, she pretends that she has nothing to do and that she is very strong, but only she knows how hard that life is.
Behind her smile was a deep sadness.
She knows that, in fact, she is not really a strong person, she just reluctantly makes herself strong, she just habitually hides her vulnerability, in fact, she is really vulnerable, she is not strong at all.
She didn’t know why Eli suddenly said this to her. After the real idea was exposed, Chu Jinran subconsciously wanted to avoid this problem. She chose to play silly. She laughed and pretended not to understand, “Eli, what are you talking about? What is strong and fragile? How can there be so many complicated things? I don’t understand what you said. ”
She didn’t like the feeling that the hard shell was punctured. She only showed her fragile heart. This feeling made her feel insecure, just like the disguise she had been trying to put on, which was suddenly torn apart by others, revealing her scarred heart.
In the panic, she could only disguise herself by pretending to be stupid.
Eli didn’t like the way she looked, because it would hurt him.Why does this girl always pretend to be strong? Obviously this is very tired ah, why can not properly expose their vulnerability, why let themselves so tired?
“Chu Jinran, don’t let yourself be so tired, OK? In front of strangers, you can pretend to be strong, but in the care of your friends, you can properly expose your vulnerability, you know? People who really care about you won’t laugh at your vulnerability, they will only love you and don’t want you to live too strong. ” Eli said seriously.
This woman completely disguised herself. Why should such a thin woman look so tired?
He didn’t care about her vulnerability in front of him at all. Instead, he hoped that he could share the pain for her.
Chu Jinran suddenly feels that the softest part of her heart has been hit. Inexplicably, she wants to cry.
All along, she did not dare to expose her vulnerability. She thought that only by pretending to be strong all the time, she could be really strong. Although pretending to be strong really made her tired, she would still bite her teeth and stick to it in order to hide her vulnerability.
However, she did not expect that Eli could see through her and understand her inner vulnerability.
Her strength seems to be about to collapse.
Chu Jinran eyes red, “I really don’t know what to do, Eli, I have no way now, I don’t know how to make myself live better, I can only make myself strong.”
Eli gently looks at Chu Jinran. Her eyes are red like a little rabbit. There seems to be a little bit of starlight in her eyes. Wei qubaba looks really cute.
Such Chu Jinran, he is the first time to see, the original has been strong she also has such a side.
This kind of Chu Jinran is really cute
Looking at her nose and eyes are red, he really wants to protect her, he knows, she is really tired, has been pretending to be strong, let her tired.
Eli said softly, “you know what? In front of the people who really care about you, you don’t have to pretend to be strong, because they won’t laugh at your vulnerability, they only worry about whether you are tired or not, so don’t let yourself be so strong, OK? You are a woman. You have the right to cry. ”
Chu Jinran closed her eyes. Suddenly, all the camouflage in her heart collapsed. Indeed, she was too tired all the time. No one could understand her heart so well, maybe even herself.
Chu Jinran lowers her head and cries out. She really wants to cry so much for a long time. In her world, there are too many sadness and loneliness.
She really wanted to vent her emotions for a long time, but she didn’t dare to. She was always afraid to expose her vulnerability in front of others, so over the years, her tears were secretly shed by herself in the dead of night.
This is the first time for her to cry in front of a person. She doesn’t have to pretend to be strong. This is the first time for her to show her inner vulnerability to the people around her.
Over the years, she has been really tired.
Fortunately, there is only one by her side has been accompanied by her.
She couldn’t imagine what her life would be like if the only one wasn’t with her.
Maybe it’s gone, all the hope and the light.
Eli gently holds Chu Jinran in his arms. Her vulnerability makes him suddenly want to protect her. This is the first time he sees her showing her vulnerability. In fact, this is like a real person, with flesh and soul.
“Chu Jinran, cry, cry out, the mood is much better.” Eli said softly.
Chu Jinran burst out crying, don’t know how long, she finally sobbed and raised her head from Eli’s arms.
She looked up at Eli’s soft, doting eyes, which were like looking at a child.
All of a sudden, Chu Jinran blushed. She was a little embarrassed. She didn’t control her emotions. She even cried on Eli like this. Isn’t it a shame? What would he think? Do you think she’s insane?
Just as she was thinking awkwardly, Eli looked at her awkward expression and said with a gentle smile, “how about not getting better after crying?”
Chu Jinran was embarrassed and coughed, “well Much better… ” Her eyes are even embarrassed to look him in the eye.
Eli looks at her and thinks it’s funny. This woman’s look is too cute.
“Don’t worry, no one will laugh at your vulnerability. Chu Jinran, you have just done a good job. No matter how strong you are, you should release your pressure properly. You can’t hold everything in your heart. That will be bad. Sometimes, people need to be more vulnerable. Do you understand? Vulnerability doesn’t mean disgrace, do you understand? ” Eli said softly.
Eli gentle words, as if there is magic in general, let Chu Jinran’s heart gradually calm down.
Sure enough, after crying, it really relaxed a lot, just like a big stone in my heart was finally removed, that kind of slightly relaxed feeling.Seeing that she had calmed down a lot, Eli asked, “now can you tell me what happened?”
Chu Jinran lowered his head, hesitated for a while, and said, “he I came to France… “