Love You Is My Fault - Chapter 324
In fact, love is really a great thing.
It can make a person change.
Leo has changed from a person with no learning skills to a person who wants to work hard because he is in love with Nian Shiya.
The woman who has been standing beside her for many years is the one who really wants to protect her.
And if he wants to protect her, he must be strong, so that he can stand beside her and protect her from the wind and rain.
A person studying outside, said hard but also good, because with a goal, all the hard work is worth it.
Although he wants to go to school and practice in the company at the same time, maybe he doesn’t feel very hard.
Every time when he thinks that he will become famous in the future, he can stand in front of her and tell her that he has the ability to give her happiness. His heart is warm.
After this hard work, they will be together forever.
Therefore, all the hard work and difficulties are not so important.
It’s just that he feels that the hardest thing these days is missing.
After his wedding in, he waited for her in the hospital all night, and he never saw her again.
Although two or three months is not long, short is not short, but it is enough to make his heart suffer.
Leo felt that he was really crazy. How could he care so much for a woman?
From small to large, in addition to Nian Shiya, only his first love can give him this feeling.
Before he met Nian Shiya, he always thought that his heart was old. Having met so many women, he could not take any interest in love at all. He thought that so many years of wandering had made him lose the ability to love and become a monster without love.
However, Nian Shiya let him know that he can really love, and can love so deeply, deep to the bone marrow, this feeling has been deeply engraved in his heart, no matter what.
Originally he is not love incompetence, originally she also knows how to love a person.
He always thought that he could not try the feeling of love in his life.
But Nian Shiya, she let his heart live again.
But also let him realize the most painful place in love, that is love but not.
All of a sudden, he knew how important social status was in front of love. He was well matched. In love, it was really a barrier.
After falling in love with Nian Shiya, he naturally felt that he was a lower level than her.
Maybe it’s because her family is so nice, she’s beautiful, she’s talented, and she has a high degree. He suddenly feels that he doesn’t deserve her.
He regretted that he didn’t take action when he needed it most.
If he is also a member of the upper class, a young president, young and promising, and has his own career, he will stand directly in front of the young family and ask them to marry Nian Shiya to him.
But now he wanted to be with her, and he felt that he was wronging her.
Nian Shiya didn’t like him all the time, probably because he didn’t make progress.
If he is excellent and he is going back to pursue her, will she agree?
Leo thought, he must stand in front of her, must use his ability to give her a lifetime of happiness, he must seriously pursue her.
The days of study are spent day by day in my missing.
Life is a little long, but not boring, the pursuit of dreams, every day is wonderful and full.
It’s just that Leo sometimes secretly thinks, what’s the matter with Nian Shiya?
How is she doing now? Are you happy? How’s the baby in the stomach? Did she take care of her body? Is it because you want to lose weight again? She is a pregnant woman now. She still has a little life in her stomach. He is really worried. I hope she can take good care of herself.
Sometimes he would dream of her face, sometimes she was smiling, sometimes her expression was very sad.
Leo doesn’t know what those dreams stand for. Sometimes he will wake up by this dream, and then sit alone in the dormitory in the night and be absorbed in silence.
The conditions of the school dormitory are not bad, here are some special learning advertising media, this school is not bad, but many are rich childe.
Most of them come to this school through relationships and money after they have a lot of money at home.
After all, in this society, money is really good.
Leo is no exception, he also secretly gave the principal a lot of money.
That’s the money he sold the house for. Now he doesn’t need anything. He just needs to be excellent, because as long as he is excellent, he can stand beside her.
He has three other roommates in his dorm. They are all rich childe brothers in his family.
When I go to bed at night, I often don’t come back. Three people mingle with each other every day, go to a nightclub and drink In short, there are many ways to relieve loneliness.There is only one person in the dormitory, who is regular every day, attends classes according to time and sleeps according to time. That person is Leo.
Leo looked at the other three people in the dormitory every day, as if he had seen himself.
I remember at that time, he said goodbye to his parents and went to school outside, which was the same kind of life.
If he could have been more sensible at that time, he would not have worked so hard now.
However, he thinks it’s not too late to work hard in his life. Now he is very young and has a lot of good time. As long as he works hard, he will get something.
It’s just that Leo understands that just graduating from this school doesn’t make him any better.
Because this school is almost a very ordinary advertising design school, belongs to the technical secondary school, if there is no higher diploma, he still can not stand in this society.
At the beginning, he signed up for this school because he was too anxious. He just wanted to make himself succeed in the fastest way, but he ignored a lot of things.
He began to spend a lot of time in various advertising design competitions.
He knew that only in this way could some companies see him.
In this school, many children from rich families can get good job opportunities by their parents after graduation, but he is not the same. He is a very ordinary person, and no one can even help him, so he can only rely on himself.
He lost several competitions, but he still persevered.
This kind of busy day seems pretty good after a long time.
Before that, he lived a happy life every day. Although his life was rich, his heart was lonely and empty.
Because they have a goal, every day after waking up, he would ask himself, why on earth live in this world.
He couldn’t find the answer. He didn’t know what he was living for.
At that time, life was just boring to kill time. He didn’t understand the meaning of life. He thought life was boring, but he was afraid of death.
So he can only live an empty and boring life every day, deeply immersed in infinite loneliness every day.
Although he never knew what the boundless loneliness was.
But since he had a goal, it seems that life has begun to have power.
Deep in his heart, there seems to be a force supporting him to move forward. It’s a good feeling that he can feel alive again.
Unlike before, he always felt that he did not belong to the world.
Now he finally understood what it meant to be alive.
In fact, everyone needs to have a dream. If there is no dream, what’s the difference with a salted fish?
Some people dream about how to start every day, how to work hard and how to achieve their goals.
Maybe this is life. You need to keep climbing up to think of the fun of living.
Now he often misses the time when they met for the first time. Nian Shiya was like a lovely little rabbit, with her head down and her face red. Despite Wei Jie’s introduction, she just kept her head down and her face red and didn’t speak.
Maybe at that time he had a good impression on her.
He still remembers that feeling. When sister Wei asked her who she wanted, looking at her hesitation, he was a little nervous in his heart and prayed silently that she would choose him.
As a result, later she really chose him, but in fact, at that time, shy she did not look up at all, just kept her head down and casually pointed one.
Her coquettish look seemed a little cute in his eyes.
He is a cowboy. He has met all kinds of women. Most of the people who want to find him for recreation are very open. They almost have no sense of shyness. They have also met some shy women.
It’s just that she’s shy like this. Really, never.
Maybe it was her shyness and innocence that made him see her special.
But at that time, he didn’t expect that he would love her to the bone marrow, and his feelings for her could even evolve to such a deep level, which he didn’t expect.
He knew from the beginning that she only wanted a child.
Because when the two of them traded for the first time, Nian Shiya told him clearly that she could not have any feelings for her. She just wanted a child.
At first, he was amused to hear her say so.
He is a cowherd. He has seen too many women. He has so many guests. Although she is really beautiful and has a good figure, even more beautiful than most of his guests, he has seen many beautiful women, either pretty and lovely or mature and charming. How can he fall in love with a woman casually? He’s not a boy of seventeen or eighteen.
At that time, what she said was only a joke, and he didn’t think about it seriously. He promised that after the transaction, he would treat other guests as if they were strangers. In the future, they would treat her as if they didn’t know each other. Even if they met in the street, they would treat her as if they had never seen each other.After all, this is his professional ethics. Although his profession is not acceptable to most people, every profession has its own rules.