Love You Is My Fault - Chapter 326

In this silent night, he stood alone in front of the window, for a long time, the pain from his heart was so clear.

The pain in his heart is like a tidal wave. Wave by wave, Leo sighs deeply. He puts out his cigarette butt and turns back to bed.

No matter how bad his mood is tonight, even though his heart is full of sadness, tomorrow when the sun rises is a new day, he has to face the new day with all his strength.

Now he is not the same as he used to be, now he knows a truth, a person living in this world, there are a lot of things to do, drunk, is not the best way of life, although the efforts to climb up, really tired, sometimes, tired to really want to stop for a rest, but this life is the most fulfilling.

What’s more, the daily life immersed in pleasure can not bring anything to himself. There is only endless emptiness and sadness. The pain in his heart is heavy. He knows that he has to work hard to live even if he is tired.

At least when you want to choose the life you want to live, you can have a chance to choose. When you meet someone you really love, you can stand in front of her and confidently tell her that you can give her a lifetime of happiness, instead of watching the people you love get farther and farther away from you, but you can’t help it.

Now his suffering and his yearning for Nian Shiya are the punishment for his laziness.

At the beginning, he was greedy for a short time and never came back to live.

Now, when we meet love, he can make himself better for the sake of poetry and elegance.

in fact, sometimes we all envy others for their outstanding family background, high education background and life they don’t have.

In fact, if you really want all this, try your best to fight for it. If you can’t get it, don’t complain, because your efforts are never as much as those of others. You only see his glorious side, but you don’t see how much he has paid behind his back.

In fact, it’s painful to love someone. Only those who have really loved will know.

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Chu Jinran is in a better mood recently. She has been losing sleep for three days. Finally, she has figured out the problem that she can’t figure out.

In fact, she doesn’t have to struggle all the time. Lu chennian flew from China to France to find her. That’s his business. She just needs to live her own life.

Since I don’t want to be involved with him any more, I have to refuse it. I can’t refuse it every time.

All the time, she has never forgotten him, but she knows that she must, because Lu chennian is a poison that she can’t solve in her life. Even if she can’t forget in her life, she has to pretend that she doesn’t care, because she shows too much care and loses.

Now that she has decided to leave him, she can’t continue to do this. This is the most cowardly and disgusting behavior. She doesn’t want to be the kind of person she hates.

So next time, she must refuse him seriously.

Her youth is not a few years old. A woman’s youth is just before 30 years old. After 30 years old, the value of a woman is getting lower and lower. She doesn’t want to get anything with her youth, but she really doesn’t want to give her youth to a man who has hurt her many times.

This man hurt her many times and made her heartache countless times. Before that, she had been silly enough to forgive him, but since she left him and came to France alone, she knew what real life was.

Life is short, people in the limited life, we must live for ourselves, no matter what happens, we must know how to love ourselves, even if we have to pay, we must pay to those worthy people, such as the only treasure in her life.

For people like Lu chennian, maybe it’s a mistake in her life. He can’t really love her all the time. No matter how much she likes him, she can’t let herself fall into enemy’s hands. Now she has nothing, no self-esteem, no fame. She’s the only one left. Besides, she has nothing. She really loses I can’t afford it.

Therefore, no matter what kind of rhetoric Lu chennian used to cheat her in the future, she will stick to it.

A person who is not worthy of his love must give up immediately, don’t wait to have been hurt very deeply to know sad.

Chu Jinran knew that she and Lu chennian had no relationship at all. Although they became husband and wife, they couldn’t last long. After all, their personalities were too stubborn. Apart from Lu chennian’s falling in love with other women, even if he was a single-minded man, their personalities were not suitable.

Chu Jinran knew it from the beginning.

Their two personalities are too strong. Although Chu Jinran is very modest towards outsiders, she is extremely insecure in love. She hopes to get absolute security. She even looks like a child. In love, she hopes that the man will only love her from beginning to end and never look at other women.She knew that Lu Chen’s annual meeting was entangled with Nian Shiya, probably because she was charming enough and gentle enough.

What’s more, she really knows that a mature, charming and considerate woman like Nian Shiya, which man can not like?

She is beautiful, has a good figure, has a good family background, and has a high degree. Most importantly, she is a big star and beauty. In fact, she is not as elegant as last year. She knew from the beginning.

Nian Shiya is so beautiful. If she was a man, she would like a woman like her.

From the beginning, she knew that Nian Shiya liked him, and she believed that he also knew that, because after all, Nian Shiya was really obvious, which could be seen by anyone with eyes and thoughts.

And we can see that Nian Shiya’s feelings for him are not generally deep.

Since she knew Lu chennian, Nian Shiya has known Lu chennian. To be exact, Nian Shiya knew Lu chennian much earlier than she did.

She could see from the beginning that she had already fallen in love with him. At the beginning, she wondered why Nian Shiya was so beautiful, good at singing and dancing, and had a good family background. She was almost a talented woman who knew everything. But why did Lu chennian not feel for her for so many years?

At that time, Lu chennian’s heart was only in her.

At that time, the two of them just got together and were in love. Most of the men and women in love were very sweet. Like most of the lovers, they also experienced a very sweet period. At that time, she really felt like she was going to fly to heaven.

She never knew that she could be so happy to fall in love with someone.

At that time, Lu chennian was also very fond of her. Every relationship was wonderful at the beginning. Lu chennian was infatuated with her, and she was happy. At the same time, she could feel Nian Shiya’s deep jealousy.

I often vaguely feel her eyes like a sword.

She knew that Nian Shiya hated her because she robbed the people she had always loved.

She may never have thought that one day, there will be a woman who is not as good as her and take away her favorite man.

In fact, before Chu Jinran appeared, the most familiar woman around Lu chennian was Nian Shiya. After all, they grew up together.

But why does Lu chennian not like a beautiful childhood girl who grew up together and has a good family background, but like a common girl like Chu Jinran? Even Chu Jinran didn’t understand this. Occasionally, she felt insecure, but she always comforted herself that love was unreasonable, and she didn’t fall in love with anyone who was excellent.

Those sweet days, like unreal dreams, make Chu Jinran’s heart happy and confused.

Let her begin to love Lu chennian wholeheartedly, at the same time, she is deeply sorry for Nian Shiya. In fact, she is really beautiful and excellent. I hope she can find her own happiness.

At that time, she never thought that one day, Lu chennian’s childhood sweetheart, who seemed to have no threat, would completely separate them.

She has always thought that even if Nian Shiya is beautiful, even if her family is really rich, even if she is a big star, many fans like her, even if they have known each other for so long, and even if some of her things are better than her, they have known each other for so long. If Lu chennian would have felt for her, they would have been together for a long time. Why should they wait And now?

So she has been naive to think that Nian Shiya has not threatened her at all. She never thought that she would divorce Lu chennian because of her.

At that time, she was immersed in happiness, like a naive little girl, full of faith in Lu chennian.

Maybe it’s because she loved him too much. She never thought he would betray her.

At that time, she knew that Nian Shiya used a lot of evil means behind her back, but she never cared about it, because she knew that Nian Shiya would be sad because she lost Lu chennian. After all, she and her childhood friends were together, and she would feel unbalanced.

She has always thought that her behavior is to vent her anger, never hate her, even if she is too much, she just tolerated it.

But now, it’s really silly to think about her naive appearance. She didn’t even think that this woman would take her husband and leave her child in her stomach without a complete home.

What she didn’t want to believe happened to her, which made her want to escape and deny.

At the beginning, when she knew that Lu chennian fell in love with Nian Shiya, she didn’t know what she was feeling. She felt so silly that she felt so beautiful. Such a sexy Nian Shiya didn’t threaten her love with Lu chennian. What’s more, she really believed Lu chennian’s words and thought that he would love her forever.