Love You Is My Fault - Chapter 332
What she can do now is to protect herself from being hurt by love. She really can’t bear the pain again.
However, does she believe Lu chennian? Is his words true or not?
Chu Jinran had no idea. After all, she was deeply hurt by him. The heartbreaking pain, the strong and heartbreaking feeling of despair made her not know what to do.
Chu Jinran hesitates slightly. Yu Beidu looks in his eyes. He doesn’t know what he’s feeling now. Chu Jinran has been hurt so deeply, but still hesitates. Does she really love him so much? Love to happen to anything, must insist on believing him?
What is he? What was he in her mind?
Yu Beibei’s heart is slightly bitter, and his heart has a vague pain. He has been with her in France for nearly two years. For so long, he has been with her. He just wants to accompany her well. He thinks that with his company, she can forget Lu chennian and start her life again.
But now, from Chu Jinran’s reaction, it seems that her feelings for Lu chennian have not decreased at all. Although she has always pretended to hate Lu chennian, he already knows her very well. Her eyes always fall on Lu chennian unconsciously. The depressed and deep feelings in her eyes make his heart feel like splitting.
She still couldn’t forget him.
Yu Beibei really felt that he was ridiculous. He had been with her for so long, but what happened? As a result, she did not forget Lu chennian. What about him? Is he just an insignificant person in her life?
The expression in Yu Bei’s eyes is gradually cold, and the feeling of heartache makes him almost lose his mind.
He stretched out his hand and suddenly grasped Chu Jinran’s wrist. His eyes flashed with the injured light: “Chu Jinran, what are you hesitating about now? Are you going to believe him now? Have you forgotten how he hurt you? Have you forgotten? ” Yu Beibei’s appearance is as crazy as his eagerness, his eyes are scarlet, and the injury in his eyes is so obvious.
Chu Jinran was startled by this kind of her. Inexplicably, she felt that Yu Beibei looked terrible. She had never seen Yu Beibei like this before. Yu Beibei was always the gentle and polite man in her eyes, but now he looked terrible.
Chu Jin ran some shivers of looking at him: “north, you how?”? You Take it easy. You hurt me… ” Chu Jinran some fear of looking at him, such Yu north is really strange.
Lu chennian is a little anxious. Yu Beifang grabs Chu Jinran’s arm. He is not comfortable. What’s more, he shows that terrible look, which makes her even more frightened, for fear that he will hurt Chu Jinran.
“Well, what are you doing? You let her go Lu chennian rushes over and pulls Chu Jinran back from Yu Beibei’s hands. He holds the woman in his arms. No one can bully her except him.
Chu Jinran raises his head and looks at Lu chennian. His eyes are full of hostility and look at Yu Beibei, as if he is going to swallow him. At this time, Yu Beibei is not as polite as usual. His eyes are shining with serious light, which makes him look terrible. How did Yu Beibei become like this?
Chu Jinran is very depressed. She doesn’t know what’s wrong. She knows that she has never forgotten Lu chennian. After his appearance this time, her whole life has been affected by him.
However, Yu Beibei is really right. Did she forget how Lu chennian hurt her before? How could he behave a little wronged and sincere, and then she could not see the truth?
Chu Jinran secretly complains that he has no memory. How can he start to believe him now?
She stretched out her hand, vigorously and decisively pushed Lu chennian away, as if with great strength, she liberated herself from Lu chennian’s arms.
Lu chennian lowered his head and frowned at her. He really didn’t like the woman’s behavior. What was she doing? You want to push him away? Does she feel uncomfortable now that he even gives her a hug?
Lu chennian felt a little tingling in his heart, as if he had been stabbed by a needle. Chu Jinran’s firm determination on his face made him very uncomfortable. He really didn’t want to see such an expression on her face, as if they were two strangers, which made his heart ache.
“Chu Jinran You… ” Lu chennian opened his mouth and was about to say something. Chu Jinran raised his head and looked directly into Lu chennian’s eyes: “Lu chennian, you go.”
She still can’t take this risk, she can’t be sure whether he really likes her, or because of loneliness, want to take her to play, pass the time, don’t want to be hurt again in love, so she can’t stand, now she is not alone, she has the only care, she really can’t afford to lose.
Lu chennian looked at her, did not expect that she would be so determined to say such words, this way, let his heart like frozen as cold.
That kind of cold from head to foot, starting from the softest part of the heart, gradually cold, slowly penetrated into every blood vessel, and then slowly penetrated into every bone gap, and then connected with every nerve, the sudden beating and pain, let his heart seem to be torn.It’s like being in the cold zone. Lu chennian’s heart is about to stop beating.
Her coldness made his blood warm and frozen for a moment.
“Chu Jinran, do you hate me so much?” Lu chennian was injured and said that he was slightly sad in his voice. Chu Jinran was stunned. She had never seen Lu chennian like this before. He didn’t look as calm as usual. On the contrary, he looked very fragile, like a wounded child.
Chu Jinran tried to ignore the deep heartache in his heart, pretended not to care and said: “yes, I hate you very much. Go away quickly. Don’t stay here any more.”
Chu Jinran’s voice is cold and contains heartbreaking determination. Lu chennian’s heartache is like someone else’s punching.
He has a bitter smile of heartache. It seems that Chu Jinran really hates him.
But how could he leave easily? Yu Beibei still stays in her home, he will not leave. How can he be so stupid that his rival and the woman he loves are in the same room, and then turn around and leave? He thought no man would, unless he was crazy.
Lu chennian takes a deep breath, turns and walks to the living room. In Chu Jinran’s and Yu Beibei’s surprised and confused eyes, he goes to the sofa and sits down naturally. Naturally, he is like a guest at home.
“I’m not going to leave, Chu Jinran. I’m coming to your house as a guest. Will you drive me away without inviting me to dinner?” Lu chennian sat on the sofa, looking at Yu Beibei and Chu Jinran who were standing in a stupefied and quick way.
Chu Jin ran some tiny exasperation, isn’t this man always very resolute and resolute before? Why did you suddenly do something so tardy: “Hey, I asked you to leave. How did you sit down? You are not welcome here. ”
Lu chennian tilted his head and looked at Chu Jinran. He complained and said, “Hello, Miss Chu, is that how you treat your guests? Why are you so impolite? When I come to your house, you can bring me some fruits, drinks and so on. Is it a bit impolite to drive me away like this? Besides, it’s already noon, so you don’t want to leave the guests for dinner? ”
Lu chennian’s words are so reasonable that Chu Jinran can’t refute them. Chu Jinran turns his eyes and has nothing to say. He suddenly finds out that Lu chennian has really changed, become a rogue, and even bored in the past two years. When did he learn to fight with others?
“OK, I’ll get you something to drink. You can go as far as you want. Don’t come to my house to disturb me any more.” Chu Jinran finished and went into the kitchen.
Yu Beibei was indisposed in his heart. He said in a voice: “Jinran…”
But Chu Jinran has gone to the kitchen, did not hear the sound of Yu north.
Yu Beibei turns his head and looks at Lu chennian. Lu chennian smiles and shows a provocative smile at him. Yu Beibei is a little angry. His hand is gradually clenched into a fist, and his fingers are pinched white. There is no way to vent his anger, but he doesn’t know what to do.
Lu chennian and Chu Jinran in the living room face off for a short time. The two popularity fields are very strong, and no one will lose. Both of them are like two hedgehogs full of sharp thorns. They look at each other and don’t hide the deep hostility in their eyes.
In just a few seconds, the air was like a flash of sparks. What was surging in the air was the smell of thick smoke, which made Lu chennian’s heart strongly and clearly feel the aura of Yubei.
He knew that this was the undercurrent surging between rival lovers. Who made both men fall in love with the same woman? The only way to win is to fight.
Yu Beibei was so bored that he didn’t want to fight with him. He had to turn around and go into the kitchen. The soup was still stewing in the pot. It’s time for him to have a look.
Chu Jinran takes out a bottle of fruit juice from the refrigerator. She remembers that he hates sweet things, especially those very sweet things like fruit juice. He can hardly touch them. That’s why she wants to bring him fruit juice. Doesn’t he want to drink it? Then let him drink the juice.
Just as she was about to go out of the kitchen, Yu Beifang stopped her and asked, “Jinran, do you really want him to stay here?”
Chu Jinran said helplessly: “you can see that he’s staying here. I can’t help it. I’ll let him drink the water and leave immediately.”
Yu North bitter smile, Chu Jinran did not see, Yu North some pain in the heart, he knows, she is actually reluctant to give up his.