Love You Is My Fault - Chapter 339

During the meal, Lu chennian was very careful and took care of her all the time. He helped her peel shrimp shells and clip vegetables. He hardly ate much. On the contrary, it was Chu Jinran. Probably because she was hungry, she ate a lot of food.

Lu chennian looked at her eating so fragrant, warm heart, how long did not eat with her? He can’t remember clearly for a long time. Before they divorced, he hadn’t sat down to have a meal with her for a long time.

When she is around him, he is always very busy. In order to really be the president of the Lu family, he always works hard. He tries his best to climb up. He hopes that Lu’s enterprise will become more brilliant under his leadership, so that he can be worthy of his father.

So he worked hard and climbed up.

Every day, Chu Jinran stays at home alone. Her work is very easy. After work, she stays in the empty big house alone.

He didn’t know that she would be lonely when she was alone, but he always felt that he should work hard and should not give up his career because of some love affairs.

When they were in love, he would spend some time with her, but after they got married, he spent almost all of his time on work. It seems that he seldom sat down with her to have a good meal.

Every day in the company to deal with business, lunch is the Secretary from outside to buy him back, he hastily eat to continue to work, dinner time, he does not go home, Chu Jinran always a person to eat dinner, he just in the company to eat in a hurry, sometimes too busy to work, he even forgot to eat dinner.

Now think about it carefully, it seems that they have been married for so long that he seldom accompanies her to a meal.

She was left alone at home every day, facing the big empty house by herself.

Maybe he ignored her too much all the time, so later, with the appearance of Nian Shiya, she really didn’t believe him, so she left disappointed. In fact, he knew that there were problems in their relationship, and most of the reasons were his.

But at that time, he was always confident that she loved him enough and would never leave him. Now he understands that emotion needs to be managed, and only company needs to pay for each other’s sense of security.

So now he really wants to save her, really want to let her give him a chance, because he thinks he can’t live without her.

He once heard a man say that the world can continue to operate without anyone, and anyone who has lost can continue to live. But Lu chennian knew that he could not live without Chu Jinran, and he really could not live without her.

Chu Jinran was soon full. Lu chennian’s carefulness made her a little unaccustomed. He almost didn’t eat much himself. He was always helping her with dishes, which made her feel embarrassed.

“Why don’t you eat it yourself? Aren’t you hungry? ” Chu Jinran finally asked.

Lu chennian smiles. In fact, he’s so busy. As long as she’s full, he’s very happy. He doesn’t feel hungry at all. “It’s OK. You’re sick. You’re full.”

Chu Jinran is a little embarrassed. She looks like a child without self-care ability. She even needs someone to help her with the food.

“Then you can eat more. I don’t think you eat much.” Chu Jinran said that the French food he ordered today is really delicious. He has been in France for so long, but he has never had time to have a good meal of French food, especially such authentic French food.

Lu chennian shook his head, “it doesn’t matter. I’m full. Let me help you to read on the sofa. I know you’re going to have an exam soon. Should you be reviewing now? Don’t worry. Call me if you need anything. I won’t disturb you. ” Finish saying, walk over again, want to embrace Chu Jin ran.

“No more hugs, no more hugs.” Chu Jinran refused.

“Why? You hurt your foot Lu chennian still insists on holding her up.

Chu Jinran blushed, “my foot is injured, not disabled, you can help me. Don’t hold me. I’ll go by myself Chu Jinran said that she always felt that the princess’s embrace was very ambiguous, especially when he held her, she always felt that her heart was about to jump out, and she couldn’t restrain her heart.

Seeing her insistence, Lu chennian had no choice but to help her to the living room. She sat down and picked up the book on the tea table. She was about to take the exam. This time, she must pass the exam and realize her dream.

Lu chennian did not disturb her as he said.

First he went to the dining table and put away the mess he had just eaten. Then he sat down on the sofa after putting all the tableware back in the kitchen. He said nothing for fear of disturbing her.

He turned his head and looked at Chu Jinran, who was reading seriously. It seemed that he seldom saw her like this. He had no chance to see her studying seriously. He never knew that she was so beautiful.

After they got married, he was seldom at home. He couldn’t even eat with her, let alone see her studying and working.It’s really beautiful to see her working hard now.

Her side face is silhouetted under the sunlight. Her hair is soft and thin. He wants to stretch out his hand to rub her hair.

White face, small, her eyes seriously staring at the hands of the book, clearly has been a mother of women, but the face is still childish, like not growing up.

Why does this girl always look like a child?

However, she was really good-looking. She had an indescribable temperament, which made him unable to move his eyes.

Chu Jinran is seriously looking at the contents of the book, suddenly, she feels a bunch of fiery eyes, it is a kind of unspeakable feeling, it seems that someone is staring at her, let her feel a little uncomfortable.

She raised her head and looked into Lu chennian’s affectionate and blazing eyes. His eyes were too blazing. There was a kind of unspeakable deep feeling in them. It seemed that she had seen them in his eyes when they were in love.

He looked straight at her, his eyes were not instant, his eyes were so direct, without a little bit of concealment and repression, the kind of straight to the heart of the pure let her stay.

Why did Lu chennian look at her with such eyes? It’s like Crazy eyes

Chu Jinran’s face suddenly turned red. Inexplicably, Lu chennian’s fiery eyes made her feel shy. Suddenly, her heart beat faster.

Lu chennian’s deep and good-looking eyes were staring at her. There seemed to be a star in his eyes. When he looked at her, she had a clear feeling that her heart beat faster.

She wanted to restrain the sudden palpitation in her heart, but suddenly, her heart seemed out of control. She could not control her heart. His eyes seemed to have a strong attraction, which made her unable to move her eyes.

Lu chennian didn’t seem to think that Chu Jinran would suddenly look up at him. He didn’t have time to take back his fiery eyes. He wondered if his eyes were too presumptuous, but so what? He had loved her, and she was still his wife. Why should he restrain himself?

He had endured the days without her for nearly two years, which were too painful for him to go through any more.

He hasn’t seen her for nearly two years, and now he can finally see her. Does he have to sneak at her? She’s his wife. She’s always been. Of course, he can look at her honestly.

Two people look at each other, the air seems to have the smell of cherry blossom, Chu Jinran’s heart seems to be hit by the current, a burst of numbness in the heart.

Chu Jinran was frightened by her uncontrollable heart. Why is she so frustrated now? Clearly has decided to forget him, but as long as he a look, she can not control the fall.

She is too weak, a man who has hurt himself so much, she can’t forget it.

Chu Jinran inexplicably feel some sadness, clearly already know that this man is actually very likely to be playing tricks, is likely to cheat her, but why she will have such a heart feeling?

Chu Jinran secretly scolded himself for not striving for success, “Chu Jinran, did you fantasize? Why are you so frustrated? He has hurt you once, but also hurt so deep, if he hurt again, you are really stupid, don’t be so silly, OK? Don’t let others give you a smile, and you will feel that the whole world has blossomed. ”

Chu Jinran moved her eyes and felt slightly bitter. After so long, she still couldn’t control her emotion.

Chu Jinran suddenly low pressure, let Lu chennian some don’t understand, just isn’t still good? Why does he suddenly look so unhappy now? Did he do something wrong?

Chu Jinran lowers her head and starts to read again. Does it look like she works hard? In fact, her heart is not calm.

Just that one eye, let her heart so far such as thunder, has no way to calm down.

How could it be like this? Why is she so down?

In the past two years, living in France, she thought that she could forget him, but his appearance could easily disturb her life, or could easily change her calm heart into ups and downs. In fact, she has not been growing up and loved so deeply, but she still has no way to control her heart.

“Don’t think, don’t think, Chu Jinran, control yourself, don’t fall into his eyes, his gentleness is all deceiving, he is all deceiving you…” Chu Jinran told himself silently again and again, trying to keep himself rational.

But

“Dong Dong…”

What’s that loud noise?

Chu Jinran forced to cover the position of his heart, his appearance, destined to let her world is no longer calm.