Love You Is My Fault - Chapter 340

He must be a curse in her destiny. Chu Jinran knows that the only time in her life when she can’t think rationally is when she is facing Lu chennian.

He can always crush the camouflage that she has worked hard for a long time. She tries so hard to hide her softness and fragility, but he can easily uncover her camouflage and make her strong break up in a moment, revealing her soft heart.

She tried so hard to forget him and the pain, but when he appeared, everything changed and became so ridiculous.

She thought that she could put it down, but as soon as he appeared, those memories passed through her mind, hitting her hard. The soft and painful past hidden in her heart made her heart ache in an instant. Maybe she was too weak to forget, but she couldn’t let him go.

She didn’t want to be like this, but the beautiful past was so clear that it had been so long, and she could recall all the details in her heart.

Love is a fragile thing.

Chu Jinran found that she and Lu chennian had all happened, she did not forget, those memories in the bottom of her heart has been gently stirred her originally not firm heart.

They used to love each other very much. She used to love him very much. She thought naively that they would always be so beautiful, happy and happy.

Just like all normal lovers, they had many sweet moments. At that time, she could feel it. Lu chennian really loved him.

But if all the beautiful things can stay at that moment, the feeling after that beautiful sweet moment, the rest is only endless insipid and lonely.

If life is just like seeing each other for the first time, Chu Jinran hopes that she and Lu chennian can always attract each other as they did when they first met, but no matter how sweet their feelings are, they will have a dull day.

He had cooled down, but her heart was falling.

In the end, he worked hard outside and had an ambiguous relationship with Nian Shiya, but she could only stay at home sadly and shed tears without saying anything.

She has been too stupid to think that she and Lu chennian can escape the curse of “seven-year itch”, but before seven years, their relationship has come to an end.

She was deeply cut on her heart. Blood gushed out and hurt her. When she left Lu chennian, she didn’t know what to do and what to do. What was the use of having his child in her stomach? He has fallen in love with other women.

At that time, Chu Jinran was afraid that if Lu chennian knew that she was pregnant, not only would he not retrieve this emotion, but he might even ruthlessly ask her to beat the child, or take the child away after she gave birth to the child, and then divorce her.

Chu Jinran was very afraid at that time. She only had the baby in her stomach. She had nothing left. She really couldn’t lose it any more.

So she left, left a divorce agreement, and went away.

When she just left, she even hoped that after seeing the divorce agreement, Lu chennian would realize her importance and rush out to find her. However, she was still too naive. She specially ordered a later flight and waited for him at the airport for a long time. He never came, so she had to leave disappointed.

She comforted herself that he should not have seen it. If he did, would he come to France to find her? However, after a long time, a little fantasy in her heart was wiped out by time.

She completely lost faith in him, completely hopeless of the relationship.

She can’t be naive all the time, she has only one, she is a mother, she can’t immerse herself in love every day.

She lives carefully in this strange place of France with her heart full of scars. When she recalls him from time to time, her heart will be in constant pain.

She thought that she could live a quiet life all her life, take care of the only one, bring up the only one, and then grow old quietly.

However, Lu chennian appeared and showed such a deep and considerate manner, just like the man who had moved his love and fell in love with other women was not him.

How could he be so insipid? How can a man who once hurt her so much show a good man’s appearance so calmly?

Chu Jinran doesn’t understand what he thinks. She thinks that he must be playing with her, or suddenly feel bored, and life is peaceful, so she wants to have some fun. But she really doesn’t want to play with him any more. She’s fed up with the pain and sadness. She doesn’t love him, she doesn’t dare to love him any more.

Lu chennian does not know why, Chu Jinran will suddenly have such a sad expression, just is not still good? Is there something wrong with her?

Lu chennian was a little worried and asked, “are you sick? Why do you look so ugly? Is the ankle aching again? ”

Chu Jinran shook his head and turned away from him. He was so affectionate and considerate, just like he really loved her. Sometimes she really admired Lu chennian’s acting skills, but she pretended to be very affectionate and gentle.Chu Jinran really has no way to understand his idea. She just needs to control her heart and not let herself fall.

Chu Jinran’s face still looks very bad. She lowers her head to read a book. Lu chennian is a little worried, but she doesn’t dare to be born again. He can’t influence her.

In this way, he spent the day in the torment of Chu Jinran. All day long, Lu chennian took good care of her and sprayed medicine for her ankles in a few hours. Even though she struggled, he insisted on applying medicine for her.

When she read a book, he would sit quietly and take a glass of water for her from time to time.

When the only one wakes up, she wants to hold him. Lu chennian will also let her sit well. Then she goes into the bedroom and holds the only one out. Looking at the way he clumsily holds the only one, she will still feel her heart beat faster.

Sure enough, as long as this man is gentle, she can’t control her heart. He is really a poppy that can make people fall into enemy’s hands.

But Chu Jinran knows that she is no longer the simple girl who was a little silly at the beginning. She no longer has naive fantasy about love. She is not as she used to be. As long as he is gentle, she is like a little flower madman at his disposal.

Now she has no capital, no energy to play with him.

Looking at Lu chennian, Chu Jinran’s eyes are cold and heartless: “Lu chennian, I am a woman with children now. If you want to play and kill time, then I must not be an interesting person, and I can’t play with you. I have my own things to do.”

“I can’t afford to play any more. If you really just want to find someone to pass the time because you are bored, please don’t come to me, OK? I’m very busy, and I don’t want to play with you like before. Now I just want to take care of the only one. There are so many beautiful women around you. They are considerate and sexy. Please don’t come to me. ” Chu Jinran said.

Don’t you think that Lu chenchu has been looking up at her and saying that she is so serious all the time?

Does he look so boring? Because of loneliness, I want to find a woman to play with, so I left the company all the way and went to France from China to find a woman with a child? If he wanted to play, would he? His head must be broken.

Why is this woman so fond of wishful thinking?

Lu chennian is helpless. Is he such a boring person in her heart?

He opened his mouth seriously: “Chu Jinran, can you stop making me so boring? Do you think if I want to play with a woman, I have to go all the way here? Like you said, if I really want a woman, what kind of woman can’t I find? ”

“Then why don’t you go to those beautiful women? Why did you come to me? I can’t afford to play with you. ” Chu Jinran said.

“Because they’re not you…” Lu chennian looked at Chu Jinran’s eyes. The seriousness reflected in his eyes shocked Chu Jinran’s heart. These eyes looked like a whirlpool, and seemed to be about to be absorbed by the lotus.

“Because they are not you”, this sentence sounds really affectionate. If it was her before, she would be moved to tears, and then rush to his arms and hold him tightly.

However, it was once naive that she would do stupid things. She was too stupid at that time, thinking that love should be beautiful and happy. Moreover, as long as she and Lu chennian really love each other, nothing can stop their love.

That’s what she used to think.

But now she will not be so naive, love is not a necessity of life, without love, people can still plain life, take love too seriously, will be hurt.

Chu Jinran tried to hold back the strong palpitation in her heart. She didn’t look at him. In her voice, she was deeply helpless and tired. “Lu chennian, I’m really tired.”

Lu chennian has some heartache. Why is she so biased against him? He knew that it was not easy for her in the past two years. She was a stranger in France and had a child, but his life was not easy. After she left, he lost his memory. After he recovered his memory, he missed her all the time.

“Chu Jinran, do you know how I came here these two years?” Lu chennian looked at her. She had been missing her for so long. Now he saw her at noon, but she refused to believe him.

“After you left, I didn’t look for you. I found you left. When I left the divorce agreement, my brain was blank. I don’t know why you suddenly made such a decision. At that time, I really collapsed. ” Lu chennian still clearly remembers how he felt when he saw the divorce agreement.