Love You Is My Fault - Chapter 341

I felt that it was the pain of bleeding from the heart, and the divorce agreement was like a stick, which hit his heart heavily, making his heart bloody for a moment.

He knew that at that time, they did often have conflicts. He also knew that at that time, he did not love her and take care of her, but he never thought that she would give up their relationship so easily.

“At that time, I drove to the airport to chase you. Do you know what I was feeling at that time? I was driving and my mind was in a mess. At that time, I really knew that I seemed to have lost you. Do you know how painful it was for me to leave without a word? ” Lu chennian said.

His expression with a strong sadness, it looks like it is really very affectionate and hurt.

Chu Jinran couldn’t believe it. How could she believe what she always thought? How could it be that he said, “you cheat! You came to me? You came to the airport to see me? Why don’t I believe that if you don’t chase me, if you really want to find me, then why did you come to France to find me after so many years? ”

“Because I had a car accident!” Lu chennian interrupted her with a roar.

This woman doesn’t know anything, she doesn’t understand anything, but she always misunderstands that he is a scum man. She always thinks things are what she sees.

After she left, how could she know how much effort he wasted to find her?

After his amnesia, in order to think of her, how much energy he spent and how much pain he experienced, this woman didn’t understand at all.

She just has been in accordance with her own ideas, he as scum man, he as a woman and other ambiguous, but still want to play with her scum man.

How does she know how he survived without her?

Chu Jinran opened his eyes and couldn’t believe looking at Lu chennian. She thought she had heard wrong. How could it be? How could it be like that? He lost his memory? It must have been auditory hallucination. It must have been

“No way, no way. Lu chennian, don’t try to cheat me. Do you think you are making idol drama? You think you’re on the eight o’clock show? And amnesia? How is that possible? ” Chu Jinran said.

She did not believe that such a conventional thing would happen to Lu chennian.

Lu chennian has some heartache, “Chu Jinran, you are always like this. You never understand how much others have paid for you. You don’t know how my life is after you leave. In order to recover my memory, I think of you. How much I have experienced, you don’t know how hard my life is after you leave.”

Lu chennian grins bitterly. He feels like a madman now. He roars wildly here and covers up his vulnerability in embarrassment. A person is suffering here. Facing this woman who doesn’t understand him at all, he has nothing to do.

Chu Jinran looks at Lu chennian, his expression is so real, looking at her eyes, you can see deep pain and strong emotion, she can feel, he seems to be sincere, but, never know things, how can she believe it?

She has always thought that Lu chennian fell in love with Nian Shiya, and that he moved his love and abandoned her. But now, he suddenly ran to her and told her that everything was her misunderstanding. How could she believe it? What she always thought was wrong?

Chu Jinran looks at Lu chennian stupidly, looking at the face that has been lingering in her dream for the past two years. The man’s expression looks so affectionate, as if everything he says is true.

Can she trust him?

Chu Jinran’s mind is in a mess now. He doesn’t know what to do.

She sat on the sofa, a little stunned.

Amnesia? He said he lost his memory? He didn’t come to her because he lost his memory? Is this kind of dog blood true?

Chu Jinran suddenly felt that Lu chennian’s words could calm her heart like a lake and make her turbulent.

In fact, he has always been very important in her heart, but the more important he is, the more she dares not to love again. She is afraid that after she is deeply involved, the reality will break her heart mercilessly.

“No, don’t say that again. Lu chennian, I’m in a mess now.” Chu Jinran said, her head is a little painful, these things are too sudden, she can’t digest.

Lu chennian looked at her with a sad expression. He didn’t understand why she became so timid and worried about everything. Did he look like someone who played with his feelings?

He was so eager to find her and let her come back to him, but she couldn’t believe him.

Lu chennian no longer said that he didn’t want to force her to accept some facts. She knew that it was really difficult for her to directly believe her now, because she had determined that he was cheating and fell in love with others. She always felt that she was the one who was left behind. Now suddenly, it would be very difficult for her to accept herself.

He can wait, he has been waiting for nearly two years, and it’s not bad for a while. As long as she can understand his feelings, can slowly open her heart to him, and believe that he actually loves her, then he will be satisfied.However, now Chu Jinran doesn’t seem to want to accept his statement. She has been immersed in her own world, probably because she was hurt before. He also knows that he was wrong before. He should tell her from the beginning that he has nothing to do with Nian Shiya.

What’s more, he didn’t do enough. He should keep a distance from Nian Shiya at the beginning. He clearly knows that the person Nian Shiya likes is him. He already has a wife, so he should not give Nian Shiya any chance. In fact, he knew Nian Shiya’s mind from the beginning.

But he always felt that in this matter, as long as he kept his conscience clear, it was OK. He didn’t have to explain to anyone what he didn’t do.

But he didn’t consider Chu Jinran’s idea. When she saw Nian Shiya around her, she would misunderstand and and be jealous.

But as a man, he didn’t give her a reassuring statement. I didn’t keep a distance from Nian Shiya because she was unhappy.

In fact, he had a childish idea at that time. He wanted to make Chu Jinran angry with nianshiya on purpose. He wanted to make her jealous because Chu Jinran and Yu were very close to each other. He was very jealous, so he also wanted Chu Jinran to experience his feelings.

He is too childish. In that case, he should give her a sense of security. Lu chennian blamed himself, but those good times can never go back.

She has no confidence in him now, he can only guard her carefully, waiting for her to pick up her confidence in love.

Because he really can’t do without her, he really loves her very much.

One day passed like this, in the evening, Lu chennian took care of Chu Jinran. After dinner, he still sat on Chu Jinran’s sofa as if he had nothing to do, holding the only one in his arms. He was very comfortable.

Chu Jinran frowned. Lu chennian seemed to regard this place as his own home. He looked more comfortable and relaxed than her. She was the master here, OK? Besides, it’s all over dinner. Why is he still here? Shouldn’t he go back to where he lives? Why are you still here?

“Well, aren’t you going home?” Chu brocade however discontented of ask a way, he won’t want to stay here all the time.

Lu chennian was very calm and didn’t feel uncomfortable at all. “Don’t I have to take care of you? Your foot is injured now. How can I leave you here alone? What if you accidentally hurt your foot again? What if it’s more serious? I’m not sure. ”

Chu Jinran is a little stunned. What’s the matter now? What does he mean now? Don’t worry about her alone, it’s so late, it’s almost dark, he means, he doesn’t want to go?

“What do you mean? It’s so late that you don’t want to stay here, do you Chu Jin ran looks at him, one face is shocked and can’t believe appearance.

Lu chennian turned his head and looked at her with a smile. “Congratulations, you guessed it right.” With that, he continued to turn around to play with the only one, a very natural appearance, as if he did not go, living here is a very normal thing.

Chu Jinran is speechless. How can this man be so cheeky?

“Hello! Don’t be kidding. This is my house. It’s so late. After dinner, you can go back. I don’t have any spare room for you, so you’d better not stay here. ” Chu Jinran said.

Lu chennian picked his eyebrows and said, “it doesn’t matter. There’s no room for me. I can sleep on the sofa, or You mean, you want me to sleep in a bed with you? Although I’m still used to sleeping alone, if you have to ask for it, I can promise you. ”

Chu Jinran rolled his eyes angrily. How could he be so shameless and stay in her house like she really wanted him to stay? He also said that if she wanted him to sleep with her in a bed, he would agree. How could he be so narcissistic.

Chu Jinran was speechless and didn’t know what to say to him. Lu chennian is no longer a normal person to communicate with. His way of thinking is really wonderful and narcissistic.

“Where on earth did you get your confidence? When do you want to sleep with me! I don’t want you to stay here, not at all, OK? I hope you leave as soon as possible, remember as far away as possible! ” Chu Jinran said to Lu chennian mercilessly.

Lu chennian picked to pick eyebrow, a pair of see through Chu Jinran idea appearance, “also shy? It’s not that I haven’t slept in the same bed. What’s the shame? If you really want me to stay, admit it. Don’t be embarrassed. I won’t laugh at you. ”

Chu Jinran is really angry at Lu chennian’s narcissism. He really doesn’t understand what he is thinking. His way of thinking is totally different from that of normal people.