Love You Is My Fault - Chapter 342
Lu chennian’s words made Chu Jinran blush. What does it mean that he has never slept in the same bed? What does he say? Chu Jinran is a little speechless. He thinks it’s really annoying.
Lu chennian doesn’t know what’s wrong. Looking at Chu Jinran’s red face makes Lu chennian feel soft. It’s been a long time. This woman hasn’t changed at all. She’s still so shy, and she’s still so cute.
Chu Jinran is not so relaxed as Lu chennian. She doesn’t want him to stay. Now they are strangers at best. They are no longer lovers, let alone friends. It’s really inappropriate to stay with him at this time.
And now that she has made up her mind to forget him, she can’t be ambiguous with him any more. She should draw a clear line with him. If she can’t learn from him after being hurt, she can’t even look down on herself. She can’t be a person who even looks down on herself.
“Lu chennian, we want to make fun of you. I’m going to have an exam tomorrow. I need to go to bed earlier today. Go away quickly. I’ll have a rest in a moment.” Chu Jinran said helplessly.
Lu Chen Nian blinked his eyes, very do not understand the appearance, “I know you have to test tomorrow, I stay here will not disturb your rest, if the only cry in the middle of the night, I can help you hold a hug here, lest you can’t sleep well, affect tomorrow’s exam.”
Chu Jinran has no expression on his face. “I appreciate your kindness, but the only one never cries at night, so you don’t have to stay here. You go. I think you should drive here. I won’t see you off. I have to take care of the only one.” Chu Jinran said as he took the book on the tea table to the bookshelf.
Lu chennian looks at Chu Jinran. Why does the girl want to drive him away? Do you live here at night? Then he can’t leave. Even if she drives him away, he will stay here.
Lu chennian turned and sat on the sofa, looking like he was lying here. “Anyway, I have no place to go today. I won’t go anywhere. I’ll stay here.” Lu chennian said.
Chu Jinran has a headache. How can this guy learn to fight with others?
“Hello! You leave quickly! It’s not good for a big man to stay in a single mother’s home. What do you think of it when it comes out? ” Chu Jinran said.
Lu chennian disagreed, “what is a single mother? I am your husband, you are my wife, I live with you, do you need to explain to others? It’s normal to get out. Don’t forget that we are still married. ” Lu chennian is a little dissatisfied. Why does this woman say that they have nothing to do with each other?
He didn’t like the feeling that she was so far away from him.
“What are you talking about? You are not my husband. I have left the divorce agreement. What you didn’t sign is your own business. Now we are not husband and wife. ” Chu Jin ran some exasperation of say.
Lu chennian picked eyebrows, this woman is really arrogant now, “I don’t care, anyway you are my wife.”
Chu Jinran is helpless. How can Lu chennian become so difficult now? It doesn’t make sense. It’s like a child.
“Are you going or not?” Chu Jinran seems to be cruel and wants to drive him away.
Lu chennian is still on the sofa, “if I don’t leave, what can you do to me?” He defiantly said, but also deliberately lay down, a very leisurely look.
This rascal! Chu Jinran felt that he really had no way to communicate with him.
She walked over and tugged at Lu chennian’s arm, trying to pull him off the sofa, “come down, come down! Don’t stay in my house, this is my house! ”
Lu chennian leisurely lies on the sofa, no matter how Chu Jinran tears, he is still, this woman, strength is so small, still want to pull him down from the sofa.
Although he is not fat, he is one meter eight five. How can this woman pull him?
Chu Jinran’s strength came out. She tugged Lu chennian’s arm with her two hands and pulled her back. One foot was against the side of the sofa. Her face turned red. It was like a lovely apple. But no matter how hard she tore it, Lu chennian just lay there and didn’t react.
Why is this guy so heavy? It doesn’t look fat at all, but why is it so heavy? There were fine beads of sweat on her forehead, but he didn’t move at all, or even move to the side.
Chu Jinran was almost exhausted. She let go of Lu chennian’s hand. She was so tired that she collapsed on the floor and gasped. She looked at Lu chennian helplessly. This guy is really fat! What do you usually eat? Why not?
Lu chennian looks like he is flat. He lies on the sofa leisurely. Chu Jinran is too tired to stand up, but he whistles happily.
Chu Jinran shakes his head. Lu chennian must be crazy. He didn’t look like this before. He used to be very cold and didn’t speak much. It’s really annoying that he should have such a flat move now. Although his cold appearance was unbearable before, she hates him even more.Although he was cold before, it was not difficult at all. Sometimes his cold attitude would make her feel sad, but now she is helpless, OK? She didn’t listen to the whistle, because she didn’t listen to him.
Chu Jinran some speechless, sat on the ground to rest for a while, and finally stood up, “do you want to go or not?”
Lu chennian shook his head. “Didn’t I say it? I don’t trust that you are here alone. I want to stay and take care of you.”
“I said, I don’t need your care.”
“But I’ll stay and take care of you.” Lu chennian said.
Seeing that it’s getting late outside, Chu Jinran is a little annoyed. Now the most helpless thing is that she really hates to stay here, but she has no way at all, and there’s no way to drive him away.
In this way, it’s dark. It’s more than nine o’clock in the evening. At this time, Chu Jinran can see that the only one has to go to bed. Now he is sleepy and seems to have no spirit.
But Lu chennian is still here, like a nobody, as if this is his home.
“Lu chennian, I’ll say it again, you go quickly, the only way to sleep.” Chu Jinran said.
Her mouth is about to grow cocoon. She has said a lot about driving him away, but he just won’t go.
Lu chennian turns his head and looks at the only one in Chu Jinran’s arms. His big eyes, which are always energetic and flickering, have become slightly narrowed now. He looks really listless. He lowers his head and droops his long eyelashes. He looks as if he is going to sleep and yawns from time to time.
“Well, I’ll help you get him to sleep.” Lu chennian said that he would reach out to take the only one in Chu Jinran’s hand.
Chu Jinran some exasperation, “I mean to let you go, not let you help me coax him to sleep.”
“Give me the only one quickly. If a child can’t sleep well, he will be stupid. You’ve delayed the only time to sleep.” Lu chennian said, while Chu Jinran did not pay attention, snatched the only one from her hand.
Chu Jinran was about to open his mouth. Lu chennian leaned over and said, “Shh, if you are too noisy, it will affect his sleep.”
This sentence is rigid, Chu Jinran is about to burst out of the mouth of the words hold back.
There is no place to spread the anger. Chu Jinran seems a little angry. Looking at Lu chennian holding the only one, she has an unspeakable anger in her heart, but the only one has closed her eyes slowly in Lu chennian’s arms, and looks very relieved. For fear of making the only one sleep, Chu Jinran does not dare to scold him, but can only resist the anger in her heart.
Chu Jinran is actually very surprised, because the only fact is that he usually knows a stranger better, and he seldom can relax so much in front of strangers.
Although he met Lu chennian several times, he didn’t know his life very well. I remember the second time he met Lu chennian, he would not struggle to hold him. At that time, she was very surprised, but she had never thought that she could only lie in his arms and sleep so soundly.
It is said that children can only fall asleep safely in the arms of the most relaxed and trusted people. It seems that the only trust in Lu chennian is beyond her imagination.
Lu chennian was the only one who didn’t recognize his life. Is this really the connection between father and son?
Chu Jinran looked at the only one who was lying quietly in Lu chennian’s arms and was about to fall asleep. He didn’t know what it was like.
The only one with a chubby face and long eyelashes is under his eyes. His white skin looks delicate and tender. Lying quietly in Lu chennian’s arms looks like a very clever little rabbit. Looking at the only one lying in his arms and about to fall asleep, Chu Jinran’s heart is sour.
In fact, she knew that the only thing she needed was a father.
Every child needs the love of his parents from childhood, and every normal child needs two kinds of love, one from his mother and the other from his father.
Before, she always thought selfishly that as long as she paid 200% love for the only one, she could make up for his regret of not having a father. As long as she paid enough, she could make up for the only missing father’s love.
Now, if those are self escapes, which child doesn’t need fatherly love?
I remember when she was young, when her mother was still alive, her father often got drunk outside and didn’t go home for a long time. At that time, she always thought, why didn’t my father go home all the time? Is it because she’s not good? Is it because she did something wrong? Or is she not obedient enough to annoy my father, so my father will never go home?
Why do other children’s dads smile at them gently, buy them funny toys, take them to amusement parks, take them for a walk in the square, and lead them to school together, but her father is not like that, she often does not see her father.