Love You Is My Fault - Chapter 343

Chu Jinran still remember, at that time, her heart can clearly feel lost, and deep envy.

Of course, she envies those children who can enjoy the father’s love. Although her mother loves her very much and her grandparents are very kind to her, she still hopes for a father’s love.

At that time, in her little heart, she always had a wish that one day, like other children’s fathers, her father could smile at her gently, buy her delicious ice cream and lollipops, take her hand to school and school, take her to the playground, and gently call her “Ranran”

This is because after such a life, Chu Jinran knows what it’s like to have no father’s love. In fact, she owes the only one all the time. She knows that she is too selfish to give the only one complete home.

She also knows that childhood without a father is not perfect. Children without a father’s love will always have small defects in their hearts.

But what can we do?

Sometimes she really wants to forgive Lu chennian. The two of them get back together and live an ordinary life with the only one. In this way, the only one can be a child with a father, and most of them don’t lack a father’s love.

Even if Lu chennian is a playboy, even if he likes other women, she will bear it silently, as long as she can give her only home. In fact, she thinks so, but if it is true, will she be happy?

It is impossible for a child not to grow up all the time. When the only child was young, she could cheat the only one to say that his father loved his mother, but the only one will grow up one day. He can’t never understand anything, and he can’t always be the silly child who believes what she says.

He will gradually grow up, gradually understand a lot of things, if she really compromise with him, then one day, the only one will understand, father does not love his mother.

Living in a family with unhappy marriage, will the only one be happy in his life?

Also, if Lu chennian continues to be ambiguous with other women outside, she can ignore everything. However, when the only one is older, how can she explain to him?

Do you want to tell him the truth? Tell him, in fact, father does not love mother, mother is to give him a complete family will marry father, it must be a hurt to the only one.

Moreover, in his eyes, his father would be an unfaithful, fickle man.

She didn’t want his child to think that way about his father.

Although she did not have a complete father’s love from childhood to adulthood, she could understand that for children, in fact, father is a sacred existence in their hearts.

In the eyes of most children, the father is the pillar of the family. The father is the superman in the child’s heart. In the child’s young heart, the father can do everything. As long as it is what the father wants to do, there is nothing he can’t do.

In their eyes, dad is a magical being.

She didn’t want his father to be a man he hated in his only eyes.

If so, she would rather tell the only one that his father is a hero who died to save others. Then, at least in his heart, his father is a sacred hero he worships.

Chu Jinran is really tangled, she does not know how to do is the only best choice.

Looking at the only one who was sleeping soundly in Lu chennian’s arms, she felt a little uncomfortable. If they were really a happy family of three, how nice it would be, then she would not feel that she owed the only one.

Although Lu chennian has never brought a child before, his posture is quite standard. He is very gentle with the only one in his arms. His eyes are full of deep love, and his eyes are full of unspeakable gentle light.

It seems that the cold and speechless person has disappeared. At this moment, his eyes radiate a gentle light. That kind of tenderness seems to disperse the cold night and warm people’s hearts.

His eyes seem to have a little bit of stars, looking at the only eyes, as if all things around all lost color, only his eyes in the twinkle.

Lu chennian is especially good-looking. Chu Jinran can’t help but be stunned.

She has known him for a long time. She always knows that he is a good-looking man, and that his good-looking makes many women crazy.

However, she seldom saw such a gentle Lu chennian.

At this moment, he is gentle like a star, shining his own light.

He was so beautiful that he couldn’t look away.

He looked at the only one lying in his arms, and gently laughed. The corner of his mouth pulled a charming arc, curved, like a bridge. His lips were thin, like two cherry petals. There were two small pear vortices in the corner of his mouth, which softened his deep facial features a little. It didn’t look so strong.

Such Lu chennian is really charming and unforgettable.

After Chu Jinran realized his gaffe, Lu chennian had turned around and looked at her.Lu chennian saw that the only one was asleep. He wanted to turn his head and gently asked Chu Jinran where he should put the only one. Turning his head, he saw her looking at her.

That kind of eyes with deep obsession, there are many things he can’t say.

Inexplicably, Lu chennian’s heart is sweet. In fact, he likes the way she looks at him. When they were just together, Chu Jinran would look at him with such eyes, which made him feel very happy.

This kind of look had not seen for how long, he already did not remember.

Lu chennian now really found that he had never forgotten everything they had experienced before. On the contrary, those memories were clearer in his mind.

The time he spent with her was the happiest time for him. At that time, the two of them loved each other. They both knew for sure that each other loved themselves. That kind of love was what he wanted most.

In fact, he really wants to go back to the past, and he knows that he can’t live without her.

Lu chennian gently laughed and said: “how? I’m handsome? ”

Chu Jinran’s face turned red for a moment, like a cooked crab. Lu chennian really likes her like this. With a touch of shame, she looks very cute.

“Bang Bang…” This rapid and powerful voice, as if it were beating a drum, clearly knocked Chu Jinran’s eardrum. She felt a little embarrassed. How could her heart beat so strongly? God, what’s wrong with her? How can you control your heart so much?

Why does he smile at her so tenderly? She has such a strong feeling of heartbeat acceleration.

The sound of heart beat is so loud. Chu Jinran is really worried that Lu chennian will hear her heart beat like thunder. With his present character, he will laugh at himself.

She swallowed saliva, some embarrassed don’t open eyes, head down, eyes don’t know where to look.

God, how could I have done such a disgraceful thing just now? Did you stare at Lu chennian for such a long time? And almost drooling, it’s too evil, what’s more, she thinks this man is so good-looking, good-looking is about to hurt her eyes.

Have you decided not to miss him any more? Have you decided not to be attracted to him any more? What was she doing just now? Why do you always do such things?

Chu Jinran lowers his head in chagrin. Lu chennian looks at her changeable expression and feels very funny. How can this woman’s expression be so rich? It’s really cute.

Lu chennian found that now he likes her more.

Before, he liked her very much, so much that he didn’t know how much he liked her. He only knew that he couldn’t do without her.

But now he seems to like her more. If he can’t be with Chu Jinran, he doesn’t know how to spend the rest of his life.

Now he really wants to stick to this woman all his life and never leave her.

Chu Jinran was still immersed in embarrassment. After a while, he retorted: “bah Why are you so narcissistic, who thinks you are handsome? ” In fact, this sentence she said is very guilty, because she just really secretly felt that Lu chennian was very handsome.

Lu chennian nodded as if he had suddenly realized, “Oh! You don’t think I’m handsome! Why did you just stare at me for so long? Miss Chu

Chu Jinran is a little speechless. Lu chennian’s provocative question makes her not know how to answer it. Indeed, she just really stares at this man, and she can’t even move her eyes. She is really a super invincible cosmopolitan.

Lu chennian saw that she did not speak, but was more happy, “why did she not speak? I’m right. You really think I’m handsome. ”

Chu Jinran blushed and felt why she was so disheartened. In the face of this man, she had no way at all.

Lu chennian smiles and looks at Chu Jinran with a red face. He suddenly wants to kiss her. He doesn’t remember how long he hasn’t kissed her. It’s almost two years. No, it should be longer, because they have been in discord long before Chu Jinran left.

At that time, they had not kissed each other for a long time. Now he really missed her kiss, her sweet lips and shy eyes.

Lu chennian really wanted to kiss her, but now he did not dare to act rashly.

Now Chu Jinran is full of resistance to him. If he kisses her now, she will be very angry and even more resistant to him.

Lu chennian understands that Chu Jinran has not completely believed him, and even now she still believes that he is a scum man. It can be said that she does not believe him at all.

Therefore, Lu chennian knows that if he kisses her on the spur of the moment, she will be angry and drive him out. It is estimated that she will never want to see him again.

Lu chennian is a businessman. He knows what long-term fishing is.

He can’t be in a hurry, to save her heart bit by bit, let her be willing to compound with him.