Love You Is My Fault - Chapter 345
In fact, Chu Jinran knows that she shouldn’t stay with him today, but she still can’t bear to let him get in the rain, because he is ill, she will still feel sad after all.
Who let her be a person who is not decisive at all, clearly has chosen to give up, but still ruthless.
Chu Jinran sighed deeply, as if the pain on the heart would be better.
She walked slowly to the crib, looking at the only one lying in the crib sleeping, her heart finally had a sense of comfort, now the most important thing in her life is the only one, because with him, her life has the meaning of persistence, she really can’t lose him, because she has nothing.
If she lost her only one more time, she would be crazy.
Chu Jinran took a bath and wanted to relax herself. Then she lay down and looked at the white ceiling and the simple chandelier on the ceiling. Her heart was full of mixed feelings. At this moment, Lu chennian was less than tens of meters away from her. She always felt that there was no way to calm her heart.
In fact, when she left China and came to France, she was ready not to see him all her life.
Even after staying in France for a long time, the quiet days will make her feel that maybe she and Lu chennian will never see each other again in their whole life, but they still met, although she really does not like such a meeting, because he can always easily disturb her heart.
But she knew that what should happen in fate could not be avoided.
Lu chennian is a disaster in her life. Whether she can survive depends on herself.
Her heart is chaotic, like a mess, strands of heartache, bit by bit around her, she closed her eyes, want to calm down a little bit, because she will have an exam tomorrow, she must go to bed earlier this evening, otherwise tomorrow’s exam will have no spirit.
However, she was in a confused mood. No matter how hard she tried to sleep, she couldn’t make herself fall asleep. I don’t know how long later, she still looked at the ceiling with her eyes open.
“Hoo Chu Jin ran forced to breathe a breath, some toss and turn difficult to sleep.
Damn Lu chennian, let her insomnia again.
In fact, over the years, most of her insomnia is due to the thought of him.
He always has an ability to easily disturb her peaceful life. Maybe she really owes him a lot in her last life, so she meets him.
Chu Jinran tossed and turned in the bedroom and couldn’t sleep. Lu chennian was the same in the living room. Although the sofa in the living room was really uncomfortable, he didn’t sleep very well, but this was not the point. He was just wondering if the only one was his child.
In fact, he didn’t doubt it at the beginning, because at that time, when he and Chu Jinran divorced, they had already had a conflict. He remembered that he was very busy at that time, and sometimes he seldom went home, so he really had little chance to sleep at home, and he almost always took contraceptive measures, so the probability of pregnancy when she left was really small.
So at the beginning, Chu Jinran said that the only one was her child with other men, and he really believed it. At that time, he really believed what she said without any doubt. Even when he heard that she had children with other men, his heart was still very sad.
But at that time, he never doubted that what she said was false.
Until today, when he saw the only one laughing, there were two pear vortices. He began to doubt whether the only one was his child or not?
After this doubt, he carefully observed it and found that the only one who looked really similar to him.
he looks as like as two peas except his mother, especially when he was a child.
He blamed himself for his carelessness. He didn’t find out about it before.
Now think about it, she’s too likely to cheat him.
After all, she has been so resistant to him, so she certainly doesn’t want him to pester her. As for the only one, of course, she can hide it. If he knows, he is even more reluctant to give up, so it seems that Chu Jinran will cheat him, which is really reasonable.
However, he is still not sure. After all, Chu Jinran doesn’t admit it, and he has no evidence. Although the only one looks like him, he is not sure that the only one is his child.
Now he must find a way to prove whether the only one is his child or not. Although this does not affect his feelings for Chu Jinran, if the child is really his, he will be responsible for it.
Because he must let his children have a complete family and his wife. He does not want his wife and children to be exiled. He will protect them all his life.
Lu chennian frowned and lay on the sofa. Now the most important thing is to find time to have a paternity test. However, whether the only child is his or not, Chu Jinran would not agree with him to take the only one to be firm. Therefore, he must think of another way.
He stood up and walked up and down in the living room. He was worried, but he was afraid to wake Chu Jinran and the only one who was sleeping in the bedroom. Suddenly, he remembered that the only one seemed to have a small pacifier, but he didn’t know where Chu Jinran put the pacifier. He walked around the living room.Suddenly, the door of the bedroom opened and Chu Jinran came out of the room. Her hair was long and soft on both sides of her cheek. Her hair was fine and fluffy. She looked like a fluffy dog. Her skin was white, and she was wearing a loose nightgown with smooth and tight legs. She looked lazy and sexy.
Inexplicably, Lu chennian’s throat tightened, and some strange feelings rose from the bottom of his heart.
This kind of Chu Jinran suddenly makes him feel sexy.
In fact, this is normal. After all, he is a normal man and has no problems in all aspects of his body. Moreover, he is almost 30 years old. It is the strongest time for him. He has not contacted a woman for two years, so it is normal for him to feel like this now.
Especially his favorite woman came out in her nightgown.
Lu chennian’s heart is tickled. He once said that he likes her hair most, because her long hair is scattered on her shoulders, which has an indescribable temperament and sexuality.
Lu chennian suppressed the strange feelings in his heart. There was no strange expression on his face, as if those strange feelings had never appeared in his heart.
“Why are you hanging around here in the middle of the night?” Chu Jinran stood at the door of the bedroom and asked. She couldn’t sleep. It suddenly occurred to her that he didn’t seem to have anything left in the living room. She didn’t give him a quilt or a pillow. She was afraid that he would not sleep well, so she came out to have a look.
Lu chennian said awkwardly, “no, I just can’t sleep, so I get up and have a look.” Her eyes look at her white legs intentionally or unintentionally. Her legs are very beautiful. Her legs are white and shiny. They are not too thin and there will be no excess fat. They look really sexy.
Chu Jinran, of course, didn’t see his eyes. “I knew you couldn’t sleep. People who are used to sleeping in big beds like you must be uncomfortable when they sleep on the sofa, and it’s still in the case of nothing. Anyway, I didn’t want to take care of you. I’ll take a pillow and quilt for you when I see you so pitiful.”
After that, he walked back to the bedroom and came out with a pillow and quilt. Lu chennian saw that she was thin and pressed by a huge quilt. He thought it was funny. He went over to take the quilt in her hand and glanced at her white neck intentionally or unconsciously.
Her neck is white, without any wrinkles, as if white light, let his throat tighter.
Lu chennian swallowed his saliva and said, “well, after delivering the quilt, you can go back to your room and sleep.”
Chu Jinran looks at Lu chennian with some doubts. What’s wrong with this guy? How can he suddenly seem to want her to leave? Didn’t you stick to her all the time and don’t want to go? Does he want to steal?
Chu Jinran shook his head and felt that he really had a big brain hole. He was so rich that he could buy anything he wanted. What did her family have? It’s just some baby things and toys. What can he steal? It’s just that his tone is really weird.
“What’s the matter with you? What’s wrong? ” Chu Jinran asked.
Lu chennian turned away from her and said, “no, go back to your room and go to bed. You have to have an exam tomorrow. If you stay up too late, you will not be energetic tomorrow. I am sleepy and want to go to bed.” He said, setting the pillows on the sofa, then getting into the quilt and closing his eyes.
Chu Jin ran shrugged, don’t understand this guy exactly how? She never understood what medicine he was selling in the gourd, but she just wanted to go to bed. It was really late. If she didn’t go to bed again, she would not get up at that time.
She scratched her fluffy hair, turned and walked into the bedroom.
Lu chennian in the quilt covers his crazy heart and shouts! Fortunately, she has returned to the room. For him, Chu Jinran stayed by his side for a second, and he was suffering.
Of course, he can’t act impolitely to her. He knows that in that case, she will never forgive him again in her life.
Although she is still his wife, she has resistance to him, so he can only bear it any longer.
But he is also a normal man. He must feel uncomfortable.
Calm for a while, he got up again from the quilt, light handed, saw the only small bottle on the tea table behind, small pacifier quietly lying there.
Lu chennian smiles, takes out a paper towel from the box on the tea table, and gently wraps up the small pacifier. He believes that as long as he takes this to test, he will know if the only one is his child.
He carefully put the paper wrapped pacifier in his pocket, then hung his clothes on the hanger, turned around, went to the sofa and got into the quilt.
Now I can sleep at ease. Just wait until it’s time to send this thing for testing, and then wait for the results.