Love You Is My Fault - Chapter 359

Lu chennian looked at Chu Jinran, and his tone was deeply overbearing: “the relationship between you and Yu Beibei seems to be good. He has been shouting all the time. He has been with you for the past two years. It’s very romantic and intimate.”

Chu Jinran can hear the sour taste in his tone. His jealous look makes her have a kind of sweet taste in her heart: “I have nothing to do with him. We are just ordinary friends. What I said before is to annoy you on purpose.”

“Well, he’s so kind to you. How can I know what’s the relationship between you two?” Lu chennian asked jealously.

Chu Jinran some helpless: “you think, two years, two years, if we two want to have what, now will be such a relationship?”

Lu chennian some angry appearance, let Chu Jinran feel sweet in the heart.

“Well, you should keep a distance from him in the future. Don’t get too close to him.” Lu chennian said.

He this appearance, suddenly let Chu Jinran feel very like a child, very lovely, she picked up the orange beside the bed, peeled one into his mouth: “eat your orange.”

Oranges are sweet and have a light taste.

“When can I leave the hospital?” Lu chennian asked.

“The doctor said that after your detoxification, you can be discharged after a few days of observation in the hospital.” Chu Jinran said.

Lu chennian frowned: “every day when I stay in this place, I will get moldy.”

Chu Jinran rolled a white eye: “you just admitted to the hospital yesterday, OK?”

Lu chennian smiles. He doesn’t tell Chu Jinran. In fact, he is very resistant to the hospital because he once lived here for half a year.

In that half year, he had almost no memory. Every day he lived like a walking corpse. His knowledge of the world was all told by the people around him.

At that time, he didn’t even know who he was or why he was here.

Only by being told can he know a little.

He didn’t like that feeling. It was as if he was unfamiliar with everything. He didn’t even remember his relatives. His mind was blank. Such a life was torture.

So at that time, after he was discharged from hospital, he hardly wanted to step into the hospital.

Here for him, it’s like a cage, which gives him a strong sense of bondage.

Lu chennian recovered quickly and was discharged from the hospital in less than a week. On the day of discharge, Chu Jinran was very happy. He specially took Lu chennian to her home and cooked a table full of dishes.

Looking at her busy appearance, Lu chennian felt warm in his heart.

I remember the two of them were at home, and occasionally he was not busy with his work. When he came home, she would always be very happy to cook a big dinner for him.

At that time, he was like this, sitting on one side watching her busy, he wanted to give her a hand, she always urged him to sit on the other side, she said he was tired of work. Finally, one day is not too busy, we should have more rest.

Looking at her wearing an apron and lowering her head in front of the kitchen table, her hair was loosely tied up in a bunch at the back, and her thin and broken hair was gently scattered and hung on both sides of her cheek, which made her look very gentle.

He gently walked over and hugged her waist from behind. Suddenly he found that she was so thin, even thinner than when he hugged her two years ago.

In the heart some slightly distressed, these two years, she should live very hard.

A person in this strange country, even the language is not, with a child, must be very hard.

He put his head gently on her shoulder.

Chu Jinran is cooking. He suddenly hugs him from behind. He is scared. When he looks back, he sees his deep eyebrows. His heart feels soft.

It seems that he hasn’t held her like this for a long time. This feeling is both familiar and sweet.

She gently smile, he closed his eyes, gently said: “come home with me.” He really can’t wait to take her back, can’t wait to be with her.

Chu Jinran laughed and said, “I’ll have my birthday on the third of next month. Then you’ll give me a surprise. If I’m satisfied, I’ll go back with you.”

Lu chennian smiles. This woman is still like a child. She’s so cute.

He nodded and gently agreed: “of course, as long as you can promise to go home with me, I will do anything for you. I really don’t want to miss you any more.”

Two people so sweet embrace, the arrival of this moment, they have spent too much time.

Chu Jinran decides to make it clear with Yu Beibei. She knows Yu Beibei’s feelings for her, because Yu Beibei has not only expressed his feelings to her once, but also rejected him. However, she knows that his feelings for her have never decreased.

In the past two years, he has helped her and done a lot for her. She knows that she owes him a lot all the time. Although she is his employee, she doesn’t seem to have made any achievements in her work. She has no way to repay him for his kindness to her.She asked Yu Beibei to come to the coffee shop near his company. Yu Beibei didn’t know that she and Lu chennian got back together. He seemed to be in a good mood and had made good achievements in his work.

He sat there, still so good-looking, she found that over the past two years, he has not changed, has been like this, with a touch of aristocratic atmosphere.

He asked her in a light voice, “how did you think of inviting me out for coffee today?”

Seeing that he was so happy, Chu Jinran couldn’t bear to say what he was about to say, but this matter always said: “north, I have something to tell you.”

Her serious attitude made him confused: “Why are you so serious all of a sudden? It makes me nervous. ”

Chu Jinran took a deep breath and said, “to the north, I want to get back together with Lu chennian.” She said it almost with her eyes closed. She was nervous for fear that she would hurt him.

But she opened her eyes and looked at Yu Beibei’s expression. She saw that his expression changed from lightness to shock and then to sadness.

She knew that she had hurt him.

She knows that he is really good to her. He has paid a lot for her. There are all kinds of beautiful women around him, but he is only so good to her. She is really grateful for these years, but love is not for anyone who is good to each other.

“I’m sorry, I know. You’re really nice to me.” Chu Jin ran lowers a head, don’t do to see his facial expression, she knows she really hurt a person.

She knew that what she had done was really wrong. Over the years, because she was lonely and alone in a foreign country, she had been very dependent on him. She regarded him as a relative, but she did not consider that it would make him feel more and more deeply for her.

Now she really hoped that she would not hurt him and that he would be happy.

Yu Beibei looked at her stupidly. For a long time, the sadness in his eyes became stronger and stronger. He said gently: “is what you said true? You’re teasing me, aren’t you? ”

He couldn’t believe that the woman he had been waiting for was chased away like this?

It’s him who has been guarding her for the past two years. He’s always by her side. But why is it that the person who got her is the one who abandoned her and made her sad?

Chu Jinran said: “I’m sorry, I know I hurt you, but I really decided. I can’t forget Lu chennian. I still love him.”

“Does he really love you? Did you forget that he hurt you so much before? ” Yu looks at her.

“That’s a misunderstanding. Before I entrusted the only one to you, it was because Lu chennian was bitten by a poisonous snake to save me and almost died. At that time, he even risked his life to save me. When he fell in front of me, I was really scared to death. At that time, I really knew that I couldn’t forget him. I love him very much and we can’t miss him.”

Chu Jinran continued: “when I know that he has always loved me, I really regret it. If he really died saving me at that time, I will regret that I didn’t grasp him well. In fact, he has been in my heart for so many years, and I always love him.”

She said in one breath, although she knew that such straightness would really hurt Yu Beibei, she now wanted to make it clear that she did not want to speak vaguely again. This time, she must be decisive, or she might hurt more people.

Yu looked at her northward, with deep sadness in his heart, just like being stabbed in the heart. It was the first time that he felt such deep heartache.

When she was with Lu chennian before, he would also feel heartache, but it was not so clear.

Maybe in the past two years, he likes her more, and even he has regarded her as a part of his life. He thinks that as long as he always insists on loving her and guarding her silently, one day she will see his good and accept him.

However, I didn’t expect that he would be no better than Lu chennian.

In fact, after Lu chennian appeared, he could feel the danger. After all, Chu Jinran didn’t forget him at all in the past two years. She still loved him very much, and he knew all the time. But he didn’t expect that she would be so desperate to be with him. Could she really forget his hurt to her?

“Are you crazy? Chu Jinran, are you bewitched by him? Have you forgotten what you’ve been hurt? ” Yu Beibei said.

The pain on the heart is getting more and more intense. If you really have a perspective mirror, you should be able to see his heart dripping blood at this moment. The feeling of heartache is particularly clear.

“Sorry…” Chu Jinran opened his mouth to say something, but he interrupted: “you don’t say it again!”

Yu Xiangbei stands up and turns to leave. He is almost embarrassed, faltering and running away. He doesn’t want to stay here any longer. He is afraid that he can’t help his heartache. He is afraid that he will lose control directly in front of her.

I don’t know when he has loved her so much that his heart hurts.