Love You Is My Fault - Chapter 361
Fingers want to press down countless times, but then lift up.
He sat like this for a long time, even if the computer screen was black, he continued to press the screen on, staring at the familiar three words.
She sent him a text message. Does he want to watch it or not?
He suddenly felt that he was really funny. He always acted decisively and never procrastinated. But at this moment, he hesitated for so long.
He can’t forget her, he knows.
For a long time, Yu Beibei finally shook his hands and gently pressed the phone.
A short message jumps into the screen in a flash:
How are you doing recently? I’m sorry that day. I said that I hurt you. I know I’m too selfish. If you’re angry, blame me. In the past two years, I’ve been very dependent on you. It’s also because of you that I can adapt quickly in France. Without you, I may not be able to stay in this strange place.
I know you are very sad, now must want to never see me, but you know? For me, you are a very important family, you are like my brother, very kind, I hope you don’t ignore me because of this.
I don’t have any family. It’s you who keep me warm.
I sincerely hope you can find a very good girl who can give you happiness and make you happy. I hope we will always be friends and family.
Forgive me for hurting you.
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Inexplicable, see Chu Jinran to his message, his heart is not so uncomfortable.
In fact, no matter who she was with, she always regarded him as a very important person in her heart.
This is enough, as long as in her heart, occupy a little bit of a small position, that is enough, he now suddenly does not expect to leave any heavy ink in her life, also do not need to become in her life has been accompanied by her people.
As long as she can see him as a very important person.
What should we do? Who made him love her so much?
Although he knew that she was with Lu chennian now, he still loved her very much.
He put down his cell phone and looked at the mess in the room. Why torture himself like this? After all, now, she is happy.
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The sunshine sprinkles into the window and makes the room warm, as if the smell of sunshine is floating in the air, but Chu Jinran’s heart is not as bright and comfortable as the sunshine.
She sat opposite Lu chennian and swallowed a little nervously.
About the only child he had, she wanted to confess, but she didn’t know what to say. The last time she wanted to say to him in the woods, he was poisoned and fainted, so she didn’t hear.
She wanted to tell him, but she was afraid that he would be angry. If she kept it from him for so long, would he be unhappy? Would you blame her?
The more she thought about it, the more nervous she was. The more she thought about it, the more she didn’t know how to open her mouth. She could only sit in front of Lu chennian and stir her fingers nervously.
Lu chennian looked at her nervous appearance in front of her and suddenly felt a little cute.
How can this girl be so interesting? Like a kid.
He smiles and fondly touches her head: “what’s the matter? Don’t you have something to tell me? Why don’t you talk again? What’s the matter? ” This girl is mysterious.
Chu Jinran’s nervous heart beat faster, and finally summoned up courage: “Lu chennian, in fact, I want to tell you something.”
“You said He listened carefully.
Chu Jinran lowered his head and didn’t dare to look at his expression: “actually In fact, I lied to you all the time before. I said that the only one I gave birth to with other men is fake. I was deliberately angry with you and let you leave. In fact, the only one is your child. ”
She finished, raised her head, carefully looking at the expression on his face, for fear that he would suddenly get angry.
But unexpectedly, the expression on his face has been so gentle, looking at her eyes is still doting.
She asked cautiously, “you Didn’t you hear me? ”
“I heard that.” Lu chennian said.
“Aren’t you angry?” Chu Jinran doubts of ask a way, she thinks he will not be happy, blame she has been hiding her.
“Why am I angry?” He touched her head with a smile.
“Aren’t you surprised?” Chu Jin ran asks a way, his calmness lets her all doubt.
Lu chennian said with a smile, “I knew that a long time ago.” He had known for a long time that the only one was his child, but he never said it.
Chu Jinran opened his eyes: “when did you know? How is that possible? I didn’t tell you. ” Does he have mind reading skills? Can you read her heart?
“Fool, can’t I see with my eyes? As like as two peas, the only corners of my mouth are pear whirlpools. Why is there such a coincidence? I had guessed that he was my child He fondled her head.
It turned out that he had known for a long time that she was so stupid that he thought her concealment had been successful. In fact, he had already seen through her trick, but he didn’t expose it.Chu Jinran felt that in front of Lu chennian, she was really a fool. She could never hide what she thought from him.
Chu Jinran some not happy Du mouth: “you already know, why don’t tell me, harm I hide so hard.” As soon as she thought of all her little tricks, all of them were seen by him, and she thought he didn’t know, she was a little annoyed. Maybe this guy secretly laughed at her in his heart.
Lu Chen held her young and gently: “you resisted me so much at that time. If I said I knew, what would you do?”
Chu Jinran thought: “I will probably avoid you more.” If he had told her he knew, she would have done that.
At that time, she was really cautious, and she was afraid that she would fall in love again, so once there was anything wrong, she would immediately stay away from him. At the beginning, she only thought that he was bored, so she wanted to find her to pass the time, or suddenly changed the taste, but after a long time, he would immediately become ambiguous with other women.
At that time, she really didn’t believe him.
“That’s why I haven’t told you all the time. I’m afraid that if you know, you will be farther and farther away from me in the future.” Lu chennian held her hand tightly: “I don’t want to lose you.” His chin gently against her shoulder, forehead hair slightly cover the eyes, looks very gentle, very gentle.
Chu Jinran felt as if he had poured honey into his heart. Lu chennian, who was so sticky and lovely, was just like he was when they had just become lovers.
At that time, he would occasionally stick to her like this, but now Chu Jinran finds that he hasn’t seen her for two years. Lu chennian becomes very clingy and likes to hang on her like a child.
In fact, she still thinks that Lu chennian is more lovely.
This time he came to France to find her, it seems that he is really different from before. He has changed a lot. He is not always cold as before. Now he is more like a man of flesh and blood.
In the past, he never directly expressed his love for her. He was always cold and seldom gave her a romantic feeling. But this time, he suddenly changed, became coquettish and tender, and always looked at her with his doting eyes, just like she was his treasure.
Now, Chu Jinran can feel the feeling of being spoiled by him. This feeling is really happy.
He’s really different. He loves her more.
She really wants to be like this forever, never leave him, that’s good.
Looking forward to more than a month, Chu Jinran’s birthday is finally a week away.
As the day approached, Lu chennian began to be nervous. He didn’t know why he was like this. When he thought of proposing to her, he felt nervous for fear of saying something wrong. He didn’t feel so nervous when he proposed to her.
He practiced many times by himself, hoping that he would be smooth on that day and never make mistakes.
At the beginning, because of his injury, she left the divorce agreement and left alone.
Now he is proposing to her again, which means he will never leave her again in his life.
Fate is really a wonderful thing, two people, around, on and off, entangled for so many years, but found that the most important person in the heart, is still each other.
It was not easy for the two of them to get together after so much experience, so Lu chennian also cherished this relationship.
In the past two years, he has suffered enough from Acacia. Every time he dreams of her face in the middle of the night, she is like a magic spell that he can’t escape. She has deeply engraved a mark on his heart, which can’t be forgotten.
Fortunately, in the past two years, he did not suffer in vain. Fortunately, he finally left her with him.
The happiest thing in the world is to be with the one you love most.
It must be very precious to find the true love after two years of suffering.
Chu Jinran was also looking forward to it, and even couldn’t sleep at night.
What surprise will Lu chennian give her? Will romantic let her tears ah, she suddenly feel like a girl just fell in love, full of expectations for that day.
Lying on the bed, Chu Jinran looks at the photo at the head of the bed. The photo of her and Lu chennian under the big tree in the park has been taken out by her from the box under the bed. She puts it at the head of the bed, and her sweet feeling is that it always rushes up.
Looking at them in the picture, they were still green at that time.
At that time, she was still an innocent girl with a ponytail and a giggle at the camera, and he was the man in a white shirt, some cold and arrogant, with some young edges and corners on his face.
In a twinkling of an eye, it has been so many years. He is still around.
This feeling is an indescribable sense of happiness.
Just like the passing of the river, washing people’s lives over and over again, many things are no longer the same as they used to be, things are different, many things have changed, but the only thing that hasn’t changed is that Lu chennian is still with her.Fortunately, everything is still happy.
Chu Jinran smiles sweetly, looks at the photo at the head of the bed, and falls asleep.
In the dream, she and Lu chennian are happy.