Love You Is My Fault - Chapter 362
It’s getting colder and colder. It’s December, and it’s snowing. It’s winter. It’s freezing when you go out.
Although Chu Jinran has been in France for two years, he still hasn’t adapted to the temperature here in winter.
Every winter in France, she would huddle in the house and not want to go out. The same is true this year, but the difference is that this winter, Lu chennian was with her.
Tomorrow is Christmas day. Lu chennian seems very happy. After all, he is very busy all year round. Although he always goes abroad to talk business, he is almost so busy that he falls asleep in the hotel after a while. He has almost no spare time to have a good rest and enjoy the exotic customs.
This time just in time for Christmas, but also with Chu Jinran together.
“Let’s go out on Christmas.” Lu chennian said to Chu Jinran.
Date? Chu Jinran blushed. After they got married, they almost never dated. I remember the last time they dated, when they were still in love. It’s a long time since now.
Although it’s cold outside, she’s looking forward to seeing Lu chennian.
But she always likes to be duplicative: “you don’t stink, who wants to date you.”
Lu chennian pretended to be helpless: “well, since you don’t want to, I’ll go out alone at Christmas.”
Chu Jinran was a little annoyed. Why didn’t this guy stay: “you…”
Lu chennian picked his eyebrows and said with a smile, “me? What’s wrong with me? ”
Chu Jinran is angry and doesn’t speak. He dotes on her head and touches her: “OK, like a child, shall we go together?”
Chu Jinran still turns his head in anger, but Lu chennian knows that her appearance represents her acquiescence.
He found that he still knew her very well, and he could fully understand what her every expression meant. Although it had been two years, his feelings for her seemed deeper.
Lu chennian hugs Chu Jinran from behind and puts his hands on her waist and chin on her shoulder. At this moment, he is really happy. From then on, he will never let go of her hand again. He wants to live happily with her all his life.
Chu Jinran closed her eyes and enjoyed the tenderness of this moment. She was really happy with him. She would never leave him again in her life.
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Christmas.
The streets of France are very busy. It seems that all the people are not depressed because of the cold weather. Because of this festival, people are very excited and seem to forget the cold. Every street is very busy.
In France, Christmas is as lively as Chinese New Year.
Students have a two-week holiday. Many people who are usually busy at work will spare time today to enjoy the festive atmosphere.
The streets are full of colored lights, and occasionally there are Santa Claus in puppets. There are many people marching on the streets. All of a sudden, it seems that every city has the vitality of every city.
France, of course, is no exception. It should be regarded as the most dynamic city in Europe.
Lu chennian holding Chu Jinran’s hand walking in the street, suddenly feel very happy.
Over the past two years, he has been living a lonely life. He has dreamt about this picture countless times in his dreams, but after waking up, he is the only one in the big room. He can only miss her and sigh silently.
Holding her hand like this, walking on the busy street, what a happy thing it is.
Lu chennian’s hand is closer. It seems that he can hold her firmly by his side.
Chu Jinran smiles: “why do you hold my hand so tightly? I’m afraid I’ll run away?”
Lu chennian stretched out his hand and gently touched the tip of her nose: “yes, I’m really afraid that you’ve run away. When you didn’t leave a word in the beginning, you’re the one who turned around and left me. You don’t know how I’ve been living these two years.” Lu chennian looked at her wrongly.
Chu Jinran was a little softhearted. In fact, there was a big reason why they missed her. If she hadn’t been too suspicious and didn’t trust him, they wouldn’t have been around for so long. After so much suffering, it’s very likely that they would have lived a happy life long ago.
But now together is not too late, at least he can hold her hand.
Two people, like ordinary lovers, walk happily hand in hand on the street.
On this day, there are many lovers holding hands in the street, probably because of the festival. The street is filled with romantic and warm atmosphere.
Chu Jinran turned his head and saw Lu chennian’s face. He was really a good-looking man. Although it was strange to say that the word “good-looking” was used on a man, it had to be said that Lu chennian’s appearance even made girls jealous.
She laughed and asked softly, “Lu chennian, do you feel happy?”
Lu chennian turned his head and looked at her with a soft look in his eyes: “of course, I’m happy. As long as I’m with you, I’ll be happy wherever I go.”I don’t think I’ll be alone with her forever.
Chu Jinran is smiling, sweet breath lingers around two people.
Suddenly, two figures in the crowd caught her eye.
That is a very old couple, two people’s bodies have been bent, hair has been a gray, but deeply attracted Chu Jinran.
Looking at them, she suddenly felt warm in her heart.
The old couple helped each other. The old man held the old woman’s hand. The old woman was wearing a red hat of Santa Claus on her head. They walked very slowly and looked at each other from time to time. They looked like a very loving couple.
Chu Jinran felt warm in his heart for a moment. Looking at Lu chennian around him, he suddenly had a very strange feeling.
If the two of them can go to that age together, it should be a very happy thing.
When they get old, they will feel very rich and happy when they recall what happened when they were young.
She clenched Lu chennian’s hand and asked, “Lu chennian, will we always be together?”
“Of course.” Lu chennian said gently, if you can be with her for a lifetime, it will be a wonderful thing, and he also firmly believes that they will be together for a lifetime, because this time, he will not easily let her sad, he will hold her in the palm of his hand, good love.
“If one day I get old, my hair is gray, my teeth are all gone, and my face is wrinkled, then I will not look good at all. Maybe I am overweight and fat, and I can’t even hold anything. Will you still love me at that time?” Chu Jinran looks at him.
Lu chennian stopped and looked at her affectionately: “of course, no matter what you become, I love you. But when you get old, your teeth are all gone, and your face is full of wrinkles, then I must be like that. When we both get old, will you still love me?”
Chu Jinran looked at him, some blushing turned his head: “hum, who said I love you?”
Lu chennian smiles gently. She is really cute in her duplicity.
Two people have been walking, walking, no destination, but deeply feel happy.
“By the way, Nian Shiya, how is she now?” Chu Jinran suddenly asked, for her, she is still very curious.
Lu chennian sighed and said, “she’s not very well now. She’s pregnant. She’s a stranger to a man, but she can’t get rid of him, because the doctor says that if she gets rid of the child, she probably can’t get pregnant again, and the man doesn’t know where he is now.”
Chu Jinran in the heart some silently feel unworthy for her.
In fact, Nian Shiya is an excellent girl. She is beautiful, has a good family background, and has a high education. She is good at singing and dancing. In fact, if she is not so persistent, she will find a good man who loves her very much.
However, she was too persistent to Lu chennian, so she wasted her life in vain.
In fact, she also wants her to be happy.
If she was Nian Shiya, she would be in great pain now.
But fortunately, she still has the people she loves and the only one. She is a very happy woman now.
The streets are full of people, the festive atmosphere is full of, this is probably her happiest moment, two years of pain and loneliness, finally survived.
Two people slowly walking, holding each other’s hand, the heart has never been so firm.
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After sending Chu Jinran home, Lu chennian drove back to the hotel alone.
He is in a good mood today, and tomorrow is Chu Jinran’s birthday. He is more or less looking forward to it. He has been waiting for today for a month.
He’s ready for all the things he proposes to marry again, just waiting for Chu Jinran’s birthday.
He opens the Bluetooth in the car and suddenly thinks of Lin Zhe. In fact, in this complex society, besides his relatives and Chu Jinran, the most important person for him is him.
Lin Zhe is the first friend who can make him feel warm. He is also the first friend who made his family feel warm when he was growing up. He even knows his heart better than his family. When Chu Jinran left, it was he who was always by his side and encouraged him to persevere.
It is also he who gives him the feeling of being accompanied. If he is not accompanied by him, he will not stick to it.
So for him, Lin Zhe is a friend similar to his family.
I don’t know if he’s asleep when I call him so late, but he knows that even if he wakes him up, the guy won’t be really angry. Maybe he will complain, but he will listen to him quietly.
Now he felt very happy and happy, and suddenly he wanted to share it with him.
He called, the phone is a long string of beep busy tone, the phone has been unable to connect, he some doubt to call again, is it because it is too late, he has gone to bed?Just as he was about to give up hanging up, the phone was picked up, but it was not the voice he had been familiar with.
It was the voice of a strange man who sounded tired: “hello.”