Love You Is My Fault - Chapter 366
Before, the secretary gave him some advice, saying that he had bought the famous brand bag, but he didn’t give it out, because he thought the jade ring was more meaningful. It was the only relic left by his grandmother. It was his most important thing. He wanted to give her his most important thing.
But it seems that she doesn’t like it very much.
“Don’t you like it very much? I don’t give gifts. You can tell me what you like and I’ll buy it for you. ” Yu North said, a bitter heart.
Chu Jinran shook his head: “no, you misunderstood me. I like it very much. As long as it’s a birthday gift you give me, it must have the meaning you give me. I like everything you give me.”
“But why do you look so unhappy today?” Yu asked.
Chu Jinran grinned bitterly: “do you know? A month ago, Lu chennian promised to give me a birthday. He said he would give me the most romantic surprise, but now he has not appeared. ”
Chu Jinran doesn’t know why he doesn’t appear. She has been waiting for him for a long time.
“Then you call him. Is he oversleeping? Or is there something urgent? ” Yu Beibei said.
Chu Jinran shook his head: “I don’t know, but I’ve made a lot of calls to him. His mobile phone has been turned off all the time. I’ve made more than 40 calls. It’s always like this.”
She was a little sad: “does he want me again? Today is my birthday. Why didn’t he show up all the time and couldn’t get in touch? ”
Yu Beibei looked at her so sad and comforted her: “don’t think about it. Let’s wait. Maybe he is preparing a surprise for you and hasn’t come yet.”
Chu Jinran is still sad, I hope, but why didn’t it appear on such an important day today?
Two people just sit in the living room and wait together, time goes by.
Yu Beibei sees the expression on Chu Jinran’s face, losing expectation bit by bit, and then despairing. His heart aches and he gets angry. What is Lu chennian doing? Don’t they know how important today is for Chu Jinran? What the hell is he up to?
Since he knew that Chu Jinran and Lu chennian had been reunited, he lived in sadness every day. Although he wanted her to be happy, it was really hard to see the woman he loved being chased away.
Yu Beibei spent a lot of effort to accept this reality. As long as Chu Jinran felt happy, he could even give her to him. But now, he regretted letting Chu Jinran out, because in his opinion, Lu chennian didn’t cherish her.
He didn’t show up on such an important day today. Didn’t he know she had been looking forward to it?
Yu Beibei looks at Chu Jinran. She sits there silent and looks lost. He really wants to hold her in his arms and tell her that Lu chennian doesn’t love her and he will love her. He wants to tell her that he will accompany her well if she is willing to give him a chance.
But he knew that he was no longer qualified to say that. After all, Chu Jinran didn’t really love him. Even without Lu chennian, she would not fall in love with him.
Before, he was too naive. He imagined love too simply. He thought that if she didn’t have Lu chennian by her side, he would accompany her all the time. As long as he was kind to her and paid silently, one day she would be moved, and one day she would accept him. But now he deeply realized that Chu Jinran really didn’t love him.
He stayed with her for two years, but he could only be her good friend.
If she would fall in love with him, they would have been together for two years.
Now, he can only be with her, be her best friend, laugh with her when she is happy, cry with her when she is sad, that’s enough.
There are many things in the world that can’t be forced, especially love.
In the afternoon, Yu Beibei accompanied Chu Jinran, and the two did not speak, so they sat there.
Yu Beibei knows that at this moment, he can’t help at all. He just needs to be with her quietly.
Gradually, it was dark, and the stars had come out.
Chu Jinran looked at the stars outside the window and sighed deeply. She looked up at the wall clock. At 9:10 in the evening, she sighed and felt that she was really ridiculous.
The important day in her heart may not matter at all in other people’s heart.
She may have been wishful thinking between the two of them. In fact, Lu chennian didn’t love her much at all, but she has been foolishly loving him.
In the past two years, she thought that she had learned to be smart and could already know what she should do and what she should choose, but now, she is still so ridiculous.
Lu chennian may not like her so much at all, but she has become amorous.
Yu looked at her North. She frowned and looked sad.
“You Do you want to wait any longer? ” Yu Beibei said.
Chu Jinran shook his head, voice with a touch of sadness: “I don’t understand, since he doesn’t come, I don’t have to look forward to, time is not early, you go back, don’t worry, I’m ok.”Yu looked at her North and nodded: “well, it’s late. I’ll go back. Don’t be sad. Call me if you have anything.”
Chu Jinran nodded. Yu left North. Before she left, she turned her head and looked at Chu Jinran. She must be very unhappy about her birthday this year.
After Yu left North, Chu Jinran sat on the sofa, lowered his head, tears dripping from the corner of his eyes.
She suddenly felt very weak, isn’t he didn’t come to her birthday? What’s so sad about this? She’s just too fragile. She cries like this for a little bit.
She dried her tears and felt sad. She didn’t know where Lu chennian had gone. Didn’t he say he loved her? Why didn’t her birthday come up?
Maybe she has been too naive. Lu chennian just saved her once. She thought she was very important in his heart, but maybe he would help everyone in this way.
Chu Jinran looks at the clock on the wall, pointing to 10 o’clock one by one. She sighs and turns back to the room. She lies on the bed but can’t sleep.
Tonight, is destined to be a sleepless night, this year’s birthday, she is not happy.
……
Lu chennian stayed by Lin Zhe’s bed, and he didn’t sleep all night. He couldn’t sleep. As long as he didn’t get out of danger all day, he couldn’t sleep.
The instrument at the head of the bed is ringing. Lin Zhe’s face is still pale, and he doesn’t want to wake up at all.
Lu chennian sighed: “you little boy, why do you lie here all the time? You think it’s like my family? You can sleep any time. This is a hospital. You can’t sleep here all the time, but it will waste other people’s medical resources. Really, there is no public morality. I order you to wake up quickly. ”
Lu chennian looked at his face, his eyes still closed, Lu chennian sighed, some sad.
If Lin zhe can wake up, he will not blame him. No matter whether he is his brother or not, he will treat him as his own relative as long as he can wake up safely.
Some of his brothers went to deal with the affairs of the undercover brother who was killed by the drug lord before. Others went back to perform other tasks assigned by the government. Only ADA and he were left in the hospital. Other brothers were worried about him and called to ask if he was awake from time to time.
Lu chennian looks at Lin Zhe. At this moment, he seems particularly vulnerable. So many people are worried, can’t he wake up immediately?
There’s only one day left. If he doesn’t wake up, all his organs may fail, and he may not be rescued.
Lin zhe can wake up, no one dares to say, but everyone is praying for him, hoping that he can get better soon.
……
Chu Jinran just opened her eyes like this and was in a daze all night. She couldn’t sleep all the time.
This night, she had been thinking wildly. She didn’t know why Lu chennian didn’t show up. She was wondering if something had happened to him? Or he is tired of playing, suddenly found that she did not feel, so returned home.
All kinds of possible reasons kept flashing in her mind, and she felt uncomfortable.
She just kept her eyes open and watched the sun slowly rise. When she got up in the morning, she looked haggard with dark circles under her eyes.
At about 8 a.m., she called Lu chennian again, but no one answered, and his mobile phone was always turned off.
Chu Jinran some heartache, she always feel that he is deliberately hiding from her, otherwise how can always turn off?
She vowed silently in her heart that if he didn’t show up today and apologized to her, she would never talk to him again in her life. No matter how he coaxed her, she would never forgive him again.
However, she couldn’t help worrying, did he really encounter something that would ignore her for such a long time?
Her heart seemed to be in a tangle that had never been before.
She found that Lu chennian seemed to be more and more important in her mind, even more important than two years ago.
……
Chu Jinran is very worried and anxious here. Lu chennian has been worried about Lin Zhe’s situation.
His mobile phone has been out of power for a long time, and he has been sitting by the hospital bed for two days without closing his eyes.
He is almost tired, his head is always dizzy, probably because he didn’t have a good rest.
ADA tried to persuade him to go to the bedside to sleep for a while. He was worried that Lu chennian would be tired and fall down before the boss woke up.
But Lu chennian always said that he was not tired. How could he not be? ADA knows that he can’t sleep because he is too worried about the boss. He hasn’t closed his eyes for two days. God knows how tired he is now, but he is not in the mood to go to bed. She wants to accompany the boss all the time. As long as he wakes up, he will be the first to know.
He knew that Lu chennian probably had the same idea as him.