Love You Is My Fault - Chapter 370

Chu Jinran seems to be possessed. She lowers her head and kisses his lips gently.

His lips are soft, with mint like fragrance, and his body always has this kind of fragrance, very familiar and reassuring flavor.

The two of them were so close that she could even feel the heat he exhaled, spraying it on her face, itching and palpitating.

Chu Jinran closed his eyes and fell into the gentleness of this moment, unable to extricate himself.

However, she heard a smile, very light, very light, like a gust of wind, she opened her eyes, immediately on his affectionate eyes.

That pair of eyes are as clear as water, which seems to contain a deep feeling, making people fall in an instant.

In this way, he looked at her straightly, and she also looked at him stupidly. For a moment, Chu Jinran’s face turned red like a ripe apple.

Chu Jinran thought that he had woken up, and was still seeing her kiss him secretly. It was really embarrassing. She immediately moved away from his lips.

Lu chennian’s eyes narrowed slightly. At the moment when she moved away, he put out his hand and held her back. With one effort, her lips touched his lips again.

Two lips close to each other, you can feel the warm palpitation, lips as if on fire in general, full of hot temperature.

Lu chennian kisses deeply, but also very gently, as if melting her with all his temperature.

Chu Jinran gently closed his eyes and felt his lips kissing on her lips.

At this moment, two people’s hearts are close to each other. This kind of happiness reverberates in the ward.

At the end of the kiss, Chu Jinran’s face was red, as if burned by the fire.

When Lu chennian looked at her, he suddenly felt that her blush was really cute, like a ripe apple, which made him feel warm in his heart.

Lu chennian’s eyes, hot stare at her, she turned, do not look at him, his eyes make her face more red.

“What? Are you shy? ” He gently, with sexy magnetic, let Chu Jinran’s face can’t restrain red into a piece.

“I didn’t!” She said, blushing even more.

Lu chennian said with a smile: “you are so cute when you are shy.”

“Bang bang!” It’s like the heart beating out of the chest.

“Why do I seem to hear something? Bang bang, is that your heartbeat? ” Lu chennian looked at her with a smile, which made her face more red.

She stood up and stammered, “I I’m going out for a breath It’s so stuffy in the room, you Call me if you need anything With that, he went out like running for his life.

Lu chennian looked at her back behind him. His eyes were full of doting. This silly girl is so cute. Even her shy appearance is so cute. He seems to be deeply in love with her. What can he do?

Chu Jinran ran out and stood in the corridor gasping. Lu chennian’s evil spirit seemed to be still in her mind, and the temperature on his lips seemed to be still on her lips.

Her face is more red, fortunately she ran out, otherwise he saw her like this, how embarrassed it would be.

She felt her hot face. Now her face must be very red. She is really worthless. She was found kissing him secretly, and she was so shy.

But

The deep love in his eyes made her heart thump, as if she had just fallen in love.

Maybe this is the beauty of love.

……

The sky outside the window is floating with snowflakes. The snow is very big, scattered from the sky like goose feathers. The street lamp outside gives out a faint yellow light. Under the street lamp, snowflakes are like stars, dots, and fireflies, emitting yellow light.

It’s deep winter, and it’s getting colder and colder.

Nian Shiya has been stroking her stomach for six months. She can feel her baby growing up day by day.

It’s really hard to be pregnant with this child. Her pregnancy reaction is very serious. From the third month of the baby in her stomach, her pregnancy reaction is very serious. She often vomits in the dark and can’t eat anything.

Even now, she has few things that she can eat, but when she thinks that if she doesn’t eat, the baby in her stomach will have no nutrition, she will still eat with her head firmly.

So the baby in the belly can grow up healthily.

Serious pregnancy reaction, led to her body is very thin, only skin and bone, weak, but for the sake of the child, how she is worth it.

Although very hard, but the thought of the belly of the child after the lovely appearance, her heart warm, very happy appearance.

I remember when Lu chennian just left, she didn’t show her heart yet. Her lower abdomen was very flat, just a little protruding.

But now her stomach has been a little big, the baby can feel the fetal movement, the baby is very active, often like a little carp in her stomach turning ah turn, every time he mischievous move, she will feel a warm current in her heart gradually rising.It’s a wonderful process to give birth to life. It’s the happiest moment for every mother to feel the child growing up day by day. Nian Shiya is no exception. In the process of the child growing up, she seems to gradually feel happy.

She is now beginning to celebrate. Fortunately, at the beginning, her parents advised her to keep her children, otherwise she would not feel this happiness now.

She gently stroked her stomach, which was a small life, her child.

This feeling is so happy.

Looking at the snowflakes floating outside, Nian Shiya looks forward to the birth of her baby. She looks forward to seeing his lovely appearance. He will be a beautiful baby, and he will grow into a lovely child in the future. She will call her mother and ask her to buy toys like other children.

Inexplicably, Nian Shiya feels very happy.

She will see her lovely baby in three months.

Inexplicably, she thought of the man, the child’s father.

I don’t know where he is now and whether he is doing well or not.

She also tried to contact him. She didn’t want him to be responsible or to have something to do with him. She just felt that he needed to know the child’s situation. After all, he was the child’s biological father, but he disappeared completely and couldn’t be contacted.

She also tried to find him in the cowherd shop where he used to work. She thought that after he left, he went back to work. However, Wei Jie of the cowherd shop said that she had never appeared since she resigned. No one had gone anywhere, including his old customers. No one knew where he was. He seemed to have evaporated.

Nian Shiya also contacted some of his good friends before, but they didn’t know where he was. They all said that they had lost contact with him for a long time.

In the end, Nian Shiya gave up contacting him and could not find him. Maybe he is living a peaceful and happy life now. Maybe he will never come back in his life? Unfortunately, the belly of the child, this life can not see his father side.

In the past, the days were as calm as water. Nian Shiya’s life was very monotonous. Almost every day, she got up, ate, took a walk, and then went to bed after supper.

But this kind of life inexplicably makes her feel full, maybe after being a mother, people’s character will change.

She is no longer as competitive as before, and she wants to compete with others for everything. Now she has only one goal, that is, to give birth to the child peacefully, and then live a plain life.

To be an ordinary mother and watch her children grow up is the happiest thing for her.

Everything else doesn’t matter.

Including where Lu chennian is now, she doesn’t know at all, and she doesn’t even care.

She felt that she could completely put down her former feelings now. Although she admitted that she still had feelings for him at the bottom of her heart, she would still feel heartache when she thought of him, but she didn’t feel hate any more. She could put down all those negative emotions.

After being a mother, except for the baby, everything can be looked down on.

However, she occasionally thought that Lu chennian should live a happy life. He should have found Chu Jinran back now.

In fact, the two of them are made for each other. Before, she was too selfish. She thought that love should be selfish. She could snatch as long as she wanted.

However, she did not consider that the person Lu chennian loved was not her. It was also because of her persistence at that time that she was covered with scars.

At that time, she loved Lu chennian for many years, but Chu Jinran was the only one in his eyes. Although he was gentle to her, it was just a kind of politeness to her. In fact, he didn’t give her any imagination or any chance, but she was so idealistic that she thought she would get what she wanted.

At that time, in fact, it can be seen from Lu chennian’s eyes, because where Chu Jinran appeared, he could no longer see anyone in his eyes. As long as Chu Jinran was there, all his attention would be attracted by her. In fact, she always knew that Chu Jinran was the one he loved, but she had been deceiving herself.

She spent so many years beating this man, but in the end she couldn’t get a smile from him.

Now she knows that even if she loves him again, he will not be happy if he doesn’t love her.

The happiness of love is that two people agree with each other. It’s not that one person’s single love can be happy. It’s not love, it’s just fantasy.

Now that she had put it down completely, she felt relieved. In fact, everything she imagined was too complicated. After putting it down, everything began to light up.

She looked down at her round stomach.

“Baby, you need to grow up quickly. You are the most important baby for your mother.”

New year’s mother came over and looked at her. Her eyes were tender. She saw her daughter’s change. She was really different from before. She became optimistic and not as irritable as before.I remember when she just came home from the hospital, the whole person seemed to collapse.