Love You Is My Fault - Chapter 373
Chu Jinran shook his head: “you are to save people. I don’t blame you. If I were you, I would do the same.” She really doesn’t blame him, not at all.
“By the way, wait a minute.” Lu chennian stands up and walks to the living room in Chu Jinran’s puzzled eyes. He takes out a small box from his pocket. The box is very delicate and made of flannel.
He went to her, took out the box, knelt down on one knee, he opened the small box, inside is a pair of wedding rings, quietly lying in the ring box, the ring on the bright diamond, shining.
Chu Jinran covers his mouth and stares at him.
Lu chennian looked at her affectionately and said: “however, I know that you are going to leave me for a while and go to Paris. I know that we are going to be separated for four or five years. We have really experienced a lot in these years, from meeting, knowing each other, loving each other, and then separating. Now we are together again. It’s really not easy.”
Chu Jinran’s tears have already flowed down.
“I really cherish this hard won feeling. You say that the only woman I have ever loved in my life has never loved anyone else except you, do you know? In the past, I never knew how wonderful love was. In the past, I always lived in solitude. No one gave me warmth from my childhood. I didn’t know how wonderful life was until I met you. ”
The seriousness in Lu chennian’s eyes is deeply shocking. At this moment, Chu Jinran clearly knows that Lu chennian loves her, loves her very much, and doesn’t mix with falsehood at all.
“Your appearance makes me feel that there is sunshine in my world, do you know? I really love you. I hope we don’t miss it again in our life. I can’t live without you. You don’t know how I spent the two years you left. ” So far, he said, he has felt pain in his heart in those two years.
“So stay with me all your life. I hope you can marry me and be my bride when you come back. However, I love you. Will you marry me?” Lu chennian looked at her affectionately.
Chu Jinran looks at her, kneels down on one knee and looks at her man affectionately. Her tears have already broken the dike. For so many years, Lu chennian has always been a very inexpressible person. He can hardly express his love for her, but this time, he actually said so much.
Chu Jinran is so sad that she doesn’t want to leave him any more. At this moment, she knows that Lu chennian loves her very much, and she also loves Lu chennian very much.
She nodded and held out her hand. Lu chennian took out the ring and put it on Chu Jinran’s ring finger. Chu Jinran also took out the ring and put it on Lu chennian’s ring finger.
At this moment, Lu chennian waited for two years. He really didn’t want to leave her any more.
He hugged her tightly in his arms. At this moment, both of them were sad for the coming separation.
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In these days of parting, both of them cherish it, especially Lu chennian. In fact, he knows that although he can’t stay with her in Paris all the time, because he still has a company to look after, which is Lu’s company. He must go back to be responsible for the company, but in fact, he can often come to Paris to see her.
He can come to see her at least once a month, but when he thinks of letting her study alone in Paris, but he can’t accompany her every day, he will feel a little uncomfortable.
Besides, if she goes to school, she will meet many excellent boys. What if those boys pursue her?
He doesn’t worry about whether he will empathize or not. He is confident enough. He has deep feelings for her. He can’t fall in love with others any more in his life. However, she worries that she will meet many excellent people when she is in a foreign country and has a broad vision. What if she changes her mind?
Chu Jinran can feel that Lu chennian is very attached to her these two days. Maybe he feels reluctant to part with her.
After Chu Jinran started school, he returned home. There were many things waiting for him to deal with in the company. In order to recover his memory, he didn’t pay much attention to the company’s affairs. This time, in order to come to Paris to find her, he also gave up a lot of project negotiations.
But in the end, he still wants to work hard for the company. After all, it’s a business left by his father. He must not let his father down.
So he couldn’t stay with her in Paris. They decided to let Chu Jinran stay in New York. After all, Lu chennian would be very busy after returning home. Moreover, he didn’t know Chu Jinran so well. He couldn’t take care of his children, and Chu Jinran couldn’t do without Chu Jinran.
They decided to find a nanny for the only one in Paris. During the day, they helped take care of the only one when she went out to study.
Everything is ready, two people began to sad, very hard to get together again, but also different.
Recently, Lu chennian always asked her whether she would change her mind if she met an excellent man who liked her very much.
Chu Jinran certainly won’t, but he still asks many times every day.
She knew that he was worried that the distance would change their hearts, because after all, it would be more difficult to maintain the love without company than the love with company.Why didn’t she worry? When the two people separated, they would meet less and less time. They would return to their own lives and meet all kinds of people, especially Lu chennian. He is so excellent, successful, young and promising. Many beautiful and excellent girls must love him secretly.
If there is a girl who is more beautiful, more careful and more considerate than her, will he fall in love with that person?
Neither had ever been so worried.
These days, Lu chennian often dreams that after Chu Jinran left, he met an excellent man and then came to say goodbye to him.
Every time he woke up, and then looked at lying beside Chu Jinran, heart sour, put her more tightly.
Then Chu Jinran will turn over in his arms and find a more comfortable position to sleep in.
On the day before Chu Jinran’s school, after they put the only one to sleep, Lu chennian sat by the bedroom window. After Chu Jinran had a bath, she came out in a bathrobe and looked at his sad back. She felt a little uncomfortable.
He should be reluctant to part with it, she can feel his sad, she is not it? He is reluctant to give up, she is also very reluctant, she does not want to leave him, she also wants to accompany him, but she still wants to pursue her dream, if people do not even dream in this life, what is the meaning of living?
Chu Jinran walked over and hugged him tightly from behind. He turned his head and his eyes were full of tenderness. He could smell the good smell of shower gel from her. That feeling made his heart soften for a moment.
“You have to take good care of yourself, you know?” Chu Jinran said, “after returning home, you should remember to eat on time. You have a serious stomach disease. Don’t eat cold or spicy food, or you will be sent to the hospital, you know? Also, if the work is too tired, remember to have a proper rest and don’t wear yourself out. ”
Chu Jinran said: “also, don’t get angry when you encounter things. You have a bad temper. You are often angry and bad for your heart. Drink less. Even if you have social intercourse, drink less if you can…”
Chu Jinran said a lot, but Lu chennian only felt a deep stabbing pain in his heart. Her appearance made him feel the coming of parting. This feeling was really bad. It was really painful to watch her leave him after counting the time.
Lu chennian knew that she could not let him go, but how could he let her go?
Lu chennian turns around and holds the little woman behind him in his arms. He feels sour in his heart. He holds her, and her body is very thin. He is a little sad when he thinks that there will be less and less opportunities to hold her like this in the future.
“Fool, why are you so worried about me? I’m not a child. Remember you have to take good care of yourself, you know? Don’t go out on your own when it’s too late. Be nice to yourself and eat more nutritious food. Don’t eat junk food just because you’re too busy. It’s too bad for your health. ” Lu chennian said.
Chu Jinran cleverly nodded in his arms. Lu chennian held her tightly.
Chu Jinran shed tears, this kind of feeling is really bad, I hope they two in these four years, can firm love each other’s heart.
The two of them have already gone through so much. It would be a pity if they really separated again.
Lu chennian could feel Chu Jinran’s sobs. He gently touched her head: “fool, it’s not that you can’t see it in the future. Why are you so sad? I’ll come to see you every month, OK? ”
Chu Jinran nodded, her eyes red, nose red, mouth red, looks like a lovely rabbit.
Lu chennian was so sad that he lowered his head and gently kissed her lips.
As if Lu Chen’s lips were not deep in love for two and a half years.
Lu chennian pressed her on and gently took off her bathrobe.
Chu Jinran hugs him tightly. She hooks his neck and quietly enjoys the last night with him.
Lu chennian is very gentle. She can feel that she is pitied by him, just like she is a fragile petal.
Two people hold each other tightly, this night, two people’s hearts are so close.
The next morning, Chu Jinran opened her eyes. The people around her were gone. She scratched her hairy hair, stood up and went to the living room.
The fragrance from the kitchen warmed her heart. She knew that the man she loved was making breakfast for her.
Chu Jinran came to Lu chennian. He was standing in an apron doing something.
Chu Jinran hugged him from behind and asked softly, “you’re going back to China today, aren’t you?”
Lu chennian was stunned and nodded.
Chu Jinran eyes red: “chennian, I don’t go to school, I want to go back with you.”
Lu chennian was ecstatic and wanted to ask her, is it true? Now, he actually wants her to go, because for her, this is really a good opportunity.