Love You Is My Fault - Chapter 374

He can’t be a selfish person like before. If he loves her, he will make her better. He doesn’t want to be an obstacle to her success.

They should not give up so many things for him. She is not his accessory, but an independent person.

He turned around and looked at her: “however, I know that you really don’t want to see me now. I believe that I don’t want to see you more than you do. At the beginning, when I knew you were going to leave, I really didn’t want you to go, because if you go, I won’t see you for a long time, but now I want you to go.”

“Why?” Chu Jin ran looks at him, some don’t understand.

Lu chennian seriously said: “you have the right to pursue what you want to pursue. In the past, you gave up a lot of things for me, but at that time I was such a jerk. You paid so much, but I don’t know. Now I’m not what I used to be. I don’t want you to give up anything for me. You have the right to make progress.”

“Will you miss me?” Chu Jinran asked.

“Yes, of course I will, but compared with your dream, my missing seems too insignificant. However, you should not give up your dream for me, and I don’t want you to do so for me. We still have a lifetime, not in these four or five years. If you really give up this great opportunity, I think you will regret it in the future.” Lu chennian said.

Chu Jinran looks at him, the sincerity in his eyes deeply moved her.

At this moment, she deeply felt that he was really different from before.

Although he used to love her, sometimes he was really overbearing. Now he thinks about her everywhere. He has really changed. Such him makes her feel more in love with him.

“Wait for me. Five years at the most. After five years, we can live together.” Chu Jinran hugs him tightly.

“Well.” Lu Chen young light should arrive, hugs her tightly.

“Don’t fall in love with others, do you hear me?” Lu chennian overbearing said, “if you dare to fall in love with others, I will fly to Paris, kidnap you back home, and then lock you in my side all my life, never let you leave.” Lu chennian hugged her tightly and said.

Chu Jinran laughed: “you are the same. You are not allowed to fall in love with others. If you fall in love with others I just… ”

“What do you want?” Lu chennian asked.

“I just…” Chu Jinran thought for a while, “I’ll be with others.”

“You dare.” Lu chennian looked at her joking expression and said overbearing.

“What am I afraid of?” Chu Jinran looks at him provocatively.

Lu chennian reached out to scratch her creak nest: “do you dare? Dare you fall in love with someone else? ”

Chu Jinran was ticklish. He could only laugh and beg for mercy: “ouch, it’s itchy! Hahaha, I dare not, dare not, I am wrong, I only love you in my life, hahaha, I beg for mercy, I beg for mercy

Lu chennian was satisfied to release his hand. Chu Jinran leaned in his arms. For a moment, they both felt that it was really good to hold each other.

I wish I could hold each other forever and never let go.

But the time of parting is getting closer and closer. Chu Jinran looks at him with heartache: “do you often come to see me?”

“Of course, even if you don’t let me come, I’ll come, or I’ll miss you.” Lu chennian said.

Chu brocade ran embraces him, the face buries in his chest, the voice sends out, stuffy: “you must often come to see me, know?”

“Well.” Lu chennian nodded, “I promise you.”

He holds Chu Jinran, suddenly feel a burst of wet chest, Chu Jinran lying down on his chest, silent tears.

“What’s the matter with you? Are you crying? ” Lu chennian asked, he gently put her chin, want to let her raise her head, Chu Jinran stubborn do not raise her head.

She didn’t want him to see her tears: “you just cried, I didn’t cry!” Chu Jinran is still tough.

Lu chennian had a sour feeling in his heart. Before he made the difference, he began to give up: “however, don’t cry, and stick to it for another five years, OK? If you cry like this, I’ll hate you even more. ”

Chu Jinran wiped his tears hard and nodded: “mm-hmm, it’s five years. What’s the big deal.”

“Promise me you’ll take good care of yourself.” Lu chennian said.

Chu Jinran nodded.

“No, you’re such a fool who can’t take care of yourself. It’s just a verbal promise. You won’t keep it. Let’s pull the hook and promise me that you must take good care of yourself. Do you hear me?” Lu chennian said.

Chu Jinran gently hooked his finger to Lu chennian’s: “OK, pull the hook, promise me, you should take good care of yourself, you hear me?”

Lu chennian nodded.

After breakfast is ready, Lu chennian brings breakfast to Chu Jinran: “eat it quickly. I made it for you myself.”

Chu Jinran lowered his head and ate the sandwich made by Lu chennian. His tears came down again.Lu chennian looked at her with some heartache: “fool, why are you crying again?”

“You just cried. I didn’t cry!” Chu Jinran is still tough.

This girl, will be hard, her sadness has been so obvious, but still want to pretend to be strong.

Lu Chen young lightly touched her head: “eat quickly, after a while to take care of the only nanny will come, explain good things, you have to go to school.”

“Can I take you to the airport today?” Chu Jinran looks up at him.

Lu chennian looked at her fondly and said, “silly girl, you are going to school today. How can you take me to the airport?”

“I’m not going today.” Chu Jinran said.

“How can we not go on the first day of school? Don’t worry, I’ll come to see you next month, OK? We can meet again in less than a month. ” Lu chennian looks at her.

Chu Jinran nodded. Although he said that, if they were busy at that time, they might not see each other for several months.

Chu Jinran understood this, so he felt so miserable.

After dinner, Lu chennian goes to wash the dishes. Chu Jinran is packing for him in the bedroom. She helps him fold his clothes, and tears come down again. She doesn’t know why she is so vulnerable now. It’s just that the long-distance relationship isn’t forever gone, but why she can’t bear him so much?

“Ran Ran!” Lu chennian called him.

“Ah! Here we are Chu Jinran dried her tears and came out of the bedroom. She didn’t want him to see her cry, because he knew that if he did, he would be more reluctant, and he would be sad, just because he was a man, so he didn’t want to show it.

The only nanny has come. She is a blonde French woman. She looks 40 or 50 years old. She is very gentle, kind and fat. She smiles with a warm radian at the corner of her mouth. At first glance, Chu Jinran knows that this woman will be good to the only one.

“However, I know your French is not good. Although she is French, she can speak Chinese.” Lu chennian said that he had come here specially.

“Yes? Hello Chu Jinran said.

“Hello.” The woman said hello with a smile.

Her husband is a Chinese, so she can speak Chinese, but later her husband died, leaving her alone with two children. Now the children have a family, so she went out to find a job by herself.

Chu Jinran and Lu chennian told her everything and left.

Lu chennian drives Chu Jinran to school. This is the first day of school. Of course, he wants to drive her to school.

Chu Jinran got out of the car. Today is the first day of school. The school gate is full of students. Lu chennian’s car can’t go in. They can only stop the car and walk to school.

Along the way, Lu chennian could feel that her heart seemed heavy.

He knew that it was because she was reluctant to leave. How could he? He believes that his heart is not willing to give up, many times more than her, but he can’t show it, because if he shows it, Chu Jinran will be more reluctant to give up him, he doesn’t want to make her feel bad.

Although the road is short, they have been walking for a long time. They both hope that the road will be longer so that they can stay together for a longer time.

Just how far the road will eventually have an end, soon two people to the school gate, Chu Jinran looked at Lu chennian eyes red, Lu Chen young light holding her: “fool, don’t cry, I’m not in, you have to learn to be strong, you know, take good care of yourself, complete your dream, come on!”

Chu brocade ran hugs him, the head buries in his chest, the tears once again wet his clothes.

At the end of the hug, Lu chennian looked at her and said gently, “fool, come on in. There are only five minutes left. You will be late later.”

Chu Jin ran does not give up of turn round, one step three turn head of looking at him.

Lu chennian just looked at her figure and felt a little uncomfortable. In fact, he really didn’t want her to go, but he couldn’t be so selfish.

When Chu Jinran’s figure was out of sight, Lu chennian turned and left.

A plane took Lu chennian away. Chu Jinran was in the corner of the classroom by the window. She looked up and saw a plane flying by in the sky outside the window. She had a sour feeling in her heart. She didn’t know whether this plane was the one that took Lu chennian away.

She is a little sad to lie down on the table, the heart is like a missing piece.

But fortunately, there are still five years to go before they can really be together.

……

It’s hard to be away from home.

Chu Jinran is always alone. She is not good at French. She has to study hard every day. She is very tired almost all day. When she gets home, she is not in the mood to do anything.

That French woman is very good, will often coax only after sleeping back, although her work, in Chu Jinran home after the end.

She occasionally helps her cook, Chu Jinran is very grateful to her, because she is very good to her, has done a lot of things beyond her pay.Occasionally the two of them would sit down and chat.

She said that it was very hard for her to take care of her children by herself. When her husband died early, she was the only one to take care of the two children in the family. She had to do all kinds of work to earn extra money to support her children. At first, she thought it was very hard, but when the children grew up and became sensible, she thought it was very worthwhile.