Loving My Rival’s White Moonlight - Chapter 64

“Sister Qing Huan, Sister Qing Huan…” A staff member called Shen Qinghuan twice.

Shen Qinghuan returned to his senses in a sudden, seemingly startled in his eyes, and raised his eyes to the staff member.

“what’s happenin?”

The staff gave a smile: “Sister Qing Huan, Director Yin Tang asked me to ask you, which slogan do you want to choose first?”

Shen Qinghuan’s announcement this time is the first time she has made an appearance in her lipstick audition advertisement.

Director Yin Tang directed the set in the front, while Shen Qinghuan tried styling in the backstage dressing room.

Different lipstick shapes correspond to different scripts, so director Yin Tang will first ask Shen Qinghuan for his opinion.

“All… forget it, you show me the script.”

Shen Qinghuan originally wanted to say anything, but after thinking about it, she changed her mind and prepared to pick a simple script to get started.

She could see the suspicion in the eyes of the staff nearby.

She has been distracted many times today, and her work is obviously not in a good state. If she chooses a difficult script, she doesn’t know if she can guarantee it will be completed right now.

Shen Qinghuan is undoubtedly dedicated, but such a situation has also occurred.

Of course she knew the reason.

Shen Qinghuan’s memories stopped again that night a few days ago, and the simple and complex words echoed in her ears again and again, as if they were played in a loop.

“I never thought of using Shen Qinghuan.”

“I am serious about her.”

These days, as long as Shen Qinghuan is free, these two sentences will appear sporadically.

Even Shen Qinghuan can dream of the scene at that time.

Every time Shen Qinghuan wakes up suddenly.

But she knew in her heart.

She didn’t treat it as a nightmare.

However, Shen Qinghuan kept thinking, what did Jian Fan mean?

At that time, Shen Qinghuan, taking a step is to stop thinking.

But when she heard Jian Fan’s words, the fast-extinguishing fire in her heart suddenly lit up, burning weeds like ashes.

Obviously she didn’t want to owe Yu’s favor, and obviously she also understood the impropriety between the two.

However, when Jian Fan said that, her body and heart were much more honest than her brain.

Beating fiercely like that.

Can’t stop the wild jump.

Shen Qinghuan couldn’t ignore it, she wanted to restrain, but she couldn’t help but indulge.

Indulge yourself in the joy of hearing Jian Fan’s words.

I also indulge my current miss of Jian and Fan.

…

It’s just a pity that after that night, Jian Fan’s words were exchanged for Mr. Jian’s silence.

The two stayed in a stalemate for a long time, and Shen Qinghuan was not staying much.

Can’t understand what Jian Fan means.

Maybe, he didn’t talk to Mr. Jane thoroughly.

At the moment, Shen Qinghuan, on the one hand, could not restrain her own thoughts, on the other hand, she was afraid that Jian Fan had another idea, so she was thinking wildly.

She even wanted to ask Jian Fan face-to-face what that sentence meant.

But… but Shen Qinghuan at this moment is again intimidating.

She even avoided meeting Jian Fan after that night.

As if not knowing the result, she could briefly enjoy the happiness of unknown truth.

The location of today’s shooting is at the headquarters of Jane’s Group.

Before Shen Qinghuan went out, she who had never sprayed perfume, rarely found the sweet fragrance that Shazhi gave her for Amway’s date, and sprayed it on her body unconsciously.

She knew she was contradictory.

I look forward to seeing Jian Fan, but I am a little afraid to see Jian Fan.

But when Shen Qinghuan changed into a good costume and walked to the set setting, she saw the person she had been thinking of for many days at a glance.

Shen Qinghuan’s footsteps stopped in an instant.

Director Yin Tang greeted Shen Qinghuan happily.

“Qinghuan, come here, let me see how your makeup looks under the lens?”

And that person is standing next to Director Yin Tang.

Director Yin Tang continued: “It just so happened that Jian Dong was here today, and let Jian Dong have a look, but Jian Dong, you have to evaluate it objectively, but you can’t be biased towards the conclusion just because your lover’s eyes show the beauty. The effect is not good, and the loss is also your industry chain.”

As soon as Director Yin Tang finished speaking, Shen Qinghuan had already walked up to the two of them, her ears flushed unconsciously.

I don’t know if it’s because I’m close to Jianfan, or because of director Yin Tang’s “beautiful beauties in the eyes of lovers”.

Shen Qinghuan was undoubtedly a guilty conscience, but when she saw Jian Fan just nodded indifferently, she looked like she was doing business, and she was a little disappointed.

That night, Jian Fan didn’t know that she was next to her, she didn’t know that she heard what Jian Fan said, and even Jian Fan didn’t know what she was feeling right now.

The two seem to be unable to resonate emotions, and Shen Qinghuan is disappointed here.

But after another thought, Shen Qinghuan felt that this was the right way, otherwise, if Jian Fan knew that she was confused for him, shy, dazed, but couldn’t control her heartbeat.

In the end, if she learns that what Jianfan said before was just a misunderstanding, she might have been ashamed of being autistic for a while, and she might never want to see Jianfan again in this life.

Shen Qinghuan looked at Jian Fan, who was expressionless, wondering whether she should test it, or that she didn’t know how to test it.

For a moment, Shen Qinghuan twisted his eyebrows lightly.

Director Yin Tang also twisted his eyebrows, and looked at Shen Qinghuan who twisted his eyebrows in the camera.

“Qinghuan, try on makeup with a suitable expression. Now this scene is matched with orange vitality lipstick. In the script, the heroine is a little sun. Don’t twist your eyebrows. Little sun will not bother you Think you can bring light and heat to others, to warm others, understand?”

Shen Qinghuan blinked, and quickly stretched his brows.

She wanted to pick a simpler script before, but when she turned to the heroine of Little Sun, Shen Qinghuan couldn’t turn the page somehow.

Even if she knows that her personality has nothing to do with Little Sun, choosing this script is undoubtedly very difficult and challenging for her.

Even if she knows, her current working condition is very poor.

She also deliberately chose “Little Sun Heroine Script”.

Shen Qinghuan glanced at Jian Fan, who had a cold expression next to Director Yin Tang, but didn’t say anything, and unconsciously pursed her lips.

Then, she nodded with Director Yin Tang.

“Director Yin Tang, I know.”

In the face of Jian Fan, she can’t make mistakes, whether it is the interpretation of the advertisement or the interpretation of the “Little Sun Heroine”.

however…

“Things are counterproductive” this matter.

Today seems to always fall on Shen Qinghuan.

When she was NG for the 5th time, her expression was already a bit unpleasant.

The other staff is okay, 5 times NG is normal for an actor.

Even the demanding director Yin Tang just frowned slightly when Shen Qinghuan was in a bad shape today.

He can understand that no matter how talented an actor is, occasionally there are times when he is not in good shape.

Director Yin Tang was still in front of the camera, holding a small speaker and said to Shen Qinghuan.

“Qinghuan, take it easy, the one just now is just a little bit wrong. Let’s adjust it and it will be better soon.”

Of course, director Yin Tang said this, undoubtedly he believed in Shen Qinghuan’s acting skills.

He only thought that Shen Qinghuan was looking for a feeling slowly, and when she found it, he would amaze the audience.

However, Shen Qinghuan did not feel better because of Director Yin Tang’s comfort. On the contrary, his mood became more and more depressed.

She knows herself too well.

She knew how stalemate she was now.

On the one hand, she really wants to play the “Little Sun Heroine” in front of Jian Fan. This obsession is not just for the director’s approval, but Jian Fan’s approval.

And it was like an opportunity, as if Shen Qinghuan said to herself, if she can play the “Little Sun Heroine” well, would it also show that she has the ability to warm and heal others?

In this case, she and Jian Fan…

Can she try to be brave.

But the reality is that she tried hard, but because she put too much pressure on herself, it got worse and worse.

Director Yin Tang’s words, she couldn’t hear it as “comfort”.

It’s not just a matter of subtle expressions.

She can’t enter the state of “Little Sun Heroine” at all, that is, she can’t substitute herself into a “Little Sun Heroine”.

If this goes on, no matter how many times she plays, she won’t perform well, only NG.

Shen Qinghuan didn’t answer, waterloo in his own strengths.

For a moment, a deep sense of frustration enveloped her.

She doubted herself again.

Can’t interpret the “Little Sun Heroine” self, can he really heal others, heal… Jian Fan?

Shen Qinghuan pursed her lips, believing that the more her eyes are around her, the more pressure she is, fearing to disappoint these people.

She even dared not look in the direction of Jian Fan.

I am afraid that Jian Fan will be disappointed with her, and even more afraid that Jian Fan will clearly understand that she is not the little sun suitable for him.

Shen Qinghuan’s silence made those around him puzzled, and it also made Director Yin Tang puzzled.

With some hindsight, he finally realized that Shen Qinghuan was really something wrong today.

Director Yin Tang took a look at the “Little Sun Heroine” script and muttered a few words in a low voice.

“Strange, this level of script and such level of character design are not difficult for Qinghuan.”

“Unless…” Director Yin Tang paused.

After a while, he whispered slowly.

“Unless, there really is an innate contradiction with character.”

With just this sentence, his side has been paying attention to Shen Qinghuan’s Jian Fan, and his brows suddenly tightened.

I don’t know how long it has passed.

Shen Qinghuan knew that the longer he was silent, the more suspicious and worried people around him would become.

She wanted to tell herself to try harder.

But she also clearly understands that some things are not just hard work.

She knew that she should give up now, and she should tell Director Yin Tang that her current state is not suitable for acting as the “Little Sun Heroine”.

But you have to say this sentence in front of the simple and complex.

Shen Qinghuan, don’t want to.

It seems that as long as this sentence is said from her mouth, it means that she has given up something.

Not just a “Little Sun heroine script”.

At this moment, Shen Qinghuan suddenly heard footsteps.

Standing in place with her head down.

A pair of well-made brown leather shoes appeared in front of him, completely out of tune with the ancient background.

Only one person will wear such shoes.

Shen Qinghuan’s breathing was slightly stagnant.

The neck hangs down more and more, and his head is lowered, like a wounded deer.

She didn’t know how to face Jian Fan.

Jian Fan called her softly.

“Qing Huan.”

Shen Qinghuan bite the bullet and responded.

Jian Fan’s voice was as cold as ever. At this moment, Shen Qinghuan’s depression was undoubtedly aggravated, and her expression became more ugly.

but…

It was still such a light voice, but—

“You just need to be yourself.”

“Shen Qinghuan in front of me has all the looks I like.”