Loving My Rival’s White Moonlight - Chapter 77

After the first time, the misunderstanding between the two was naturally resolved, and after the second or third time, the joy of the joy of fish and water was out of words, and the feelings became more and more harmonious.

The next three years.

The feelings of the two men rose visible to the naked eye.

Of course, there will be some doubts.

No matter how good the relationship between the two is, Shen Qinghuan will be questioned by outsiders as long as she does not become the real Mrs. Jane.

For example, there is a handful of public opinion that the two have been in love for too long, and Jian Fan is tired of Shen Qing, so she drags her away and does not want to get married.

In fact, three years is not long for ordinary couples, but both of them are public figures. After the love affair is exposed, marriage urging groups will naturally follow.

Besides, it was simple and complex back then–

“If she agrees now, today is the wedding date.”

But after three years, no news that the two wanted to settle down came out, which inevitably made the interested people speculate and suspicion.

At least, Shen Qinghuan knew that Miss Lin Yan, who had been staring at Jian Fan before, still stared at Jian Fan.

Of course, Lin Yan jokes about Shen Qinghuan’s lack of background. After Shen Qinghuan’s life experience was exposed, he was shaken out, his face was cracked, and he disappeared from the wealthy circle of the imperial capital for more than half a year before daring to attend the party.

Moreover, what Lin Yan pursues is to lose face and not to lose the simple and traditional.

Lin Yan will be there whenever Jian Fan is present.

If it weren’t for Jian Fan to ignore Lin Yan at all, Shen Qinghuan would have drunk several jars of vinegar.

However, the matter of getting married.

For Shen Qinghuan, it is a bit heavy.

Although she and Jian Fan are currently in a very good relationship, Shen Qinghuan always feels that she is still a little bit short of critical meaning when she wants to enter the palace of marriage.

Shen Qinghuan couldn’t tell what it was.

Until once.

Jian Fan took Shen Qinghuan to a temple.

When he walked to the temple and saw the old monk, Shen Qinghuan was in a daze and remembered that when Pei Qingya wanted her to give up, he had mentioned that he had followed Jian Fan.

The place tracked seemed to be this temple, and it was Jian Fan’s dialogue with the old monk, which made Pei Qingya once give up.

Jianfan at that time told the old monk that he wanted to become a monk.

To know Jian Fan’s true thoughts, this old monk must have a very important position in Jian Fan’s heart.

With this thought, Shen Qinghuan was cautious and respectful when facing the old monk.

The old monk treated Shen Qinghuan with kind eyebrows and kind intentions, which also made Shen Qinghuan relax a lot.

Because there was a scene like Mr. Jian before, Shen Qinghuan had carefully observed the old monk, but found that he did seem to like her, so he was half relieved.

There was only a gap in the middle, and Jian Fan left for a while.

Shen Qinghuan and the old monk sat face to face.

Shen Qinghuan is not a person who likes to be cold, and is looking for a topic to talk about.

The old monk on the opposite side spoke first.

“Actually, Jianfan can bring you to see me to show that you are really important to him.”

Shen Qinghuan: “…Hmm? Nothing.”

Shen Qinghuan subconsciously wanted to be shy and humble.

But the old monk shook his head and said seriously: “Some are more important than you think.”

Shen Qinghuan was confused by the attitude of the old monk, and the old monk obviously had something to say.

“You don’t know how Jianfan and I met each other.”

Shen Qinghuan shook his head.

The old monk continued: “You know something about Jian Fan’s life experience. This child was abandoned as soon as he was born.”

Shen Qinghuan let out an “um”, this time his eyes were obviously distressed.

Seeing Shen Qinghuan’s appearance, the old monk smiled more.

“I found Jian Fan. He lived here until Jian’s family looked for him back.”

“This may be a home in his former heart.”

When the voice fell, Shen Qinghuan’s body stiffened for a moment.

Many things seem to be better understood.

Therefore, Jian Fan wanted to become a monk, but also to stay here.

Not believing in Buddhism, but nostalgic for the initial small warmth.

The old monk was very clever, and he knew what she had guessed by looking at Shen Qinghuan’s expression, and he continued.

“But at the beginning, the choice of becoming a monk was not in his consideration. He actually didn’t give himself any hope at the beginning.”

When the old monk said this, his tone was obviously more heavy.

Shen Qinghuan’s heart jumped: “What do you mean?”

The old monk glanced at Shen Qinghuan, and suddenly he said: “Do you know stawberry? It’s the best-selling secret writer.”

Shen Qinghuan obviously didn’t expect the old monk to mention this suddenly and nodded.

Of course she knew that she was still a diehard fan.

But now is not when discussing fan books with the old monk, they are obviously talking about simple and complicated things, how can they suddenly lead to stawberry.

The old monk answered Shen Qinghuan’s confusion in the next second.

“Stawberry is simple and traditional.”

Shen Qinghuan’s pupils dilated instantly.

After that, the old monk told a long, long story.

The story happened when Shen Qinghuan hadn’t debuted, Jian Fan hadn’t returned to China, and stawberry hadn’t caught fire yet.

Stawberry’s story has a very gloomy tone from the beginning. It is a fairy tale story, but the protagonist is not happy. All of them are BE endings. Of course, his protagonists are regular villains. The BE ending seems to be doomed from the beginning.

The somber tone and the ending of the tragedy seem to be the emotional projection of the author himself.

But in fact, it is true.

Jian Fan suffered from depression during that period, but the disease has been latent since his grandmother died of him.

Jian Fan is also a person who can’t express himself with outsiders, and all his emotions are poured into his works.

But his works didn’t sell well at the beginning, the audience was too narrow, and even the editor asked him to stop writing and change his style.

Although the simplified and traditional writing is not for making money, at that moment, it is undoubtedly a blow to him who is already suffering from depression.

No one understands him.

He lives very lonely.

But at this moment…

“He received a letter from a reader.” It was not the old monk who told the story, but Shen Qinghuan.

The old monk raised his eyes subconsciously, his eyes flashed in astonishment for the first time today, and he blurted out.

“how do you know?”

Although Shen Qinghuan said it, her expression was also shocked.

She seemed to have opened up the two channels of Ren and Du. At this moment, many things were instantly clear in her mind.

For example, when the two met for the first time, Jian Fan asked about stawberry.

For example, why did Jian Fan call her back after reading the bookmark she wrote herself, and agreed that the two would pretend to be a lover?

At the same time, Shen Qinghuan finally understood that Jian Fan had agreed to pretend to be a lover with her because it was really not for profit.

But because he recognized her.

To be precise, he recognized Shen Qinghuan’s handwriting.

Because Shen Qinghuan was a fan who wrote to stawberry.

That one, the letter that pulled Jian Fan out of the lonely and gloomy whirlpool.

At first, stawberry’s work was only published in a magazine for serialization, and did not meet the qualification requirements for publication. Shen Qinghuan also turned to this magazine by accident.

I fell in love with this look, and was moved by the protagonist in stawberry’s works.

Everyone thinks that stawberry portrays a villain and BE is a normal ending. When only Shen Qinghuan saw it, he felt that the protagonist in stawberry’s life was very painful and depressing, and many things were a last resort.

Therefore, after discovering that the magazine stopped serializing stawberry’s stories, she didn’t want stawberry to become depressed, and wrote many letters to the magazine.

Finally, one of those letters fell into the hands of stawberry, who is Jian Fan.

Shen Qinghuan in the letter encouraged Jian Fan with immature youthful vigor and fearless courage for the future. No matter what others say, she will always be his loyal little fan. At the same time, she also uses her own experience to encourage Jian Fan. She said that she was also doing a difficult thing, and no one else understood why she did it, but only she knew that only by choosing to do it could her heart be redeemed.

Simplified and traditional, why not?

Pinned on the words, pinned on the characters in the pen, hoping to get self-salvation.

Fortunately, Jian Fan met Shen Qinghuan at that moment.

He didn’t let him go further and further on the lonely and gloomy road, but continued to tell the story.

After that, he slowly walked back from the most desperate and dangerous edge.

At this moment, Shen Qinghuan knew what role his original letter had played.

Something in her heart seemed to have been hit instantly.

Such simple and traditional.

Forbearance and loneliness.

She didn’t want Jian Fan to have this kind of experience anymore.

Shen Qinghuan’s eyebrows gradually became clear, as if he had made a decision.

…

On the way back.

Today is December 31, 2023, and tomorrow is January 1, 2024, which is New Year’s Day. Therefore, there are red lanterns hanging under the street lights on the roadside.

The two rushed back, also because today the Jian family and the Yu family are preparing to celebrate the New Year together.

Since Shen Qinghuan learned the complete truth of the matter, it was obvious that his expression was a little unnatural.

Some of the shocks have not been eased, but more seem to be doing some kind of psychological construction.

She glanced at the calm Jane and Fan, but in her heart she was thinking of the stawberry of the year.

She felt a little uncomfortable for some reason, and felt sorry for Jian Fan.

At night, the street lights circulated, light and shadow flashed across Jian Fan’s face, bright and dark, I don’t know how long it has been.

Shen Qinghuan didn’t know the past either.

She took a deep breath and opened her mouth, as if she wanted to speak out the decision she made today.

But at this moment, Shen Qinghuan’s ears rang with Ye Han and a gentle voice.

“Qinghuan, on the first day of 2024, can I call you Mrs. Jane?”

Shen Qinghuan turned his head abruptly, looking at Jian Fan who was driving the steering wheel in a daze, and then said for a while.

“what do you mean……”

At this moment, Jian Fan had already parked the car in a corner. At this moment, he turned his head and looked at the shocked Shen Qinghuan. Although his face was calm, he was extremely serious.

“I mean, let’s get married.”

That day.

Shen Qinghuan nodded dazedly.

But she did not regret it.

After all, that day, Jian Fan’s words were what she wanted to say.

However, I don’t know how to be so eloquent, Jian Fan snatched her lines first.

But where did Shen Qinghuan know.

There are so many so-called minds in the world.

But one day earlier, Shen Qinghuan lost her signal while filming in the desert, and Jian Fan could not contact Shen Qinghuan one day.

He flew back from London now, his palms were sweaty for the first time, and his brain was completely blank. It was only when he saw Shen Qinghuan, who was dusty on his face, in the crew safe and sound, his brain resumed thinking.

At that moment, Jian Fan knew how scared he was to lose Shen Qinghuan. He wanted to keep Shen Qinghuan by his side forever.

The car going home was still driving slowly.

This time, it was no longer the Jian family or the Yu family waiting for them.

Rather, the two people’s common family.

Happiness is a word that is difficult to define.

The street was brightly lit, and the New Year’s Eve fireworks had already begun to warm up. Shen Qinghuan looked at the man driving beside him, holding the hot milk that the man had just bought for her, showing her face slightly.

She thought that she had never thought about the happiness she could have, but now.

Lively street scenes, warm and sweet milk, the corners of men’s mouths uplifted.

This is a sweet dream.

Fortunately, she will never wake up.

[The text is over, and the fan is being updated continuously]