Loving You Dearly - Chapter 53
Her goodbye came off guard.
There is still an hour and a half, Lu Zhi said: “I will take you to eat first, OK? I will go back after eating.
Ning Zhen shook his head: “No, I don’t want to eat now.”
He had no choice but to compromise with her: “Then I’ll give it to you.”
Lu Qihua, the elder of the Lu family, is now not allowed to drive Lu Zhi, and a driver is assigned to him. The two sat in the back seat, relatively speechless.
Her emotions are never good at covering up.
Lu Zhi suddenly shook her hand: “Am I making you sad?”
In the dimly lit car, the boy’s eyes were clean and pure black.
She nodded slightly: “Yeah.”
The honesty is incredible.
Instead, Lu Zhi smiled: “My fault.” Before he even asked her why she was sad, he first admitted her mistake. “Then you beat me a few times to calm down?”
He took her hand and put it on his chest.
She felt his heartbeat, strong and steady.
Ning Zhen took out his hand, and in his darkened eyes, took out the pendant from his purse: “Qiu Ling said, this is your thing.”
She placed it in his palm.
Lu Zhi looked at the pendant, his eyes cold for a moment.
He put the pendant aside, reached out and touched her cheek: “Hey, it’s my fault that made you wronged. Can I help you get revenge?”
She stepped back, uncontrollably a little aggrieved and sad.
She knows that she is also bad. Others will not be so cowardly when she is reborn. At the beginning of her rebirth, she has only three goals-
Try to dance again, no longer reject Xu Qian and Tang Zhuo, stay away from Lu Zhi.
But the third goal eventually became, to protect Lu Zhi.
Many things are simple to make up for, but she has lived a pure life in her previous life, without any means.
Like thousands of ordinary people, she lived peacefully from childhood to most.
Even if you want to make a change, you just move closer to him and don’t push him away.
However, facing the people of the Lu family, facing Qiu Ling, she still looked small and vulnerable.
Lu Zhi refused to tell her anything. He would coax her and admit her mistakes unconditionally, but if she wanted to be with him, these were far from enough.
She came to see him shyly all the way, and wanted to say a happy new year to him in person. She trusted him unconditionally, but he accepted the pendant and still refused to say anything.
Ning Zhen didn’t speak, she looked out the car window, the lights flickered, and the world retreated under her eyes.
For a moment, she suddenly missed Lu Zhi from her last life.
Lu Zhi who has experienced everything with her.
The childish Lu Zhi finally lost her Lu Zhi.
He couldn’t bear to feel sorry for her.
She always hides, Lu Zhi from the previous life always approached strongly, and the same is true, wanting to give her the whole world. She didn’t need to say anything, that Lu Zhi couldn’t wait to show herself to her.
She knew this was wrong, but the fate was so unfair.
She has been in reincarnation all her life, but Lu Zhi from the previous life has grown old in solitude, and Lu Zhi in this life is not the one who experienced everything with her.
For a second, she thought very selfishly, if only Lu Zhi remembered it.
But the next moment she was extremely afraid of this idea.
Because only when people die can they be reborn.
She wants him to live well.
The teenager beside her suddenly pinched her chin, and his voice trembled slightly: “Who are you thinking of?”
He actually saw it…
The boy’s eyes were as deep as ink, and he seemed to suppress the stormy sea. His hand didn’t dare to use force, even a little trembling: “I made you sad, it was my fault, would you tell me what to do?”
He seemed to be afraid of her saying bad things and explained in a mess, “The person on the pendant is not Qiuling, but my mother. Lu Mingjiang likes Qiuling so much for this reason. Qiuling looks almost exactly the same as my mother. .”
Ning Zhen looked at him in surprise.
Lu Zhi looked into her eyes: “Don’t treat me like this.” I’m not afraid of anything, just because you hate me.
The interior of the car was quiet for a moment, and the body shook suddenly.
Lu Zhi retracted his hand and looked at the driver with cold eyes.
The driver was listening to them, and was surprised. Is this the privacy of a wealthy family?
The driver naturally felt the cold breath of Lu Zhi’s body and hurriedly apologized: “I’m sorry, Mr. Lu, I won’t say anything.”
Lu Zhi pursed his lips and held Ning Zhen’s hand: “I will explain to you when I get off the car, OK?”
Naturally, Ning Zhen would not make trouble unreasonably, she nodded.
This thing is a bit absurd.
It’s okay if she looks a little bit like, but the person in the photo is almost exactly the same as Qiu Ling, it’s no wonder she will admit the person wrong.
When approaching the airport, Lu Zhi called to stop.
“We walked over.”
Ning Zhen followed him out of the car.
At this time, it was half past seven, and the heating in the car was gone, and Sen Han was rushing towards him outside.
He put her little hand in his palm: “Will it be cold?”
“not cold.”
On winter nights, there are occasional cars on the road.
She heard the youthful voice: “When I was fifteen years old, I saw Qiuling for the first time. I had that pendant when I was very young, and my surprise was no less than you. I haven’t seen my mother, but I know, My mother looked like that when she was young. I told you before that my mother died because of a dystocia. So Lu Mingjiang didnt like me. After Qiuling appeared, Lu Mingjiang liked her very much. If it werent for my grandpa, she I married my dad early.”
She listened quietly.
“But I don’t like Qiuling.” He curled his lips coldly. “It’s useless to look like my mother.”
He couldn’t describe the feeling, and he couldn’t describe it by dislike, it could even be said to be disgusting, very disgusting.
“My relationship with Lu Mingjiang is like a stranger. He doesn’t care about me, and I won’t interfere in his life. Until… Qiuling miscarried, Lu Mingjiang and I collapsed and went to study in City A.”
“You…she…why did she have a miscarriage?” she asked softly.
“It rolled down the stairs on the second floor.” His voice was faintly indifferent, “She came up…Hold me, I pushed her away and she rolled down the stairs.”
The blood spread under her instantly.
In fact, Lu Zhi didn’t explain too much. At that time, they didn’t know that Qiu Ling was pregnant with a child. Qiu Ling didn’t stand still, and rolled down the stairs.
At that time, Lu Zhi was sixteen years old, cold-hearted, and his eyes were ten miles of indifference.
She disgusted him, and he stood there, watching her roll off.
He knew she was unpredictable, but he didn’t expect her to be pregnant.
Just a few steps, it would only make her hurt, but she didn’t expect it to be a life. Not to mention that they didn’t know, even Qiu Ling himself didn’t know that he was pregnant.
Ning Zhen slowly widened his eyes.
Qiuling, she…
Lu Zhi was silent for a moment: “I haven’t told you.” He held her hand and trembled, “I’m afraid you think I am cold and disgusting.”
He hugged her: “Ning Zhen, don’t you hate me, huh?” His voice was difficult, “Don’t like others.”
For a moment in the car, he clearly realized that he seemed unable to catch her, and the sadness and affection in her eyes seemed to be given to another person.
Then what is he… what does he do?
She has moist eyes.
At this moment, she felt Lu Zhi’s panic.
“Don’t be afraid of Lu Zhi, don’t be afraid…” She encircled him.
He is also him…
He would deliberately play basketball in front of the whole school to show her handsome. He would be very upset and read until late at night. He would light up the lights of the river for her and block the broken bottles in front of her.
It was him who moved her heart.
“I’m not good…” she said softly, “I make you sad too.”
I’m not fair to you, it’s clear that you are already working hard to grow up.
It is obviously impossible, but when I am in a panic and helpless, I expect it to happen.
There were occasional roars of airplanes flying overhead.
As she wakes up from the dream, she has to go.
Ning Zhen bit his lip, as if coming to City B this time did not achieve his goal.
She originally wanted to make him happy.
But Lu Zhi was sad.
This sullen situation has been maintained until boarding.
The sweet female voice urged boarding several times.
She went through security soon.
See you next time, don’t know when it is.
At this time, there were many people at the airport, but not many people returned to City A. The team in front of her was deserted, and it was her turn to go through security soon.
Lu Zhi stared at her from a distance.
His eyes are deep and faintly low.
“Hurry up, what do you do while standing still?” The people behind urged, and Ning Zhen recovered. It turned out that it was her.
The sudden thought made her brain chaotic, so excited that she seemed to stop thinking. She opened the mouth and said: “I’m sorry, I’m not going to the security check, you give me a favor.”
She was running panting as she was running retrograde.
Once she felt that Lu Zhi was the most unruly and free wind in the world, and she walked along the crowd in a boundless manner. Now she was against the crowd, whispering sorry all the way, and ran to him.
Ning Zhen panted and smiled suddenly: “Lu Zhi!” The airport was particularly noisy, and the boy looked at her quietly and intently, waiting for her to say something.
It seemed fearless at this moment.
“I have never coaxed you.” She said, “I don’t know how to coax people, you teach me how to coax you.”
After saying a word, her cheeks were flushed, but her eyes were shiny.
Even in her previous life, she did not act so unrestrainedly, asking for advice on how to coax someone.
There seemed to be shattered light bursting in the young boy’s eyes, and a slight smile appeared in an instant.
He looked down at her: “Ning Zhen.”
“Ok.”
He bends his lips: “If you are like this, I can’t help getting into it.”
“…”
Actually you smiled at me, my heart was sweetened by you. You never have to coax, but as long as you are still there, I will satisfy everything in this world.
The girl said coyly, “Lu Zhi, I will… show you dancing in the future.”
She felt that although he hadn’t said it, he liked her that way.
She can do nothing but coax him like that.
He laughed softly: “Okay.”
“Then let’s say it, you come back for the college entrance examination. After the college entrance examination is over, I will show you the dance.” She mustered up the courage to finish. In fact, telling a man to dance for him… is a very embarrassing thing.
She seemed to have dedicated her life’s courage to him.
Lu Zhi said: “You look like this…I want to follow you to meet A City.”
She learned the tone of his grandfather, and she was so old-fashioned that she rarely joked with him: “Mr. Lu, the Lu family is handed over to you, so I have to take a little responsibility in the future.”
The boy curled her lips, raised her left hand, and dropped a kiss on her ring finger.
“Mr. Lu said, in his life, he has lost to you.”
The days when I returned to City A seemed to pass very quickly. In a blink of an eye, the last few days of the holiday passed, and finally ushered in the last semester.
The calendar in the front row of the classroom flipped through, and the tension doubled.
After a short vacation, Tong Jia was much calmer.
One day she suddenly said to Ning Zhen, “Zhen Zhen, I have never told you one thing.”
Ning Zhen was working on a problem. The cold winter had not passed yet, and her exposed fingers were a little bit stiff with cold.
Hearing this, he stopped writing and looked at Tong Jia quietly.
She said: “I was holding back very uncomfortably, so I want to tell you. When you first transferred to school, Ji Fei had his birthday once, and I also participated. In the second year of high school, I played better, you know.”
Tong Jia’s voice was low: “At KTV that night, the beer bottles always turned to me. I chose the big adventure, and they asked me to pick someone to hug. At that time, all the big guys in the room, my face was smiling, and my heart was embarrassed. Although I have an outgoing personality, I don’t like that kind of game. Later… Chen Dongshu said that he could give me a hug.”
“I grew up and hugged a stranger for the first time. At that time, my heart was beating very fast, and the smell on his body was unexpectedly good. I was not afraid at all, and not at all embarrassed. Later he always played Noisy gestures appear in my life. Although I used to have a certain prejudice against people like them, sometimes life is really embarrassing and ridiculous. I…actually like him.”
Ning Zhen listened quietly and touched her hair lightly. It turned out… Tong Jia, who was in the last life, had such affection, right?
So her performance in the college entrance examination was seriously abnormal.
Its impossible to get to the second school for the top 100 grades in the third middle school.
“On Christmas Eve, I actually only wrapped two apples, one for you, the other… failed to deliver.” Tong Jia blinked, afraid that she would cry out, “I couldn’t help you that day. I sent the apples because I saw a very cute girl holding his waist and acting like a baby. I have never seen Chen Dongshu’s so serious and gentle appearance. It is really different from person to person. I am I dont have the courage to go forward anymore.”