Loving You Is Hurtful - Chapter 288
When he entered her room again, Luo Enxi almost felt like a world away.
She saw the key that she had put on the dressing table, and remembered the idea that she would never come back again, which now seemed ridiculous.
Luo Enxi stepped forward, picked up the key, held it tightly in the palm of her hand, and threw it out for a while.
The key slammed **** the French window, with a bang, and then fell to the ground with another bang.
There was no trace on the French windows, as if nothing had happened.
Luo Enxi stood in a huge house with no one except her, feeling extremely helpless.
Unexpectedly, I would be so useless, my own business, even almost hurt my employees.
What did they do wrong? It was just a mistake to know yourself.
It turns out that a person can really become the original sin.
Luo Enxi has always been an atheist, but after living in Country M for a year, he was more or less influenced.
At this moment, she wanted to ask Tian, what did she do wrong? Did she commit a heinous crime in her previous life? Or was the original sin on her so heavy that she almost couldn’t bear it?
As long as it is someone who has a relationship with her, it seems that there will always be no good results.
First, Aunt He died bizarrely, and then Xia Xiaoxi was wounded by a knife while walking on the road. Even if you really want to say it, you can even count Fu Haochen’s two attacks.
And this time, it was finally her turn.
She doesn’t know what she did wrong? What is the crime?
Luo Enxi couldn’t get the result, so he could only ask the sky silently.
Luo Enxi sat paralyzed on the floor in the room, and when she sat, she sat until the sunset.
She heard the sound of Fu Haochen coming back and opening the door, but she didn’t want to worry about it.
She was immersed in her own world, and she fantasized about sitting in front of a grand piano, with the huge black body and her snow-white dress, everything seemed like a dream.
Her fingers wandered on the keyboard. She knew that she was not a student who had received a formal school of music education, and she might not be able to have such a temperament and show-off, but she did not lack this flying heart.
Her own rumbling, her feet stepped on the pedal, and the sound of the piano was bright and dark, high and low, and she herself was completely immersed in it.
Luo Enxi knew that perhaps she would never have the opportunity to sit on such a stage again in her lifetime.
When Fu Haochen walked in, he didn’t find Luo Enxi in the living room, nor did he find the food that he would have prepared when he came home before.
He thought maybe Luo Enxi was resting in the house, after all, she had recovered from a serious illness and was still weak.
However, after experiencing the divorce storm, Fu Haochen still feels a little panic in his heart because he can’t see Luo Enxi after returning.
So Fu Haochen hurried upstairs and found Luo Enxi in the room.
Luo Enxi’s door was not closed. She sat on the floor in the room, her eyes closed, as if she was immersed in something, with a faint smile on her mouth.
The last afterglow of the sunset fell on Luo Enxi’s face, softening the lines of her face, and leaping on her long eyelashes.
Fu Haochen was stunned. He was stunned for a while, during which Luo Enxi had not opened his eyes.
Finally, Fu Haochen came back to his senses. He stepped forward two steps gently and called, “En Xi?”
Luo Enxi’s body visibly stiffened, and the smile on the corner of her lips disappeared.
She opened her eyes, but there was no trace of emotion in her eyes.
Looking at Fu Haochen, it was like looking at a stranger.
Fu Haochen snorted in his heart, his mouth was long for a while, and he pulled out, “I’m back.”
Luo Enxi looked away lightly, and did not continue to look at Fu Haochen.
Fu Haochen immediately felt empty in his heart, and he continued to ask: “Why are you sitting on the ground? It’s so cold on the ground.”
After listening to these words, Luo Enxi didn’t know why he thought that Fu Haochen asked her to go to Xiaoli’s grave for a day of atonement.
She knelt in the heavy rain. At that time, Fu Haochen didn’t expect it to be cold on the ground.
At that time, the ground was really cold and cold.
Luo Enxi did not speak, but tried to stand up.
“What time is it?” Luo Enxi asked.
“Six thirty.” Fu Haochen glanced at his watch.
Luo Enxi picked up the phone and ordered two takeaways in front of Fu Haochen.
Fu Haochen looked a little dumbfounded, but didn’t say anything for a while.
Finally, he relieved himself that there were no more food at home, and he couldn’t let the patient Luo Enxi go out to buy food by himself, right?
Luo Enxi nodded. She just tried to stand up but failed. After sitting here for a long time, her legs are already numb.
But Luo Enxi didn’t try to seek Fu Haochen’s help. She slowly supported the stool beside her and stood up by herself.
After seeing all this, Fu Haochen quickly stepped forward and helped Luo Enxi up.
Luo Enxi’s legs were so numb, so he sat down on the stool again.
Fu Haochen was very curious about why Luo Enxi would sit on the ground, but he didn’t have a stand to ask further.
Luo Enxi sat for a while to relieve her numbness, then got up and walked out.
After returning to the living room for a while, the takeaway was delivered.
Looking at the variety of takeaway dishes on the table, Fu Haochen felt bitter in his heart, feeling that it was not tasteful to eat anything.
My wife cooks so deliciously, but she has no chance to taste it and can only expect it silently.
Fu Haochen suddenly felt a sense of desolation. He suddenly felt that he didn’t know if he could eat the food made by Luo Enxi in this life.
After gritting his teeth, Fu Haochen drove all these thoughts out of his mind.
After dinner that night, Luo Enxi almost didn’t stop, and soon went upstairs and returned to her room, and closed the door.
When Fu Haochen heard the sound of the door shutting, he didn’t know what it was like.
Forget it, Fu Haochen told himself. In any case, this time she forced Luo Enxi to stay, even if she had complaints in her heart, there was nothing she could do.
Luo Enxi hasn’t taken care of her body yet, and it must be inconvenient to be in the same room, so let Luo Enxi be quiet first.
When I have children again, I believe that the relationship between myself and Luo Enxi will always improve again.
However, Luo Enxi turned off the lights early in her room, lying on the bed, but it was another sleepless night.
Luo Enxi couldn’t close his eyes all night.
As long as you close your eyes, the past is like a tide, and Luo Enxi can’t breathe.
That’s why Luo Enxi didn’t dare to close her eyes, she didn’t want to see the self who had devoted everything she had to give before.
That’s so stupid, it’s so stupid.
At the end of Chenguang Weixi, Luo Enxi didn’t even change his posture, so he lay down all night with his eyes open.
In the morning, Luo Enxi did not get up as usual to prepare breakfast for Fu Haochen.
Fu Haochen looked at Luo Enxi’s closed door and empty table, and couldn’t help sighing in his heart.
It turned out that even if Luo Enxi prepared early, he chose to go to the company for dinner in order to deliberately humiliate Luo Enxi. And now I have to go to the company for dinner.
Self-inflicted, self-inflicted.
Fu Haochen shook his head. After he completely packed himself up, he walked to Luo Enxi’s door and said softly: “Enxi, I’m going to the company.”
Luo Enxi didn’t reply, and listened to a light sigh outside the door, and then the footsteps drifted away.
She lay for a long time, three poles in the sun, and then slowly got up.
Did not eat breakfast, although Luo Enxi was not very hungry.
But the stomach is already protesting.
She originally had stomach problems that hadn’t been rooted. When she was kidnapped last time, she hadn’t eaten or drank dirty water for more than two days. Now her stomach problems have worsened. As long as she doesn’t eat a meal, she will panic and feel uncomfortable.
I don’t know what I have gained by making my body like this.
Luo Enxi smiled mockingly and looked at herself with water drops on her face in the mirror.
The person in the mirror also lost his former style, two huge dark circles that hadn’t slept all night quietly hung under his eyes.
Luo Enxi suddenly didn’t know why she tortured herself like this.
It was Fu Haochen’s fault, why did she bear the consequences of these mistakes?
The pool water was still rushing, Luo Enxi listened to this sound, and suddenly calmed down.
Even if she was really at fault, it was already paid off.
So she shouldn’t punish herself with others’ mistakes now.
She has just been in her twenties, at the age of Fenghua Zhengmao. Why should she torture herself into a living old woman who has experienced weather and frost?
Since Fu Haochen wanted a child of hers, so good, I would give him one.
After giving birth, he and the Fu family naturally had no affair.
The child was left to the Fu family, and she had already done her best to suffer so much humiliation for this child.
No matter who Fu Haochen will marry in the future, or whether he will have any more children, it has nothing to do with him.
When the child was born, Luo Enxi also decided not to care about him.
When the time comes, I will go abroad by myself and start my new life.
It’s not impossible.
So it’s no use blaming others here now, isn’t it?
Luo Enxi reflected on herself quietly, and then shut the water dragon off.
The room became silent again.
Luo Enxi looked at herself in the mirror again, and softly said to herself in her heart, this shouldn’t be you, Luo Enxi.
Yes, she had so many lofty ideals and ambitions, so many long-term plans, so many places she wanted to play.
Why do you want to be held back by a fruitless relationship like this?
Fu Haochen He De, how can she make her feel sad for him like this.
Luo Enxi dried her face, she sat down in front of the dressing table, as if attending the most important meeting solemnly.
She picked up her skin care product and applied it little by little to her cheek.
From now on, she must treat herself well.
She wants to be a different Luo Enxi.
Of course, maybe there will be any changes in this life, maybe?
Even Fu Haochen still doesn’t like her, but as long as the lives of two people are still harmonious, it can’t be said that they can’t live on.
Let’s do it this way. Luo Enxi said to herself, waiting for this matter to be completely over, and having another child by herself, then the rest of her life will be the final decision.