Loving You Is Hurtful - Chapter 314
Lin Yu looked at Luo Enxi and Xia Xiaoxi in front of him, and finally felt relieved.
Luo Enxi’s death has always been a knot in Xia Xiaoxi’s heart that is difficult to open.
Lin Yu has always been worried, but the person who needs to tie the bell to untie the bell. The best result Lin Yu could think of was that Xia Xiaoxi wanted to drive herself, otherwise there was no other way.
But now that Luo Enxi is back, Xia Xiaoxi’s heart knot is naturally untied.
Three adults and one child sat down at the table and started to eat.
Just after eating the first bite of Luo Enxi’s meal, Xia Xiaoxi began to feel sore in her eyes again.
“Luo Enxi, look at what you did!” Xia Xiaoxi wiped her eyes bitterly.
“What are you crying for? Eat?” Luo Enxi smiled slightly and looked at Xia Xiaoxi, pushing the plate in front of him a little bit towards Xia Xiaoxi.
So Xia Xiaoxi stopped talking, and the chopsticks moved quickly.
She has been learning to cook, but she has never had such a delicious meal made by Luo Enxi. Xia Xiaoxi was already thinking about it, she must learn from Luo Enxi, and there is a chance that Lin Yu will often feast on this in the future.
After dinner, Lin Yu took Xiaoxiang to Central Park under Xiaoxiang’s inquiry.
Luo Enxi was also relieved when he handed the child to Lin Yu. And Luo Enxi had noticed since the first meal, Xia Xiaoxi seemed to have something to tell her.
Sure enough, as soon as the child and Lin Yu went out, Xia Xiaoxi took Luo Enxi to the living room and sat down, and the servant soon served the digestive tea.
Xia Xiaoxi took Luo Enxi’s hand, unwilling to let go for a long time.
“How do you drink tea when you are pulling me like this?” Luo Enxi said a little funny.
Xia Xiaoxi rolled her eyes. Now that you have finally returned, who cares about drinking tea! Of course, you have to hold it well, and don’t run away by yourself after a while.
Xia Xiaoxi didn’t let it go, pulling Luo Enxi and asking, “I’m back this time, do you want to leave?”
Luo Enxi had already guessed what Xia Xiaoxi wanted to ask, so now after hearing it, he was not particularly surprised.
Luo Enxi thought for a while, and then nodded, “Well. When the seniors finish the matter here, I should return to Country M.”
Xia Xiaoxi pursed her lips, and then asked, “Are you with Gu Xijue?”
Luo Enxi paused and shook his head.
Xia Xiaoxi had guessed it, but she sighed unexpectedly.
“Hey. Tell me about you.” Xia Xiaoxi looked at Luo Enxi and said with a bit of bitterness, “When can we really settle down?”
Luo Enxi couldn’t help laughing bitterly when listening to Xia Xiaoxi’s words.
It’s not that she doesn’t want to settle down, but that her heart is insecure. Gu Xijue is not her true right person.
“Surely you don’t accept them?” Xia Xiaoxi said, and then said with some emotion, “En Xi, who is in your heart? After so many years, isn’t your heart still free?”
Luo Enxi sighed slightly after hearing Xia Xiaoxi’s pointed words.
Is anyone in her mind? She didn’t know either.
It’s just that after so many years abroad, she has always felt that her heart is empty, and it seems that there is no one.
Xia Xiaoxi looked at Luo Enxi’s somewhat confused expression, and she also understood in her heart.
Having been friends with Luo Enxi for so many years, Xia Xiaoxi knows exactly what kind of temper Luo Enxi is and how deeply emotional she is.
When he was betrayed by He Xia Nuan, Luo Enxi was really sad for a long, long time, and the wound could not heal for a long time.
And Luo Enxi is even more dedicated to feelings, which Xia Xiaoxi is especially clear about.
I have liked Fu Haochen since I was a student. I have always liked Fu Haochen for so long. Even if he has received so many unfair treatments, he is still consistent.
And these five years have passed, is the person in Luo Enxi’s heart still Fu Haochen?
“En Xi, do you have any plans in the future?” Xia Xiaoxi asked.
“I…” Luo Enxi was silent for a moment. If he said that he had no plans, would Xia Xiaoxi be worried?
So Luo Enxi tried to say everything she could think of.
“I think the life like this is pretty good now.” Luo Enxi said slowly, and then lowered her eyes, “but I may not be able to stay with the senior. Since I can’t respond to his feelings, I shouldn’t Delay him again.”
For so many years, Gu Xijue had not even heard any lace news for her. Luo Enxi felt that Gu Xijue’s feelings were greatly delayed.
“The next thing… hasn’t thought about it yet.” Luo Enxi wanted to say more, but really couldn’t say anything.
“Are you still not going to consider Senior Gu?” Xia Xiaoxi said worriedly. Gu Xijue has been by Luo Enxi’s side for so many years, or even when Luo Enxi has not responded to his feelings at all, it can be said that he has been very affectionate. Xia Xiaoxi knew that Gu Xijue definitely really liked Luo Enxi with his heart.
Luo Enxi thought for a while and shook her head.
“Oh, you guys…” Xia Xiaoxi looked at Luo Enxi’s somewhat depressed face, not knowing what to say.
Why do some people always fail to encounter the “people I like also like me”?
Xia Xiaoxi thought of herself again, feeling that she was really happy.
“Actually, I don’t have any big ideas either.” Luo Enxi pursed her lips and said softly, “I just want to watch Xiao Xiang grow up peacefully, happily, and I am satisfied.”
“You are right to say that, but…” Xia Xiaoxi frowned, still expressing her concerns, “has he not asked about his father?”
Xia Xiaoxi had learned from Fu Haochen that Xiao Xiang was Fu Haochen’s child. Moreover, Xiaoxiang and Fu Haochen are indeed sextiles, and you can almost tell that they are father and son at a glance.
“Not yet.” Luo Enxi answered truthfully, “but I think it should be almost time.”
Xiao Xiang is a very delicate child. After I met Fu Haochen last time, I don’t know if it was the blood relationship. Xiaoxiang seemed to have a good impression of Fu Haochen’s instinct.
After returning to the hotel, Xiaoxiang asked Luo Enxi, “Mom, why do I think the uncle we met today looks a lot like me?”
When Luo Enxi heard this question, her body stiffened for a moment, and then she felt bitterness in her mouth.
Child, that is your father, how could it be different?
But Luo Enxi couldn’t say this, because she hadn’t figured out how to face it.
So she just smiled reluctantly, and then said, “Xiaoxiang, there are many people in the world who look alike.”
“Is that so?” Xiao Xiang thoughtfully began to think.
Luo Enxi looked at Xiaoxiang who was thinking hard in front of him, with affection in his heart.
Her son, her darling.
When he really grows up, how should he explain his father’s affairs to him?
How should she face the question of “Why do other children have fathers, but I don’t”?
Do you want to tell Xiaoxiang that Fu Haochen is his father? What should I say to him?
Why don’t father and mother live together? If Xiaoxiang asks like this, how should Luo Enxi answer?
The questions that followed almost occupied Luo Enxi’s entire thoughts. Now, Luo Enxi threw this question to Xia Xiaoxi.
“Xiao Xi, what do you think I should do?” Luo Enxi looked at the tea cup in front of her, her eyes full of confusion.
“En Xi, what would you do if you were that kid?” Xia Xiaoxi knew Luo Enxi’s entanglement, but she couldn’t make a decision for Luo Enxi, so she could only guide Luo Enxi to think for herself.
“If it was me…” Luo Enxi muttered.
Xia Xiaoxi had a good question. If it were her, what would she think?
Luo Enxi thought of her incomplete family. She once wanted to know who her mother was. Where is she? Why not by your side?
She wanted to know this in her heart, even if she knew the **** facts she had to face, she still wanted to know.
At this time, Xia Xiaoxi also said: “En Xi, I think the child has the right to know this.”
Yes, he has the right to know. Luo Enxi sighed. Sometimes, Xia Xiaoxi’s thinking is very similar to hers.
But she really didn’t know how to tell the child about it.
Do you just tell him that your father is actually Fu Haochen?
Luo Enxi hadn’t been mentally prepared yet, nor was he actually prepared to face such a scene.
Luo Enxi didn’t think he could tell Xiaoxiang about it naturally. And she was not ready to face the problems that Xiaoxiang might have next.
“I know you have concerns, En Xi.” Xia Xiaoxi looked at Luo Enxi seriously and said, “I know this matter may be difficult for you, but you have to face it, don’t you?”
Luo Enxi’s expression was dark and unclear, but Xia Xiaoxi continued, “Instead of letting the child keep asking you because of his father’s affairs, it’s better to tell the child the truth from the beginning. Xiaoxiang is so good, he must I will understand you very well.”
Luo Enxi’s complexion changed slightly, she had been moved by Xia Xiaoxi.
She knew that Xia Xiaoxi was right. Xiaoxiang is a very good child, and he has the right to know who his father is. He has the right to know that he is also a child with a father, and when he might be laughed at by other children in the future, he can tell them with confidence that I am not a child without a father.
After making up his mind, Luo Enxi couldn’t help but breathe a sigh of relief.
This matter has actually troubled Luo Enxi for a long time, and now it is finally decided, Luo Enxi also feels relieved.
Although it was her own business that hadn’t been clear, but now that she figured out how to deal with Xiaoxiang’s business, Luo Enxi already felt that a big rock had been put in her heart.