Loving You is My Most Terrible Bitter - C31
Looking at the pile of cosmetics and cosmetics on the table, I actually had a feeling that I was at a loss for what to do.
I don’t know how long I’ll have to work for him before I can pay him back. But there was no way to refuse. I felt that there was no way for any girl in the world to refuse me. This was something that would never happen even in my dreams.
In less than half a month, I was so lost in the world of the rich in Lu Chen that I almost forgot about my apartment being stolen. As he struggled to come out, he tried to persuade himself to stay a little longer.
“Lu Chen,” I said hesitantly, “let’s settle the bill. How much have I spent on you recently?”
He slowly turned his eyes away from the computer and looked at me as if to say, Are you sure?
I nodded my head resolutely.
“Never mind, the cosmetics and skincare products are 100,000, the house …”
“Enough is enough. There’s no need to forget about it. I’m not sure yet.” Although I had made certain mental preparations, the cheapest item was something that I could not accept.
“You don’t need to split it with me too clearly. Even if it’s a divorce, I’ll give you half of it.”
“So it’s like that.” I pretended to understand and asked, “Can I work for you? is to pay off debt with labor. ”
Lu Chen nodded, trying to think of something for me to do, “You used to design it? What is the main point? ”
“A lot. My interests are mixed, and I’ve read a lot of books. As long as I have inspiration, I can do it.” Actually, it’s because I’ve been heating everything up for three minutes.
“I have a distant relative who wants to get married and needs a wedding dress. If you can design something that would satisfy me, then our price can be agreed upon.”
“What are the requirements?”
“I don’t know, but she’s about the same age as you, so it should be the same as what you like. You can make a first draft and then change it according to the requirements. ”
I faintly felt that something wasn’t right. Under the urge of money, I couldn’t care less.
After buying a set of equipment for the design, of course he still spent his money on it.
The wedding dress, although it could only be worn once in a lifetime, was extremely important. If I had the ability, I would definitely give myself the best. Lu Chen’s relatives shouldn’t be so poor.
The tenth anniversary of the recent gathering of the United States. Because of last year’s incident, Jumei had lost some of her vitality. Rumors had it that Jumei was now just an empty shell. The tenth anniversary celebrations were to show the outside world that the position of the big boss of the Jademeite Temple was unshakable.
Except for donating to charity, the product is discounted. The company also held a masquerade ball in the square in front of the building. The drinks were all free, you could enter if you received the admission ticket on the official website, and all five hundred admission tickets were snatched up in less than thirty seconds.
Every day at work I could see a large group of workers hammering at the gate of the United States, which made me go upstairs through the back door.
“Lu Chen, the one behind …” Elevator… Oh no, climb up… “But I’m so tired.”
I carried my little computer on my back and climbed more than ten floors, feeling as if I wouldn’t be able to live much longer.
“I took the elevator up. I’m not tired at all.” He took a cup of coffee and said calmly.
“You are too despicable. “And you, as the CEO, are completely useless. The repair elevator hasn’t been repaired in three days.”
“Very few people go to the back door. If it’s broken, it usually takes a long time to fix it. You might as well come in the front door. ”
“There are so many people ahead, I don’t want to pass through there.”
He took a sip of his coffee and said meaningfully, “You can’t go on like this.”
I pretended not to hear him and turned on the computer, not wanting to pick him up.
“What are you going to dress up for?” He changed the subject.
“I didn’t say I would.”
“Mu Mu, I don’t want to force you, but you must participate, even if it’s just showing your face.”
“There’s nothing to discuss?” I asked with a hint of luck.
Lu Chen shook his head.
I went from SpongeBob to Spoke, dozens of people, and he didn’t even have one to his satisfaction.
“Fine, I like the candles in beauties and wild beasts, but that lamp might not be easy to get hold of.”
“Can’t you like something normal? “The princess inside seems to be called Bei’er, right? You can just pretend to be Bei’er!”
“But I don’t like Belle. She seems to have Stockholm syndrome.”
Stockholm syndrome. Crime victims develop feelings for the perpetrator. It was terrifying to think that humans could be domesticated. Even worse, I felt like Bea.
He softened his tone and whispered to me, “You’re just wearing her clothes for a little while, okay? “Why don’t you choose a different princess, as long as it’s not a strange one.”
I don’t think it’s strange what I like, but it’s this occasion that needs to be catered for. I have never been able to refuse a person, not to mention his attitude is so good.
“Fine.”
I was silent for a moment, then let out an embarrassed smile, “Lu Chen, I think we can get divorced, so we won’t have to have a wedding anymore. After all this time, Lu Yulin and I really do not have the slightest possibility. ”
He didn’t say a word and just stared at me. His pitch-black eyes seemed to be holding back something as the corners of his mouth moved, wanting to say something, but no words came out. That gaze of his made me lose all my confidence and I lowered my head slightly.
“He suddenly reached out and grabbed my chin, and with a cold expression on his face, he drove away all the gentleness that I had gotten used to.” “What I’m kind to you is that I really want to make up for what I’ve done to you, not to breed the courage to leave me.” He spoke very calmly, without a trace of anger in his voice. Having been with him for so long, I knew that this was what he really wanted to be angry about.
“You’re still like this. It’s not easy for me to have a bit of good impression of you.” I looked down with a slight sadness.
I heard him sigh softly, and without saying anything more, he sat down behind his desk and went back to his work, frowning.
He’s always been busy, and it’s hard for him to find time to talk to me.
I don’t like the way he’s been looking at me with such a worried expression lately, like I’m really sick. I’m fine, except I don’t like to talk to people. They probably saw those videos, and they knew I’d been raped and they said they agreed. What will they think of me? Do they think I’m disgusting?
He knew all about it. He must have read his mind and knew that I was not that kind of person. Even though he was the cause of almost everything, I still had a deformed dependence on him.
Inside, there are two of me. One wants to bicker with Lu Chen over his gains and losses, and the other wants to bicker with him. An unconditional trust in him, and I’ll reject everything he gives me.
I’ve probably got schizophrenia, too.