Loving You is My Most Terrible Bitter - C36
I doubt his words. I’ve been living with him for less than a month, and I can’t think of any reason why there should be so many things.
I didn’t believe him and carried the things upstairs and opened them one by one. I was standing on the balcony while he was packing, and all I could see was that he was moving so fast I couldn’t see what he was doing.
Clothes, shoes, bags, skin care and makeup, body care, bedclothes, snacks … I don’t want to turn it over. I already believe it.
“Why are you taking so many things?” I still can’t figure it out.
He squatted down and arranged the items that I had messed up one by one. “I just chose a few things that I had to choose from. There were so many of them that I couldn’t do anything about it.”
Necessary things? That means there’s something else. I climbed down and looked at his face. “I was with you almost everyday. When did you buy it?”
“When I go to see a competitor’s product, I feel that everything that suits you will be bought back by Mr. Chai. But it’s not all for you. I’m happy when I buy something. ”
I was speechless. The pleasure of shopping was something no one could resist. With a grunt of helplessness, I went into the room and opened the wardrobe to get him a set of clothes.
“Why do you have men’s clothes in your room? “It still doesn’t look like Uncle’s clothing.” he asked, shaking off his clothes.
“You can wear it.” I said.
He went in and closed the door. Somehow, he managed to divert my attention away from me. I didn’t seem to be here to discuss why I brought so many things with me.
Soon, he came out. He was wearing a white T-shirt and black pants, which made him look ten years younger. I shook my head and pulled away from his beauty.
“Lu Chen, if I divorce you, will you continue to pester me?” They were like a nightmare that I couldn’t shake off, and I was most afraid of getting tangled up in them.
He didn’t seem to think I would suddenly ask that. He thought about it silently for a moment and then said, “No.” Although I may miss you a lot, I won’t bother you again. ”
“When you were preparing to come to my house, did you think about what happened just now?”
“I’ve thought of it, but it’s even worse than this.”
“Then why did you bring me back?” Since he knew my parents would not welcome him, why did he come to humiliate himself?
“He let out a long breath and sat on the sofa, his face full of helplessness.” No matter what I do, you won’t go out. Looking at you, I feel really bad. Actually, mental illness is much more serious than physical illness, but I can’t do anything about it. I care about you, and I care about your sorrows and joys. I can’t think of any other way. You’ve been suppressing your feelings and don’t want to tell me the truth. I think it would be better for you to go back to your parents. If it still doesn’t work, I’ll have to interfere you psychologically. ”
I don’t think I’m sick. I just don’t like to talk to people. So it turns out that a small anomaly on my part would cause so much trouble for him.
“Thank you for everything you’ve done for me, even if I don’t care.” “I sat down and grabbed his hand. This was the first time I had the initiative to touch his skin.” I have another question. When did you start liking me? ”
“This thing is hard to find. If I could find it, I would kill it in the cradle.” He laughed self-deprecatingly, “I thought you were interesting at the beginning, after staying in the mall for so many years, I could already guess what you were thinking. But to you repeated failures, I suspect that I may not understand you enough, and then deliberately pay attention to you to understand you. The more you learn, the more interesting you are, and the more you guess what you’re thinking, the more you’ll be able to guess correctly. My guess was correct, but I realized something even more terrifying. I can’t help but pay attention to your every move. ”
“So this is the reason why you know that Lu Yulin and I are in contact. At that time, you were researching me.”
I pretended to be enlightened. He held my hand and lightly rubbed it against his face. He whispered, “I’m sorry.”
“There’s more, go on. I’ll give you this opportunity to explain everything that happened before. ”
“Alright. You bit my ear when you went to the academic banquet, and I was really moved. ” I felt myself blushing when he mentioned it. ” Actually, before I went out the door, I thought about what Zichen-jie was going to do. I wanted to go back and tell her not to do it. However, he realized that it was too late. Zi Jie was already gone. From what I knew of you back then, you definitely wouldn’t let yourself suffer. I guessed wrong again. I just want to see how long you can endure it for.
The next day, I knew you were being petty. “At that time, I actually didn’t want to reprimand you, but instead thought that you were rather cute like that. I wanted to let you do as you pleased and even coax you. That was the first time I felt that I had lost control of the situation.”
“So you said that to me on the little balcony?” That’s when I thought he was a pervert.
“I’m sorry.” He lightly kissed my hand. “Later on, I found out that Yulin gave me a ring, and you lied to me. I was really mad at the time, but I held it in. Then I got a call from him, and he got excited like a real boyfriend. I was really out of control, feeling cheated and disappointed in you, and probably jealous now. I did something wrong to you again, and every word of what you said in bed was like a needle piercing my heart. By the way, I think you’re cute when you mock me. But tonight, you are not cute. You are actually being held by Yu Lin and not pushed away.
It never occurred to me that you would accompany me to see the mister and the missus after you had revealed everything. I never thought you’d be married to my wife. I was so happy.
When Zijie posted our story online, I hated her more than you did. She reminded me of what a bad start we had. Compared to you, I like your best friend more. She told everyone that you belong to me. The day you bought the kebabs, I forgot about your leave of absence. I thought you were going somewhere to play, so I was hungry all afternoon. It was too late for you to go out and buy them, so you could only grit your teeth and eat the kebabs. Who knew that eating was worse than not eating? Actually, I have a personal doctor, and I wanted you to take care of me, so I let you drive me there. I went out and saw the package on the floor. I knew you were playing with me, but it felt so good to be held by you. it didn’t pierce you. ”
As he spoke, he laughed. He had a happy expression from the bottom of his heart, as if he was in a joyful state. He was usually cold and indifferent, but he had so many thoughts in his mind.
“I’m sorry.” This is my fault.