Loving You is My Most Terrible Bitter - C40
Going back would mean contacting more people and falling into a greater conflict with the martial arts world. I was no longer the hot-blooded little girl who wanted to see the outside world. After experiencing so many things, I just got tired of it.
Although these things lead me step by step to Lu Chen, let me finally together. But I was still afraid, there was still Zhou Zijie and Lu Yulin, and thinking about coming into contact with them, I felt terrible all over.
I also know that Lu Chen will leave sooner or later. He doesn’t belong to the countryside. I want to be with him. How can I stop him?
“I’ll ask him.” At the moment, I can only give my mother this kind of answer.
I sat on the stool and looked at him from afar. I don’t like money, nor am I greedy for beauty. Why on earth would I want to be with him? Just because he was moved?
As I thought about it, I could not come up with an answer. I didn’t notice that Lu Chen was looking at me from time to time, and the more he looked, the more his expression worsened.
He finished the meeting in a hurry and came over to sit beside me.
“What’s wrong? I see that you have something weighing on your mind. ” He changed his appearance from being in front of the camera to being the gentle Lu Chen.
“Mom said to let us go back if you’re busy.” I picked up a small wooden stick and jabbed it into the ground.
“You don’t want to go back?” Although he was asking with a tone of absolute certainty, he touched my hair and said with a smile, “Just now, who was it that solemnly vowed to become a piece of cotton?”
I lowered my head in embarrassment and didn’t reply. I wanted to be the kapok next to him, which unfortunately died on the first condition of going out.
“Now that you want to regret it, I won’t do it. “I already knew that you weren’t a little girl who was raised by anyone. I liked you and I had your reasons for being independent.”
I lowered my head and said sullenly, “Lu Chen, I’ve changed. I used to be a newborn calf that wasn’t afraid of a tiger, but now I’m afraid of a tiger. ” I hate to admit it, but it’s true.
“You haven’t changed, you’re sick. Very serious social phobia, you have to overcome the fear, otherwise you can only live in your own little world for the rest of your life. Even if it’s for me? “Can I?” He was trying to pull me out of the abyss, and I was struggling not to go out.
“Lu Chen, I don’t even know why I’m with you.”
“The gentleness on his face instantly turned ice-cold and then slowly heated up. He was trying his best to restrain himself.” Mu Mu, don’t think too much. Don’t doubt your feelings just because you’re afraid to go out. It was not easy for me to let it sprout in your heart, so you should not easily deny it. If you don’t want to leave, then we won’t. When you’re certain, when your father agrees, I can go back! ” There was something magical about what he said that led me to believe him, and I nodded reluctantly in agreement.
His phone rang non-stop again. He put down his phone and his computer became his phone. By the time I said good night to him, I could still hear the sound of the keyboard coming from his room, and I fell asleep like a lullaby.
The night continued, and when it was almost the time of the new day, Lu Chen turned off the computer tiredly, remembering that the charging line was still downstairs.
He quietly went downstairs with the help of the light from his cell phone, afraid of waking the people downstairs. If he was even more careful, he would have woken up by now. My mother had put on her coat and was coming out to meet him as he came back up the stairs.
“Little Lu, you’re still up so late at night?”
“I’ve just finished my work and I’m getting ready to sleep.”
“If you’re really busy, then go back. I’ve already talked to Yan’Er today.”
“Thank you for your concern, Auntie.” Lu Chen found it difficult to answer, “Yan’er is a bit of a social phobia. I’d like to wait until she’s better before going back.”
“Seeing how kind you are to her, I want to thank you. But in the blink of an eye, I realized that it was also because of you that she was acting like this, so I couldn’t help but hate you. “Aunty doesn’t want to blame you right now. She only hopes that you can treat her well in the future so your uncle and I can be at ease and hand her over to you as a family.”
Daybreak. Today was a sunny day since it had not rained. “Before I could get out of bed, someone knocked on the door.” Mu Mu, it’s time to wake up and eat. ”
Heaven defying, he obviously slept later than me, but he actually woke up earlier than me. I got out of bed and opened the door for him, yawning. “Were you up all night yesterday?”
“No, why aren’t you wearing shoes?” he asked sternly, pointing at my foot.
I sat back down on the bed and said guiltily, “Isn’t there a story? The one who really loves you is the one with bare feet who opens the door for you. ”
He bent down and picked up his slippers, hiding by the bed and putting them on for me. “Are you taking advantage of me?”
By the way, it was my mother who opened the door barefooted in the story.
“No, why are you up so early?”
“It’s you who got up too late, okay? I went to buy a printer and came back. ”
“What do you want to buy a printer for?”
“I’ll accompany you in a prolonged battle.”
This question is really an unavoidable one. I don’t know the answer, so I just stay silent. He didn’t say anything. He bent down and picked me up and carried me to the bathroom.
“Lu Chen, what are you doing? Quickly put me down.” I struggled in my arms.
“He gave me a light kiss on the forehead.” Your? process,? live? me? An? Oportability? To? express? my? Love? To? “You.”
His thick London accent fell into my ears with each word, tickling my heartstrings, and I felt myself blushing so badly that I leaned into his arms and said, “I don’t understand.”
As if he had seen through my lies, a deep smile appeared on his face. “I don’t need to understand anything else. I will definitely teach you all these in the future.”
He put me in front of the mirror and put his chin on my head, holding me from behind, as if reading a poem, “I found you, as if I found myself. Without you, even if I loved a hundred people, or a hundred people loved me, my soul would still be lost forever. ”
“Looking at the person in the mirror, I couldn’t think of anything else to say, so I could only plagiarize what I had read in the book. “But don’t worry, we still have a long way to go, and I will use the following days to express how poor I am.” Finally, he kissed me on the head and turned to leave.
In the mirror, I was as red as a cooked shrimp. It was obvious that Lu Chen didn’t like women, so it was difficult to resist him when it came to flirting with them.
The cold water hit his face and the heat faded away. But when I think of his face, everything falls apart. As I went downstairs to eat, I sat at the table with my empty face in front of me. My mother looked at me, and I wanted to find a hole in the ground to hide in.
The culprit even picked up a pickle and placed it in my bowl. “Auntie’s pickles are both fragrant and crispy.”
I know the pickles my mom made were good, there’s no need for you to introduce them! Mad.