Loving You is My Most Terrible Bitter - C42
Today, there were only three bowls on the dining table. He felt extremely uncomfortable and could only hypnotize himself time and time again, telling himself that this was what he should have done.
I couldn’t help but suspect that this was all part of Lu Chen’s scheme. I didn’t like him. Little by little, he broke through all of my defenses. All of my solitude added to his shadow. After that, without any preparation, I abruptly left. I felt that there was a big gap in my life, and I couldn’t fill in anything. I could only miss him.
In fact, I knew that even if he had told me in advance that he was leaving, I wouldn’t have been much better off than I was now, because I had no way of adapting to the life he wasn’t with me.
It was funny, coming back from H City as a close and estranged stranger, but now she couldn’t leave him. He was one of the most hated people in my life.
His father’s flower beds used to be planted with flowers like rose roses, but Lu Chuan actually had the ability to plant peonies on them. Subtlety and perseverance are the two most terrible idioms in the world. Even my father has changed.
“I’ve already arrived. There’s nothing bad about it other than missing you.” His WeChat message popped up on his cell phone, and I could imagine how seductive it would be if he said it in front of me.
“I replied him with a smile that even I didn’t notice.” I’m fine because I don’t miss you at all. ”
Lu Chen: Bullying me? There’s no way to deal with you right now
Lu Chen: “Don’t be too happy yet. I will write it down and settle it with you.”
TC: I’m not afraid. Maybe you’ll forget about it
If I were to see it, I would definitely find the current Lu Chen very strange. In the meeting room, the usually expressionless CEO actually had a warm smile on her face. Everyone present couldn’t help but sweat for themselves. The CEO was crazy, they didn’t know if he would be implicated or not.
Lu Chen: I’m going to have a meeting
I just got back, and before I could even catch my breath, the meeting was about to start. I felt a little sorry for him. She turned off her cell phone and came out of the kitchen after cleaning up the pots and pans.
“Your dad went out on the street to play cards. I’m going to your Aunt Li’s. Do you want to come with me or stay at home alone? ”
The word “alone” is so piercing. They used to go out and talk about you two staying home.
What can I do by myself? I managed to come up with a few things in my mind, and then I rejected them all. Because the necessary condition for these things was to have Lu Chen.
I didn’t believe that I wouldn’t be able to live without him. I jumped up from the flower bed, patted the dirt off my skirt, rushed over and grabbed her shoulders, and heroically said, “I’ll go with you.”
Impulse is the devil. My mind was spinning and I didn’t ask my mother what she was going to Aunt Li’s for. If I knew that it was a big group of people dating me, I definitely wouldn’t go.
Aunt Li and Uncle I could still barely get along with them, but it was extremely difficult for me to extend my hand to greet the people in this room. After a long and arduous journey, he finally managed to greet them. I took a deep breath and sat down stiffly in a corner. Then, I recited the Invisibility Spell in my head.
I tried to imagine that I was somewhere else, and I even wanted to put on my earphones so that I wouldn’t be pulled back into the real world by the chattering around me.
I successfully shielded myself from reality. I caught jellyfish on the beach at Bikini and the baby sponge. Of course, I was wearing a puppet of the Great Star, otherwise the baby sponge would have found out that I wasn’t a good friend of his.
I successfully caught a jellyfish and showed it to the baby sponge. SpongeBob actually said, “Your dress is so beautiful.”
How could a sponge baby tease a girl?! I came back to the real world with a jolt.
At some point, a clean and white boy had appeared beside me. He was tilting his head and looking at me. It turned out that he was the one who said that the dress was really beautiful. And in his head he said, “Of course, you don’t see who bought it. It was my husband who bought it! ” The only thing he could do on the surface was to smile faintly and say a “thank you” before turning his body slightly to avoid his fiery gaze.
Aunt Li seemed to have a blind date every month today, and all the men and women in the village who had no partners would come. He couldn’t be thinking that I’m here for a blind date, right? Things aren’t looking good. If Lu Chen was by my side, I could use him to tell others that I already had a name. If I had a ring on my finger, I could show it to others as a sign that I was married. It was a pity that neither of these things happened to her. What was even worse was that she didn’t know where she had gone to.
It would be better to explain it to him, otherwise it would only make me feel worse if he kept talking. I tightly gripped my skirt and stared at the ground, “Erm, I’m already married. I’m not here for a blind date.”
“He actually smiled, with the same slightly contemptuous smile. Do I look like I can’t get married?” If you want to reject me, you don’t have to choose this reason. “You look like you’re in your teens, how could you possibly be married?”
Other times, I would be happy to hear others praise me for being young. I took a deep breath and said, “I’m in my thirties. Goodbye.”
I got up and went out and found a place where there was no one.
On my way back, I asked my mother, “Do I look like I’m in my teens?”
My mother looked at me seriously for a moment, then nodded in agreement.
“How is this possible? When I went out with you, people said that we were sisters. I look really old, okay? ”
My mom rolled her eyes at me, “That’s because people are praising me for being young. You’re not that big, and hundreds of times a day you rub it all over your face. I see you look a little younger than you did when you were in college. ”
I thought you were teasing me. The look on your face denied my mother’s words.
When I got home and looked at the person in the mirror, I had to admit that he did look younger than he used to be. I pointed at the bottles and jars on the dressing table and started to complain about Lu Chen. “Buy it. I told you not to buy something this expensive in a day. Now, your love rival has come out.”
Coincidentally, a video call from Lu Chen came in at this time. He was still in his office.
“Have you been unhappy all day without me?” he asked, asking for a beating.
I sniffled and pretended to be extremely wronged as I nodded. “That’s right. When you weren’t here, there would always be boys praising me for my beautiful dress. They said that I was only in my teens, so I wasn’t happy at all.”
Suddenly the screen went black, and he heard the sound of rustling.
“Lu Chen, what happened to you?”
“I’m looking for my car keys. Wait a moment, I’ll be right there.”