Loving You is My Most Terrible Bitter - C59

I’m really tired.

Happy times with Lu Chen made me forget the difficult situation I was in and the shadow I couldn’t escape.

Lu Yulin hit me on the head when I was at my most relaxed, telling him that he couldn’t bear to see me in a good end.

Previously, I didn’t think it was such a painful and embarrassing thing to fall in love and break up with my ex. Being friends with him wasn’t that big of a deal. If breaking up is my fault, I think about it a little too much. The funny thing is, I didn’t do anything. I was broken up, married, and caught in the next relationship.

When I was with Lu Yulin, I didn’t think he loved me that much. I couldn’t even compare to a phone call from his friend, or a game event, or even a live webcast of the Internet. Why did she become so infatuated after they broke up? Is that what people are like? If one obtained it, they would lose it as if it were a precious treasure.

“The mud has covered my shoulders and trapped my hands and feet, and I cannot move. No matter how paralyzed I am, I can’t ignore the fear of suffocation. ” As he spoke, tears streamed down his face, falling onto Lu Chen’s hands.

I always had the feeling that there were two of me in my body, and that I would come out laughing when everything was all right. When all the negative emotions accumulate to a threshold, I will come out sentimental.

No matter how much I think about it, this is my wedding. On this day, I should accept praise and blessing, not object to and pour wine on my face.

“Lu Chen, I feel powerless. I feel powerless, powerless that can never get out of this predicament.”

Why did this happen today?

There was no loss of control, no crying, not even a whimper. I just sat there, quietly holding his hand, tears as if agreed to drop down one by one.

“Am I being too well protected by you, so I can’t withstand a bit of pressure?” My parents are both there, and I don’t want them to know that I’m not doing as well as I say. ”

He hugged me and patted my back. There was a faint smell of cigarette smoke on his body.

“You went to smoke?”

“Just this once, I won’t do it again in the future. I’m a bit annoyed.”

He felt annoyed as well, and he felt uncomfortable as well. I tested it out and said in a muffled voice, “Look, I’m still not happy with what I’ve brought you. “Would it be that I’m not the person that makes you feel happy?”

“Don’t talk nonsense.” “I just feel like something is out of my control. I don’t like it.”

“It’s me? Or Zhou Zijie Lu Yulin, or something else? ”

“I never wanted to control you. This is not the wedding I wanted to give you. I had already greeted Yu Lin earlier and did not invite Zhou ZiJie over. It’s still like this, Mu Mu. I’m very sorry. I want to give us another start, and it’s not so good. ”

He had already done a lot of work, and he wasn’t omnipotent. I didn’t want to be unhappy. I didn’t want to be depressed on this new day, when we were both going to have a new life.

“It’s not my wedding, it’s our wedding.” I tried to sound happy in my voice. “Not so good, but at least it’s memorable enough.”

“You being so sensible makes me feel even more guilty.” Lu Chen rubbed his hand on my shoulder like a wounded animal seeking comfort.

“I thought you said you wanted me to feel sweet every day. Lu Chen, as long as I’m with you, even if it means suffering, I will gladly endure it. “We’re already married, so shouldn’t you consider me as a real kapok?”

Lu Chen remained silent for a long time, as if he was making some kind of important decision.

“Alright, my little kapok.”

My long-awaited wedding turned out to be a farce, and then it ended without a hitch.

When Mom and Dad returned home, they had endless worries. Even moving out of Lu Chen was not enough to make them completely at ease. They even wanted to stay in City H. to accompany me. I could only tell them again that I was old enough to take care of myself, that no one’s life was always happy, that there were always bad things to be had, and that a little friction was not a big deal.

Qian Chenjie’s vacation was over, so she had to return to the research team. When she left, she clenched her fists and told me that whenever I called, she would come back and help me fight. Seeing her get addicted to a fight, I was extremely happy. I couldn’t bear to part with her, but I found that it was Yan Anzhe who was even more reluctant to part with her than I was. I keenly felt that these two must have produced some sparks.

I am Lu Chen’s wife that surpassed Minlur. There is no one who doesn’t know that I am entangled with their uncle and nephew. Moreover, Lu Yulin’s wife doesn’t like me.

I want to be truly on the same level as Lu Chen, starting with his work. I don’t have to get involved, at least I have to understand.

He gave me a copy of all the companies under the group, and the business was much bigger than I had expected. Like its name, it had gathered a lot of good and profitable businesses in the world.

The company was built on real estate and began to work on a food and clothing business, where it registered a special company to be run by a specific team. “When Lu Chen took over, he was already on a certain scale, but he was no longer the industry leader.

It was only after Lu Chen took over that the gathering gradually expanded, becoming just like Lu Chen’s men. The big companies at that time had missed the best opportunity to suppress them. In less than a decade, the business of the United States had more than doubled, becoming an unshakable business empire.

I was amazed by the whole history of this development, and the worship of Lu Chen rose to a new level.

“Why are you always staring at me these days? Do you feel bored and want to have a baby to play with? ”

I held my head and watched him get so excited that he suddenly pinched my nose.

“Don’t you feel the admiration I feel for you? I’m looking at you now and I feel like a little deer has run amok. ”

“If I knew earlier, I would have made you feel like a little deer would run amok if you were to read the history of the corporation. I should have let you see it earlier.” Lu Chen sat beside me and embraced me, tilting his head and asking haughtily, “You only worship me now, have you ever heard of my legends in the martial arts world?”

I thought back carefully and shook my head. “I only knew that you were the president of Gumei before, and then it seemed that you didn’t like women, so there was nothing else. Right, right, I remember the school even invited you to give a speech when I was still in college. I wasn’t interested in your speech, so I didn’t listen. But Cheng Jie went away, and when she came back, she was completely immersed in your beauty. ”

Lu Chen didn’t know whether to laugh or cry. He pressed his thumb against the center of his forehead in frustration.