Loving You is My Most Terrible Bitter - C68

His question left me speechless. How could I say that I was the boss in front of him? And it was under the condition that he was deliberately finding fault.

“Your boss, I’m just playing with a broadsword in front of Master Guan.”

Only then did a satisfied smile appear on Lu Chen’s face as he folded the examination form. “The design department doesn’t have an outstanding department award this month.”

“Lu Chen, you bastard.” The reason he did this when I first arrived in this department was obviously to make me look bad.

He glanced at me, then opened his checklist. “Scolding my boss and deducting his points.”

“I can’t be bothered with you, you old boy.” With a toss of my head, I entered the Office of the Director of Design, which was Lu Yulin’s previous office. I threw my things on the table and sat back in my chair, holding my shoulders and sulking.

“Did you quarrel with your uncle?” A voice from the corner of the room startled me. Why was Lu Yulin here? When did he come?

“What are you doing here?”

“This is my old office after all. If I’m laid off, why don’t you let me pack up?” Lu Yulin’s words carried a thick irony.

His expression was somber, as if he was unhappy about being laid off.

“Of course you can. You take your time and pack first.”

After experiencing so much, I was no longer able to peacefully stay in the same room as Lu Yulin. I sometimes feel that he is no longer alone with him as he was when I first met him.

I opened the door and was about to go out.

“Mu Mu, can we talk? “Don’t worry, I won’t be so stupid as to do anything to you in the company.”

I didn’t really want to talk to him, but I felt a little guilty taking over his position. Lu Chen probably didn’t just want to make me unhappy, that’s why he made me the director of design.

I pointed to the bench by the door. “Can I sit here?” If anything was wrong with him, it would be convenient for me to escape.

“Do as you wish.”

Sitting on the stool, I felt uneasy. This feeling was like it was deliberately trained by Lu Chen. As long as Lu Yulin and I came into contact in private, I would have a guilty conscience.

“What are you going to say?” I asked, shaking my legs a little anxiously.

Lu Yulin pulled out a stool and sat in front of me. She placed her arms on her thighs to support herself. I moved back a little, trying to ease my discomfort.

Lu Yulin bitterly smiled and also drew back a bit, “Mu Mu, we weren’t like this in the past.”

“You know it was before. I don’t want to talk about it.”

“Do you hate our past so much?”

“No, I’m just afraid that Lu Chen might be unhappy.”

Lu Yulin frowned and sighed, “You guys have already quarreled, and yet you still care if he’s happy or not?”

I nodded and said without hesitation, “That’s right, because I have plans to make up with him.”

“Whether you want to talk about it or not, you have to admit that you wouldn’t be together without me. “Mu Mu, what’s so good about Lu Chen?” He reached out to grab my hand, but I evaded him mercilessly. He became very lonely and asked, “I’ve bewitched you so much.”

What was so good about Lu Chen?

Apart from being handsome, most of the time I’m mature, doing things in advance, being honest with me, considerate… He had so many good points.

“To me, being able to marry Lu Chen is already a huge advantage.”

“What if he raped you?”

The word ‘rape’ caused my eardrums to hurt. The calmness that I had been trying so hard to put on had been destroyed by a single sentence from him.

Saying that he would forgive and forget was a lie. Even if he didn’t care, he would just be lying to himself. How could I not care? For more than a year, I have always remembered that night, in the dark, I was under him no matter how much I begged him.

That unprecedented despair is still fresh in my memory.

Lu Yulin seemed to have come prepared today, and her single sentence stabbed right into my sore spot. In this relationship, Lu Chen carried the original sin with him.

“I admit I can’t let this go, but it doesn’t affect my relationship with Lu Chen.”

“Is that so?” A playful expression surfaced on Lu Yulin’s face, “Then what else can I tell you?”

He was provoking me and Lu Chen. I could leave now, but there was something about his expression that caught my attention. There was a small voice inside me saying, Listen to him, listen to him.

I was still sitting on the stool.

“I was with you then, and I said I would marry you, and he said no, because I am the heir to beauty, and I must marry a woman who is good for my cause. I said I could give up the beauty, and he shook his head and said no.

Later he froze my account and had Zhou Zijie introduced to me. Actually, Zhou Zijie’s personality is a little similar to yours. Anyway, I thought so at the time. I don’t know what kind of magic I got into that time, but I think that the person I love the most in this life is Zhou Zijie. ” He suddenly said mysteriously, “Do you know how good Uncle’s psychology is?”

I nodded. Not only did I know it was going to hurt.

He said meaningfully, “Strong psychological cues can modify a person’s behavior.”

Did he mean to say that Lu Chen used some sort of trick to make him change his mind?

“After the marriage, I told him that I was married and that I could help with some of the group operations. But he said I couldn’t even design well, what business was there to talk about, and he even sent me abroad to study for more than half a year.

I can’t wait to come back. I’ve been looking forward to the day I returned home, and the first time I saw you was when you came out of the darkroom in his office. You know what? I never went into that darkroom. If he wasn’t absolutely sure that he could control you, how could he have let you go in there? ”

A few words echoed in my head.

“I just feel like something is out of control, and I don’t like it.

What have you lost control of? Me, Lu Yulin, Zhou ZiJie?

I never wanted to control you. ”

Lu Chen will not control me.

“Not so much control as trust.”

“You trusted him that way. He didn’t trust you then. “If you were trying to explain it to him, he wouldn’t believe you even if you didn’t contact me.”

I could only face it in silence.

“If you don’t want to speak, then I will continue. I laid flowers in front of the door to the United States to confess to you, and argued with Zhou Zijie on Weibo. He took two percent of my shares because I hurt the company’s interests. Later, he argued with Zhou Zijie, who said I was immature and took five percent of the shares in my possession for temporary reasons. Now that he has a position as the Director of Design, my position as the successor to Gumei is even lower than Zhou Zijie’s. ”

What’s the point of telling me this?

“If you aren’t satisfied with Lu Chen’s decision, you can fight back.”

“Resistance?” He smiled wryly. “I don’t dare to resist.”