Loving You is My Most Terrible Bitter - C70
After exiting the elevator, I walked to the familiar door. I pushed open the door to enter out of habit. His hand stopped on the doorknob and he knocked on the door instead. “President, can I come in?”
Lu Chen’s cold voice rang out, “Come in.”
I pushed the door open and entered. Lu Chen was sitting at his desk as usual. He was looking at the papers, not looking up. In the past, if I wanted to sit down and stand up, no one would stop me even if I wanted to sleep. It’s a little different now. He didn’t give any instructions, so I just stood there.
He flipped through the documents one by one, reading them very carefully. Everything he said and did was so real that I couldn’t believe it was all his scheme.
Was the ring he made for me, the one he knelt down in front of my father, the one dressed like a star, and the one he proposed to me, a fake?
Why in front of others can I act as if nothing happened, in front of him sad and wronged but like a flood bursting the embankment, surging.
“What are you crying for?” A hint of impatience could be heard in Lu Chen’s voice.
I quickly wiped my eyes with my fingers and pretended that nothing had happened. “What did you call me here for?”
Lu Chen pinched his acupoint as if trying his best to suppress something. “Come sit.”
I sat down and wiped more and more tears off my face. Lu Chen threw me a packet of tissues. I pulled out a piece of paper and took a sniff. “Thank you.”
“Mu Mu, do you really want to be like this with me? As long as you admit your wrongs obediently, we can make up for it. ”
I tried my best to suppress my tears, but my words stuttered, “It’s you who don’t …” Don’t believe me? Even if we fight, you can’t… “Don’t believe me.”
“Why don’t I believe you?”
“It’s not my fault alone that I’m at fault in Little Yi’s matter. I was kind enough to help him wring the bubble water. He was crying with the bubble water in his eyes. Zhou Zijie came over and pushed me to the ground. I was afraid that I would embarrass you, so I didn’t argue with her, but she refused to let me go and used little Yi’s bubble water to hit me. At that time, you didn’t even give me a chance to explain before you decided to convict me. ”
“I …” Lu Chen knew he was in the wrong. “You don’t like children. If they provoke you …”
“How bad am I in your heart to actually hit a child?” “Besides, who told you I didn’t like children?”
“You like why children are so resistant to having children.”
Child! Child! Child! It was the child again.
I stood up abruptly and the friction of the chair against the floor caused a loud noise. The resentment that he had accumulated for a long time exploded at this moment. Like a dry pyre that had been scorched by the sun for a long time, the flames were burning right up to my head.
“Why are you in such a hurry to have children?”
Lu Chen slammed the table and stood up even more angrily than I did. With a furious glare, he bellowed, “I’m almost forty years old! What’s wrong with wanting to have a child of my own!”
“I looked up at him. This Lu Chen was very similar to Lu Yulin in the Lu residence.” You’re not wrong, it’s my fault. There are so many women in the world, even if they don’t have 10,000, there are at least 8,000. You don’t have to look for me. ”
Lu Chen felt a surge of anger. His eyes were red, veins were popping out on his head, and his eyebrows were raised like that of an enraged beast.
He grabbed my lower jaw and forced me to meet his gaze. He spat out a few words from the gaps between his teeth. Are your words out of your head? ”
I covered my heart and endured the pain on my face. I purposely angered him, saying, “It set off here. It went through deep thought before coming out from my mouth.”
Slowly, incredulously, he let go of my face and slumped in his chair. He said very calmly, “Get out.”
I obediently walked out, stopped at the door, turned around and asked him, “Right now the one standing in front of us is Lu Yulin’s girlfriend, right? It’s not a woman called Mu Yan. ”
With a wave of his hand, the documents and documents on the table were all on the floor. The laptop hung on the table with a pitiful string while my photo was used on it.
Lu Chen used his hands to support his head, his expression was obscure and incomprehensible as he said word by word, “Go, go.”
Closing the door and leaving, I was afraid that if I stayed any longer, Lu Chen would kill someone.
The pain on his face continued to spread, as if Lu Chen’s hand was still on it. He seemed to be grieving over his death, and I was not so happy. Why should we hurt each other like this? Wouldn’t it be better to let each other go?
Walking all the way back to the design department, it suddenly occurred to me that I still didn’t know what Lu Chen wanted me to do, so I quarreled for a while before returning. I didn’t have the mood to ask him about it anymore.
As soon as I sat down in the office, Anzhe arrived with a bunch of messy printouts. He arranged them and handed them to me, saying, “The president asked me to bring this. He said it was a design that needs to be changed. He marked the place where it needs to be changed.”
“I gave it a cursory glance and had to admit that Lu Chen’s sharp eyes couldn’t see through the imperfections of his surroundings.” “I understand.”
“I don’t know what happened to you guys, but the CEO really meant it to you.”
“How do you know?”
Zuan Anzhe sat down on a stool in front of my desk. “In the years I’ve been with him, I’ve seen him date a lot of matchmakers. He wanted to be on the itinerary for dating other women, and he would calculate that it would be most appropriate to meet them once in a few days. The restaurant, all the gifts were chosen by me.
And for you, except for his business trip, when he wasn’t with you, he could even give up his job for you. What is work? Work was his life. He was still picking out clothes for you during work hours. If I take you out to dinner and choose a restaurant, I’ll go there early to try it out.
“Classmate Little Yan, it can be said that the CEO has given her all to treat you well.”
I laughed self-deprecatingly. “Anzhe, do you also think that I have no conscience?”
“I didn’t say that. You understand everything yourself.”
I looked at the design script on the table, which Lu Chen had carefully marked with various markings. I can still imagine him working on the table, and how we’ve become like this.
Lu Yulin previously had a secretary, so she naturally became my secretary now. I asked him to put in the draft of the design that Lu Chen had given me and wait for them to try it themselves.
As a newcomer, I have to get a feel for the department before I take over.
In a flash, it was already afternoon and almost six. I packed up my things and prepared to leave work. When I went to the toilet, I found that the spot where Lu Chen had pinched me was swollen and painful to the touch.
I don’t know how much he used, but luckily this is my original one, otherwise I would have been pinched by him.