Loving You is My Most Terrible Bitter - C75

I woke up in fright, expecting to see Lu Chen the moment I opened my eyes. What I didn’t want to see was Su Xiang smearing medicine on my face while wiping away my tears.

“Little Xiang Xiang, what are you crying for?”

“Madam, you’re awake,” she said, wiping away her tears, looking pleasantly surprised. “I think you’re in pain.”

“I am in pain. I feel my heart ache as I see you cry.” Even when I was ill, I thought it was funny to tease her.

“Sir is downstairs. Young Master and Young Madam are here.”

He did not know how Lu Chen would deal with Zhou Zijie, “Can you help me take a look? Help me see if mister is obedient.” “We have to be quiet and not be discovered.”

After Su Xiang left, the room became quiet. The process dragged on for a very long time. After a long time, another person entered.

“What are you thinking about?”

Lu Chen’s voice rang out from within the room. As I looked over, his aura was still lingering around him, his eyes filled with ferocity.

“Lu Chen stroked my hair with a smile on his face, finally seeing him smile.” Mu Mu, let’s talk about the argument from before. Otherwise, it will always be a knot in my heart. ”

I also had the same idea. “Alright, while I’m sick, if I have the strength to talk about it later, I might have to fight with you.”

Lu Chen’s smile grew even wider, showing that he didn’t care about the fact that I wanted to fight with him. “Are you talking about goblins fighting?”

As a girl who had watched ‘Dream of the Red Chamber’, I definitely knew what it meant to fight with a demoness. I reached out to pinch him, “I have serious business with you, so don’t be so disrespectful.”

“What I said was true. Weren’t we unhappy in the beginning because of the children? To have children or to fight goblins. ” His pleasant voice contained a hint of ridicule, causing one to be unable to stop blushing.

“Good, good, good. What you said makes sense.” I glared at him unhappily before I got down to business. “We have nothing to argue about now, my child. But if you don’t care about anything after having a child and leave him with me, I can’t guarantee that I won’t argue with you again. ”

“Alright, leave the children to me. You don’t care about anything.”

That’s more like it.

“What about divorce?” His face was serious.

I pouted and said, “I was just joking around. Which dog would really want to divorce you?”

Divorce is because dissatisfied with the spouse, if I really left him, where can I find a better than him. Suddenly, I felt wronged. I lowered my head and pinched the bed sheets. “But, you shouldn’t have said I spoiled your feelings. I have no conscience.”

“Mu Mu, I …”

“You don’t need to explain. This is my fault. You are too kind to me. I admit that I sometimes have no conscience, take your good intentions for granted, and never think of returning them, not even with basic gratitude. ” I looked up at him and told him everything I had been thinking about for so long.

Lu Chen intimately rubbed my hair, sighing with emotion, “Mu, I don’t think it’s unfair. “I am the one who gave up that relationship, and you are the one who made me give it up willingly. That way, the relationship between us would be …”

At that moment, I had mixed feelings, and all sorts of feelings were mixed together into one sentence. I don’t want to hear him go on.

“Lu Chen, I love you.”

Lu Chen was stunned. His hand that was stroking my hair also stopped, as if he didn’t hear what I said. He mumbled to himself, “What did you say? Tell me about it.”

“I didn’t say anything,” I said, playing dumb.

“You’re not allowed to act shamelessly. You clearly said that just now. Say it again.”

“If you can answer a few more questions, I will repeat them again.” Lu Chen and I had the most fundamental problem. “That bastard Lu Yulin, successfully instigated the relationship between me and Lu Chen.” Some of these questions may be difficult to answer. You can just answer yes or no. ”

“Okay.” Seeing my serious expression, Lu Chen agreed without hesitation. “Alright.”

“Do you have a relationship with Lu Yulin after marrying me?”

“Yes, but my falling in love with you has nothing to do with him.”

“If Lu Yulin’s girlfriend back then wasn’t me, would you and that person be like you and me right now?”

“I will marry her, but not like this. Sooner or later, they would get divorced, or they would just barely make it through life. Actually, I don’t know, when I didn’t meet you, I didn’t feel that anything was wrong with this world. After meeting you, the world would become chaotic without you. This world is my world. ”

The person he would definitely marry was Lu Yulin’s girlfriend, and the person he would fall in love with was me.

“Will our children inherit beauty from now on? Are you using me to control Lu Yulin? ”

The sentence was like a stone thrown into a calm lake, causing ripples to appear on it. The expression on Lu Chen’s face changed, a profound look in his eyes. The longer he was silent, the more I thought about it.

Lu Chen rubbed his face, trying to figure out an answer. I just looked at him and didn’t say anything. After a century or so, he still didn’t answer, and I couldn’t bear to force him again. He probably had his own difficulties.

“This answer is important to you and to me. You don’t want to answer, I won’t force you. Without this answer, I might be polite and distant with you and argue with you again, but I still love you. ”

“Thank you. I just can’t tell you now. Wait a little longer, I’ll definitely tell you everything in the future. ”

I wanted to wait. I hadn’t felt so relaxed in a long time. I told him everything I thought.

It was a good night’s dream, and I hadn’t slept so peacefully for a long time. When he woke up, he felt pain all over his body. The pain he felt from being tortured by Zhou ZiJie had completely exploded out. It was probably because his body was slowly recovering. My fever had subsided, and I no longer had the drowsy feeling I had yesterday.

In an unfamiliar environment, it took me a slight reaction before I remembered that I was in the Lu family. Lu Chen was not there, nor was his phone. He sat up in bed, not knowing what to do. Should he go down and eat, or should he wait for Lu Chen to come back?

While I was struggling, the door was pushed open. Su Xiang carefully walked in, afraid that she would wake me up.

“Fragrant Fragrance.” I called to her.

“Madam, you’ve woken up.” The little girl looked pleasantly surprised as she turned around and walked out. “I’ll go get you something to eat.”

“Wait a minute,” I said, not quite hungry now. “What time is it, sir?”

“It’s already 3 in the afternoon. Mister is meeting with guests in the study room.”

Meet guests at the Lu family? Although I have some doubts, but with so many people dealing with Lu Chen every day, it was normal for a guest to come.

“Can you tell me what I asked you to do yesterday?”

As soon as I said that, the little girl’s face turned pale. Her reaction seemed to have been frightened by something. I can imagine how scary Lu Chen must have been last night, but he shouldn’t have been so scary.