Male God’s Freestyle Flirting - Chapter 383

Qin Xiaoyun was the last person to send Qin Yuan away.

When the roar of the engine sounded from the bus, she turned around silently, carried her luggage, and walked back step by step.

How firm it is when it comes, how sad it is when it goes.

She walked slowly, as if reluctant to leave, quietly listening to the sound behind her.

After an unknown amount of time, Tan Xiaoyun regained her senses in a daze, only to suddenly realize that the sound of wheels running over the gravel road echoing in her ears had disappeared.

Her heart skipped a beat, and she stopped in her tracks.

The whole road was silent.

Gone, really gone.

At that moment, Tan Xiaoyun finally realized what it means to be sad.

She forced herself not to look back, because she knew that even if she turned back, the person she wanted to see would no longer be there.

Have you ever loved someone.

Have you ever hated someone.

You love him, you love his tall and handsome, you love his determination, and you love him until the end, if he wants to leave, you want to leave too.

There are many examples of love that can be cited, and it is impossible to talk about it for three days and three nights.

But you hate him, hate…

Hate is just one word.

You don’t know why you hate it, you just feel pain in your heart, and the pain disturbs your sleep and food.

Tan Xiaoyun loved and hated her at the same time.

Love is real, hate is fake.

As she walked, she shed tears.

Go back, go home, go back to the place where your parents are, and eat a couple of meals from your hometown, it must be full of familiar tastes.

Go back and see the girl you miss, she should miss you too, but seeing your injury, she will be sad, even more sad than me.

Go back, you have your friends and brothers, farewell to the army, another life is waiting for you, I hope you are well, wherever and whenever.

Tan Xiaoyun lifted her luggage up vigorously, her eyes were red, and her collar was wet a lot.

How heavy your shoulders are, how heavy your heart is.

But, no one will help her carry the big package like he did back then.

In the future, Tan Xiaoyun can only walk by herself, only by herself.

She will never retire.

Just because of Qin Yuan’s words – the place you don’t want to go back to is the place I can never go back to again.

Tan Xiaoyun has never been a righteous person. She can’t be a hero, and she doesn’t like being a hero. Being a hero is tiring, and she has to bear more responsibilities. She doesn’t want to push herself too hard, even if becoming a hero is extremely honorable.

But starting today, everything changed.

She wants to be strong.

She is bound to be strong.

“Qin Yuan, can I give you a hug?”

This was the only request Qin Xiaoyun made to Qin Yuan with a trembling voice.

At that time, the boy tilted his head and asked back, “Is this a farewell?”

She nodded, tears in her eyes.

“Use the way of the army.” Qin Yuan did not refuse outright, but moved his left leg reluctantly, straightened his back, and stood at attention.

Tan Xiaoyun looked up at him, his gaze was like a torch, and he saluted her as a soldier.

Farewell in troop fashion.

“Okay.” Even though Xiao Liao was in her heart, she still tried her best to smile and saluted seriously.

Qin Yuan said, you have to stay well and be an excellent sniper.

Tan Xiaoyun could clearly feel that when he said this, his eyes were full of envy.

Yes, envy.

Why does such a proud Qin Yuan look at him with envious eyes?

Tan Xiaoyun watched him leave, then secretly stretched out her hand, tracing the outline of his figure with her fingertips in the void.

He was envious of her and had the chance to stay in the army.

What he wants to do, who he wants to be, an identity and a life he loves and dreams of, she is having.

That’s why Qin Yuan hopes that Tan Xiaoyun can cherish it.

So, she found a reason for herself to persevere.

Then treat it as working hard for Qin Yuan’s dream.

She will train hard, and will never give up no matter how hard or difficult she encounters. She only hopes that one day, if she can meet Qin Yuan again, she can proudly say——

Look, I am a female soldier from the Xunshan Army. I have not retired. I performed well during my military service and am a qualified sniper.

If there is such a day, she is looking forward to it, whether he will look at her with appreciation, whether he will be gratified.

People always want to be reborn, seeking a transformation.

She may never get Qin Yuan in her life, even though she knows his name and his city. But the world is so big, after a few years, can she still find him?

What if I found it? He has a beloved girl, and he is just his “comrade in arms”.

One of the comrades.

Tan Xiaoyun’s thoughts have never been clearer than at this moment.

She couldn’t get him, but she could choose another way to make her love more meaningful.

For example, save for him.

Qin Yuan yearns for the army, so she will stay in the army.

Qin Yuan wanted to be an excellent soldier, so she trained hard and won the first place in the competition every time.

His dream was not fulfilled, so she was more shameless, and set up her so-called heroic image to complete it for him.

In this way, she will have a head and a direction to fight every day.

That is a belief called “Qin Yuan”.

Tan Xiaoyun even made up her mind that when she sees Qin Yuan in her lifetime, she must ask him—”Do you think highly of me?”

For such a long time of being strong, he only needs to say the three words “worth it”, and it is worth it.

She shook her head, wiped away her tears, and began to trot.

The team carrying the load ten kilometers ahead was already on their way back, and Tan Xiaoyun clenched her fists to cheer herself up.

Next, no matter how the captain scolds her and punishes her, he must be patient.

Especially not being discharged.

Tan Xiaoyun calmed down and looked ahead with unusual determination.

That is a new starting point, with a new mission and a new goal.

She vowed to go to the end.

That night.

Qin Yuan sat in the departure hall of Luocheng Airport, dozing off with his suitcase on his stomach.

He was going to connect here, but the flight was delayed, saying it would be after three o’clock in the morning.

When I return to Haicheng tomorrow, it will probably be evening.

Qin Yuan didn’t tell his parents that he would go home, and he didn’t have a key with him, so he didn’t know if he could get in or not.

Lu Zhitong was at school, and his parents must have slept at night, so he thought about it and decided to find a hotel to make do with it when he arrived in Haicheng.

The only three hundred yuan in cash in his pocket was stuffed into him by Tan Xiaoyun before he left.

Looks like it’s about to come in handy.

Qin Yuan smiled.

To be honest, I am very grateful to that girl.

He’s not stupid, he can see her feelings for him, but I’m very sorry, he…

Qin Yuan supported his head, and suddenly thought of Yu Man.

The girl didn’t know that she was going back so suddenly, dragging a crippled leg.

Thinking of this, he slowly lowered his eyes.

I can’t find Yu Man yet.

The college entrance examination will be in one week, he is afraid that it will affect her mentality, it will be a lifetime thing.

When the college entrance examination was over, he went to wait outside the examination room.

Yu Man had been waiting for her before, so it was time for a change.