Master’s Secret True Love - Chapter 716
“If these things didn’t happen in these years, if I could really our feelings when I got married for the first time, if I saved you first in the fire… We wouldn’t have come to this stage, and our children would… Be born safely and grow up well…”
Zuo Zhan couldn’t speak or think about it. His muttering voice had a tremor that had never existed before.
He knows and understands some things, but he doesn’t dare to think or face them. From childhood to the day, he is afraid of nothing, but in the face of making a wish, he is timid and afraid again and again, terrified and uneasy, and can’t sleep all night
Because a Li Mengyao thought of everything that had happened to him, he had the impulse to cry.
What makes them today.
What makes her, who has been in love with him for more than ten years, resolutely let go and refused to return.
When she said that she wished heartless, what did she say when she was so affectionate that she was betrayed? Said she was cruel, then she was so soft hearted that she forgave him again and again and was wronged, what do you say?!
There is a saying that no one can really understand a person unless they change into each other’s shoes, walk around and think from her position, but he felt sad when he walked the way she came.
It was also at this moment that Zuo Zhan realized very clearly that he was sorry to make a wish and owed her too much. He couldn’t finish his poor life
Make a wish that the body is held tightly by the left Zhan, and the suffocated breath is accelerated and heavy.
Shut down her brain in minutes.
With only a little awareness, she said with difficulty, “five years old, if the child is still… It’s exactly five years old this year.”
These words hit Zuo Zhan’s heart like a torrent. His heart was torn and his body trembled. He couldn’t say anything except that light sorry.
“Unfortunately, there will never be if in this world.” Wishing side Yan looked at him indifferently. The cold eyes, only one eye, destroyed Zuo Zhan’s mind.
Just like when I broke up for the first time, I made a wish to look at him deeply.
It is also like waking up in countless midnight dreams. This eye is like the deepest nightmare, which haunts him.
“Stop talking.” Zuo Zhan closed his eyes painfully and could only interrupt her.
Wishing also collected his emotions. When he wanted to push him away, he was re shackled by Zuo Zhanyi. He buried his head in her neck and shoulder and said in a dumb voice, “I’m wrong, I can’t be wrong again, and I’m too wrong, but anyway, I can’t lose you again. Wishing, let’s have another child!”
“A child who belongs to you and me…” he murmured in a trembling voice, as if only in this way can he temporarily suppress the pain of tearing like thousands of cuts, as if only in this way can they stabilize their relationship, and she can be his
Wishing but still pushed him away and looked at him with a sad and indifferent look, “I will have children, but I will never be with you.”
After saying this, she expected to see the blood on Zuo Zhan’s face fade.
A feeling of revenge grew in her heart.
Some are useless and some are meaningless and boring.
But thinking of what happened that year, it was impossible to make a wish without half a fire in her heart. It was just as if she was hypocritical and childish. After finding some psychological balance, she turned and pushed the door out of the car.
Zuo Zhan sat in the car and sighed heavily.
When his mood calmed down, he got out of the car and chased him.
He just chose a roadside parking. After making a wish to get off, he walked all the way down the street, thinking of staying in a hotel for one night. Other things will be discussed tomorrow.
She wants to have a good rest now, or the collapsing emotion will swallow her up.
Zuo Zhan strode to catch up with her from behind. It seemed that he guessed what to make a wish. He said straight, “don’t stay in the hotel. I have a house here. Let’s go.”
Wishing stopped.
“I know you’re in a bad mood, so am I. make a wish. I promise I won’t mess around or quarrel with you. We’ll have a rest when we go back, and I won’t disturb you.” As if afraid of her refusal, Zuo Zhan hurriedly promised.
Make a wish. The first two are big at this time.
forget it.
Anyway, you have to stay overnight wherever you go, whether it’s an apartment or a hotel.
Wishing to get on the bus again, Zuo Zhan no longer dared to talk disorderly. They went all the way to his apartment in Qinwang island in silence.
It’s not far from the city center. Because I came in a hurry, I didn’t ask the nanny to clean in advance. The furniture in the room was covered with white cloth and there was some fine dust on the ground.
Zuo Zhan lifted the white cloth on the sofa, shaking off the dust and choking his throat.
He frowned. “It’s not cleaned up here. Let’s change to another place.”
In major cities in China, especially in cities where he often travels, he has real estate in more than one place.
Wishing, she didn’t think so. She dragged her tired legs straight to the guest room and gently waved her hand to show that she didn’t need it.
The guest room was not cleaned, and it was covered with dust.
Wishing didn’t care much. She fell directly on the sofa, raised her head, closed her heavy eyes and rested for a few minutes. She opened her eyes again, more or less refreshed, and went to the bathroom to see if there was hot water.
There is hot water, but there are no toiletries in the bathroom.
When she came out, Zuo Zhan just came in with a pile of things, including clean quilts, blankets, brand-new pajamas and towels. He said, “you use them first, I’ll clean them up right away…”
Before he finished, he glanced at the open bathroom. Zuo Zhan said, “there are toiletries in the master bedroom. I’ll get them.”
In the shortest time, Zuo Zhan prepared all the things he wanted to make a wish, summarized them one by one and put them in place. He cleaned the bathroom again. He put hot water in the bathtub. After everything, he wiped the sweat on his forehead and said to her, “OK, go take a bath and go to bed early.”
Then he went to the living room.
The floor washer made a slight noise.
Young master Zuo loves cleanliness and has a strong habit of cleanliness.
The place where he stays must be neat, clean and meticulous.
It’s just that servants usually clean it. It’s rare to change it to Zuo Shao today. He made a wish without thinking. He took a bath, dried his hair, lay in bed in his pajamas, emptied his thoughts and closed his eyes.
Toss and turn.
The more you want to sleep, the more you can’t sleep.
All the things in her mind are big and small. The mood that she has not been easy to relax these days has also been disturbed. It has become more and more intense, haunting scenes of fire, as if she had taken her back to the fire a few years ago.
The smell of gasoline burning in the air, choking smoke, Li Mengyao’s ferocious face
“Zuo Shao also explained that there is no need to show mercy!”
“It may be a little heavy, but don’t blame me. Ah Zhan asked me to do so!”
……
Wishing suddenly opened her eyes, her forehead was soaked with cold sweat, and she gasped violently.
It was not easy to get rid of the scary dream.
“What’s the matter?”
The sound of opening the door broke in. Zuo Zhan also hurried to her side and looked at her haunted appearance. He took her in his arms with a distressed hug. “Have a nightmare? Don’t be afraid, I’m here.”
He gently patted the wishing back and gently wiped the sweat off her head.
Wishing to look at him expressionless.
Although he didn’t say a word, his eyes had already spoken thousands of words.
Zuo Zhan took a deep breath and shook her hand again. “If you want to lose your temper, don’t bear it. Scold me or hit me. It’s all my fault anyway…”
As soon as the voice fell, a slap had slapped him in the face.
Zuo Zhan crossed his face on the beaten side, and his tongue pressed against his cheek. It didn’t hurt much. It was far worse than the pain of cramping and bone scraping in his heart.
He laughed miserably and took her hand again. “Is it relieved? If not, continue, but don’t hurt your hand…”
With that, he took up his wishing hand and kissed it on his lips.