Mated To The Dark Lord - 33 33. Forgiveness

She joined me to the bed taking both of the nymphs with her. Then she let Sabina get on top of me and touch my temple, while Muriel was behind her giving small kisses to her shoulder. It was like Muriel was giving her the support that she needed.

Then it hit me, the first wave of her sadness. I know that Sabina had the power to absorbs other being’s inner feelings. But I didn’t know that she could release the feeling back onto others.

The desperation, the broken heart, the helplessness, the deep sadness and eventually the unwillingness to live without me. My heart breaks for her and I finally shed a tear.

Shani moved closer to me then kiss my tear away. “I love you my king, always.” She kissed me softly for the longest time. I could feel Sabina getting up, then Muriel joined her. Both of them slowly walked away from the bed, and finally leave us alone.

We were both engulfed with the feelings that we have for each other. I could feel the air was buzzing with a higher density, and it was making our kisses more intense until she finally told me.

“Love me my king, love me hard, abuse my body as you had abuse my feelings. I need you, I need to feel your love…” she was teary and was looking away from me.

And that was when she shattered me, all of my self preservation was gone. I positioned her front to the bed, if I disgust her and made her looked away from me, then I was letting her.

What Sabina shared was way beyond my imagination. Shani did tell me, but I never knew that I was hurting her that bad. That I had made her lose all hope in living, that I had truly abuse her feelings.

I slid my arms under her keeping her close, her body hummed with desire and desperation at the same time. I thrust in her hard, she moaned and took me. Her body was still, but her feelings were sparking and just like the wave it washes over me. It hits me hard with each thrusts which I forced her body to take.

We were moaning and grunting, while I was keeping her body down with mine. She grabbed my hands and clutched them hard with hers. Her shoulders were displayed for my eyes, I was nibbling on her back, pulling her possesively to my kisses like I could never get enough of her.

I grunted and spread her legs wider with my knees, and pull her waists higher and aligned them with my own. There were no words exchanged between us. I was molding her body to my liking, she was taking all of me. Her breathing was rugged, her grips on my hands were thight.

Her wetness accomodate mine when I push deeper inside her, I was groaning harder when she clenched me thighter. She was moaning louder, until she finally climax and shattered in my arms.

I could feel her love and her sadness in one blow. Her legs trembled, but I quickly support her and made her kneel in front of me, while her back rest to my chest.

I was letting her close her eyes, I had never been so distant yet so close at the same time. I could feel her slipping away from me, while I keep on abusing her body to her needs. I wasn’t even thinking about my wants. This was her wants, my eyes were blurry as I feel the grieve and the despair. I was suffocating with her feelings, it was too much until I finally burst and she follows seconds later.

“I’m sorry.” I said, while I was still buried inside her and we both slumped to the bed.

I was spooning her from behind, hugging her tightly in my arms as both of us were trying to find peace in each other.

Until she finally said it.

“I know.”

She eventually turned and faced me. Her fingers comb my hair then tracing it down to my face. She was looking at me when she said.

“I know and I love you. I love you too much to keep staying mad at you…” her hand caressed my jaw lovingly.

“….I forgive you my love, my king, my mate.”

She pulled my face to hers and kissed me sensually slow, I was letting her take control. I was moaning in no time, she was burning the flame again and we kiss for the longest time before we finally make love, while she was looking at me.

We were finally sated an hour later, with me still holding her possesively, and taking her to rest on my chest while I kiss her hair and inhale her scent making her smile at me.

She had forgiven me, I never knew that I would crave for her forgiveness but once she did the feeling was freeing me. The burden was gone, I could almost feel our love again.

*****

“So, how long until we can get back up?”

“I’m finishing up… just six more demons. We still need to know their whereabouts.”

I was still busy kissing her when we were about to do our own activities for the day.

Ranulf had asked me to assist one of his general on the training of his demon warriors. While Shani was going to finish her ritual with Maven.

“So…you’re all better now?” Savaric was by my side when I was about to enter the court.

“Yes, can’t wait to go back up. Are you going to go back up with us? It looked like you’re quite cozy with the succubus.” I asked while teasing him.

I saw him several times already making himself comfortable with Basilea.

“She’s the freaking best, I don’t understand how you could get back to one woman after tasting her. She seriously got me addicted, I seriously think I should cut down on the sex…” he paced his steps joining me to the other side of the court, where Ranulf was already waiting for me.

“…that’s way I’m here, actually trying help you out. Please tell me I can join? You know I could feel her calling for me…”

I laughed at him. I was having a good start of the day, where Shani had finally forgiven me.

“Okay. Come let me introduce you to Ranulf and the rest of the boys…and girls. Yup, there are demon female warrior and they can be more fierce than Basilea. So, I’m warning you now.”

And with that I managed to silence him, but he keeps on following me so I let him be.

The rest of the day went as boring as expected until I felt her. I could feel her pain, I could feel her skin was torn.

What the fuck is happening.

I quickly ran and leave everything behind shouting to Savaric that Shani was in trouble, that she was hurt.

No..no..no..this is not happening.

Not after last night.

Goddamn it!