Meng Shen Love College - V13.Chapter 152
“A lot of times, it takes comparison to understand. “Ggaawwx” he gently, opened his mouth, “if Chen Zihan and Yu Lingling were not together, he would not find his love for Xia Xiaolan.” His words were as plain as if he were talking about other people.
“Hum…” I chuckled, “I think it’s because Chen Zihan lost Xia Xiaolan that he thinks Xia Xiaolan is good.” A lot of times, only lose, will understand cherish. Just like when I lost godfather’s love for me with love forgetting water, I realized that I had him in my heart.
“This reset, I will join the WTO with you again.” He reached out and took my hand on the table. “I won’t make any mistakes. I’ll find you…”
I looked at the hand that held me. It showed Warm gold color in the sun: “if you want to join the world, why reset?” I turned to look at him, his eyes fell quietly on my face, I also looked at him quietly, “anytime.”
“You don’t want those kids.” From his mouth, they are just children.
I laughed: “I love them. Even if the time reset, I will still love them
“They may not love you any more.” He smiles, his lips lightly raised, but his eyes are bright. “Time reset, they will forget everything like me, or be fascinated by the woman in front of them…”
“Is that true?” I asked, “in the world after world you reset, have they ever fallen in love with someone else?”
He was slightly stunned, I do not know where the confidence, but, in this life, their character, I do not know before the world, they will, as he said, fall in love with others.
He fell into deep thinking, more like memories, with a confused look on his face and a little puzzled in his eyes.
“Isn’t it?” I turned to look at him, he slightly frowned, pursed his lips and nodded.
“Oh…” I laughed, laughing and crying, Chen they did not look for me, but they never loved others, and in this life when they met me, they fell in love with me.
And he kept saying that the world came to me, but the world loved other women. Until this life, when he met me, he was still with others first.
“Why?” Instead, he asked me, “yes, why?”
He became puzzled, I pulled back my hand from his hands, but he twisted his eyebrows: “next life, I only wait for you.” He looked at me seriously, deep in the eyes of my persistent affection.
I put away the two spirits he gave me: “wait for the next life, and then I’ll slap myself in the face!” I stood up, he immediately took my hand: “Xiao Lan, have you ever liked me?”
“Of course!” I turned to look at him. The first love in my heart is naturally different. It’s the deepest feeling in my heart. Even if I have healed, there will be no waves when I finally see Chen Zihan. But when he says he loves me, how can the seal of my heart not be broken? Too much pain overflowed from the bottom of my heart, “Zihan, I have been in love with you for three years. I know that you will not love me. When you are with Yu Lingling, you will not worry about my feelings. However, I am really hurt and painful. I can’t tell anyone about this kind of pain. I can only bury it in the bottom of my heart. That’s why I left you. You should have let me go, but why do you have to admit it You find that you like me instead of Yu Lingling! Do you know that’s the biggest harm to me! ” At this moment, he and I are not the eye of heaven and the East emperor, nor Xia Xiaolan and the East emperor, but the dialogue between Xia Xiaolan and Chen Zihan.
“Sorry…” He slightly side down face, “you know I have been surrounded by girls, I have been used to girls like me, also used to girls together, I don’t know what love is. I didn’t like being with Yu Lingling, but she said that she wanted to have a try with me. I didn’t realize the importance of you to me at that time. Just try it. I didn’t start to miss you day and night until you were no longer with me. I thought it was just the miss of my friends at that time, but when I found that I was kissing Yu Lingling, only you were in my mind, and I understood what I really like. Xiao Lan He raised his eyes to see me, and then restored the peace of the true God. “I don’t know love, but after this life, I know love. Chen Zihan should thank Yu Lingling. Without her, he would never know his heart.”
“Why, do you want to make her a God?” I sneer.
He immediately got up and sank his face: “she’s at your disposal. When the time is reset, I can erase her directly.” His voice was so cold that they did not blink when he wiped out Nuwa, let alone a mere mortal.
Yu Lingling taught him how to recognize love, but then it was ruthlessly erased by him. He erased Yu Lingling not because I was jealous, but because of himself. He felt that Yu Lingling had become a gap between me and him, so he wanted to erase it, just like a man in the world who has done something wrong and just wanted to avoid erasing it. But we women know that the gap can never be erased.
I suddenly realized that the Eastern Emperor didn’t know love, but he didn’t grow up, he didn’t mature, and he could grow up comfortably in the protection of ancient times. Thinking about it, he knew that he must be comfortable, prosperous and surrounded by beautiful women. He didn’t experience setbacks or pain. How can he know what love is? Even if he reincarnates from generation to generation and does not experience wind and rain, he still has nothing to grow up.In this life, he has grown up a little, but I can see that he still doesn’t know love. Now he is like a simple boy from a rich family, looking forward to a carefree life with his favorite people, watching sunrise in the morning and sunset in the evening.
Chan wants to enter the world, is to know where the mortals hope. At the moment, I think it’s the Eastern Emperor who needs to join the WTO, and he needs to go through a lot of hardships.
Maybe I can reset time and space
“Yu Lingling is up to you.” I pulled back my hand, his eyes were cold, I continued to look at him, “I’m going to participate in the election of the LORD God, before the time reset, this world is mine!” My eyes are burning.
He laughed: “OK, have a good time. I will go to see your God’s election. I won’t miss it His eyes are as soft as they were thousands of years ago.
He raised his hand and stroked my face: “little eye…” He called softly, and his vision gradually deepened. He slowly fell down on his face, hot palms inserted into my ears, and I slightly side my face and stepped back: “I can’t do it in this life.”
“Are you still mad at me?” He withdrew his hand.
“Yes.”
“Well, love again in the afterlife.” He let me go, and gradually disappeared in front of me. For the gods, life after life is just a white horse. Just like today and tomorrow, he found me life after life, and he didn’t care about waiting for me any more, because, I admit, I like him.