Mountain and River Pillow - v2 Chapter 152

      Gu Chusheng saw her doubts and explained: “I met your father-in-law’s father before. He asked me to find you and ask you how you are. Now you are the only woman to see you…”

    Gu Chusheng pursed his lips, but Chen Jiuer reacted. She blushed and lowered her head: “There really is no one else at home.”

    Gu Chusheng didn’t speak. After a while, he sighed and said, “I understand, you go down first, I’ll let you go down and rest.”

    Speaking, Gu Chusheng turned his head and said to Chu Yu: “Nowadays there are so many things to do…”

    “It’s okay,” Chu Yu waved, “I’ll help.”

    Quanyong is indeed understaffed, and there are more patients than healthy people. Chu Yu followed Gu Chusheng to fight for Wei Qingping. At midnight, the two returned to the government office.

    Wei Qingping fell asleep. After Gu Chusheng went to wash up, he went to see Chen Jiuer.

    It was midnight now, and it was not appropriate for Gu Chusheng to see Chen Jiu’er, but Chu Yu just didn’t sleep, so he took him to see Chen Jiu’er. Gu Chusheng listened to Chen Jiu’er talking about what happened at home, and his heart sank one by one. After listening to Chen Jiu’er’s words, he sighed and said, “Since there is no one at home, I will not reply to the old man.”

    Hope with hope is better than despair from a white-haired person to a black-haired person.

    Chen Jiuer pursed her lips, and after Gu Chusheng comforted Chen Jiuer, she stood up and led Chu Yu out.

    However, after a few steps, Gu Chusheng heard Chen Jiu’er say behind him: “Master Gu!”

    Gu Chusheng stopped, turned around, and saw Chen Jiu’er looking at him with tears: “Master Gu, can you be a concubine and say a few words to Master Gu in private?”

    Gu Chusheng hesitated for a moment, then looked up at Chu Yu, and Chu Yu took the initiative to walk away, leaving the two of them in the room.

    Chen Jiuer looked at Gu Chusheng and picked up the child in her arms: “Master Gu, my concubine has a ruthless request.”

    Gu Chusheng frowned and saw Chen Jiu’er lift the child up: “My concubine knows that adults are benevolent and righteous, this child is the only blood of the Li family.

    “You want me to adopt this child?”

    Gu Chusheng frowned tightly, Chen Jiuer hesitated for a moment, and finally said: “I hope the adults will agree!”

    “Absurd!”

    Gu Chusheng shouted: “As a mother, you are still alive, where is the reason for sending your children out?”

    Speaking, Gu Chusheng turned around and planned to go out, Chen Jiuer stood up and said tremblingly: “Master Gu means, because this child has a mother, so don’t you? ?”

    “You are his mother,” Gu Chusheng looked at her seriously: “His lunch is your responsibility. But don’t worry,” Gu Chusheng looked at the trembling woman and slowed down: “I I will send someone to send Baiyin with you, you go back with him, bring back Uncle Li, and live a good life.”

    “What if he doesn’t have a mother?”

    Chen Jiuer stubbornly said, Gu Chusheng frowned: “What the **** are you asking?”

    “If I have an accident one day,” Chen Jiu’er calmed down, she stared at Gu Chusheng, and said calmly: “Then, can Master Gu take this child?”

    Gu Chusheng looked at Chen Jiu’er, he thought, Chen Jiu’er is a woman, wandering in troubled times, she just wanted to ask her children for support.

    So he nodded and said, “Yes.”

    Chen Jiu’er breathed a sigh of relief, she bowed down, hugged the child, knelt on the ground, and seriously said to Gu Chusheng, thank you.

    Gu Chusheng turned around and left, and when he walked to the corridor, he saw Chu Yu holding a sword waiting for him. The two walked out of the yard together, and Gu Chusheng insisted on sending Chu Yu back to the room.

    “What did she tell you?”

    Chu Yu is also used to Gu Chusheng’s demeanor, and chatting casually after finding a topic, Gu Chusheng felt a little uneasy, he said slowly: “She asked me if I could take it in…”

    Before he finished speaking, Gu Chu suddenly reacted and shouted: “Not good!”

    Then rushed towards Chen Jiu’er’s room, Chu Yu was stunned, and then chased back.

    Just after returning to the yard, the two heard the baby’s cry, Gu Chusheng rushed in front, kicked the door open, and then saw blood spread all over the place, the woman He fell in a pool of blood, with a sharp blade in his chest.

    The child was beside her, he seemed to have sensed something, and he was crying.

    Gu Chusheng rushed over and took out the medicine and gauze from his sleeves. He has been extremely proficient in these first aids recently. Chu Yu turned to find Wei Qingping. Gu Chusheng was in the room and sprinkled on Chen Jiuer. The medicine, pressing the bleeding spot, panicked.

    Chen Jiu’er smiled hard: “Sir…”

    She said, “This child has no name yet…you…take good care of…”

    “You are his mother!” Gu Chusheng roared: “How can there be a mother like you!”

    Tears slowly flowed from Chen Jiu’er’s eyes, she smiled with difficulty: “Sir,” her voice was as light as duckweed: “The suffering of the untouchables, the nobles know?”

    “One life,” she gasped, blood rushing frantically, rushing out from Gu Chusheng’s fingers, Gu Chusheng was shaking, he listened to her and said: “Change my son… half life is safe …and worth it.”

    “Sir,” her eyes slowly darkened: “This big Chu… when will… be stable?”

    After asking this sentence, her whole body seems to be accompanied by this question, slowly withering.

    Gu Chusheng gritted his teeth and kept his hand on her wound, trying to stop the bleeding. His whole body was trembling, and the child was beside him, as if knowing his mother’s departure, he kept crying.

    When Wei Qingping followed Chu Yu into the room, Chen Jiu’er had no heartbeat.

    Gu Chusheng knelt on the spot, he still maintained the posture of saving people, Wei Qingping rushed to the side of the body, and after a quick inspection, his expression sank.

    After a moment, she shook her head and stood up.

    She stood up, and seeing that Gu Chusheng hadn’t moved, she said, “Master Gu, the person is gone, let’s go.”

    Gu Chusheng still didn’t move, Chu Yu stepped forward, held the child in her arms, and patted his shoulder: “Get up.”

    Gu Chusheng only reacted a little when he heard Chu Yu’s words. It seemed that he came to his senses and stood up blankly.

    His hands were still stained with blood, and he stumbled. Seeing that his situation was not right, Chu Yu quickly followed.

    She followed the child to Gu Chusheng’s house. He first ordered someone to prepare a bowl of soothing soup for Gu Chusheng, and then carried the child and walked into Gu Chusheng’s room.

    Gu Chusheng didn’t close the door, he sat beside his bed, wrapped himself with blood-stained hands, and stared blankly at the moonlight pouring in.

    “Actually I should have known.”

    Chu Yu patted the child and came in, and heard Gu Chusheng’s voice: “I should have thought about why she asked me those words. I should have understood long ago that she suffered so much, her The world is much more difficult than I imagined.”

    “She is a woman with a child. It’s too difficult to live on.”

    Chu Yu came to Gu Chusheng with her child in her arms, sat down, and listened to him: “She can’t survive. Even with my help, how many years can I help her? I’m not in her. Next, maybe soon, I don’t remember this person.”

    “Chu Sheng,” Chu Yu sighed, “I can’t blame you.”

    No one thought this woman would have such a plan.

     “She felt in her heart that if I didn’t help her, neither she nor this child would survive. So she must force me to have this child.”

    “But why does she live so desperately?”

    Gu Chusheng slowly turned his eyes and looked at Chu Yu: “Why, I, the people of Chu, feel that my life is like an ant. If there is no one to save me, I can’t live?”

    “Chu…”

    Chu Yu was stunned by the tears in Gu Chusheng’s eyes, he looked at her, trembling, and said hoarsely: “She asked me when will Da Chu be stable? , I have asked for two lifetimes in this life…”

    “Why is Da Chu unstable?” Gu Chusheng stood up, stooped, staring at Chu Yu, his teeth chattering slightly: “My Da Chu has the most expansive land, the most heroic son, the most Why are the hardworking people uneasy? Because of the hearts of the people…”

    He raised his hand, put it on his chest, and shouted angrily: “Because Zhao Yue is a thief! Because Emperor Chunde is an idiot! Because Yao Yong is a thief who is dedicated to himself !because I…”

    He slowly closed his eyes, and said with difficulty: “Because I…weak and incompetent.”

    “Chu Sheng,” Chu Yu patted the baby’s back and said slowly, “Don’t put a country on your shoulders alone.”

    “I’ve been watching people die every day lately.”

    Gu Chusheng’s voice choked: “I watch them die in front of me every day. I try to save everyone, but I can’t save anyone. I can’t control life and death, and I can’t stop natural disasters, just like There’s nothing I can do about man-made disasters.”

    Tears rolled out, Gu Chusheng closed his eyes: “I eat the food of the common people, wear the clothes of the common people, and serve as a cabinet scholar, but I have nothing to do.”

    “Ayu…” He slowly knelt down on the ground, hunched over his body, raised his hands to cover his face, tears still fell on his hands, and the blood melted: “I can’t help .”

    In his two lifetimes, what he loves is hard to find; for the country, what he protects is hard.

    He watched everything he wanted lost, left, destroyed, collapsed, but there was nothing he could do.

    He felt countless suppressed emotions in all of this, rushing out in front of this woman, he knelt down in front of her and howled.

    Chu Yu listened to his cry quietly, she looked at the moonlight, she felt that the cry was like a long river, it would wash the person around him little by little this night.

     Her voice was calm and calm: “You will be a father in the future.”

    When Gu Chusheng heard this, he slowly raised his head and looked at the child in Chu Yu’s arms.

    The child slept soundly, and Chu Yu handed the child to Gu Chusheng. Gu Chusheng took the child and looked down at it.

      Gu Chusheng, you actually do a lot, don’t you?”

    “The Great Chu will settle down.”

    Gu Chusheng raised his head, saw Chu Yu’s eyes, and listened to her earnestly: “In this lifetime, I, Wei Yun, my brother, Song Shilan, Wei Qingping… and many others.”

    She said in a steady voice: “Let’s work together.”

    Gu Chusheng didn’t speak. After a long time, he smiled slowly.

    “Good.”

    He said hoarsely with tears in his eyes: “We are together.”

    In his last life, he could not be side by side with her.

    In this lifetime, he is content to stand together.