Mr. Si, your wife is running away again! - Chapter 538
After leaving the ward of the North South Division, Xu Qianyue called Gu nianxue.
“Nianxue, I want to talk to you.”
Gu nianxue didn’t want to talk with him, but she was afraid that Xu Qianyue might misunderstand her decision, so she agreed.
It’s not far from the balcony, so they chose the place to talk.
Standing on the balcony, Xu Qianyue said in a soft voice: “nianxue, thank you.”
Take care of snow to come over immediately, the meaning of his this sentence.
Because I don’t want to let Xu Qianyue misunderstand, and I don’t want to give him expectations that he shouldn’t have, Gu nianxue immediately explained, “senior, don’t misunderstand me.”
Looking into his eyes, Gu nianxue was determined to make it clear: “the choice I made yesterday is not based on emotion, but on reason.”
“Because I can’t owe you anything more, you have your own family, you have your own children, so I can’t let you get hurt because of my choice.”
Xu Qianyue was stunned and then laughed bitterly.
In fact, I’m thinking about the relationship between snow and him.
If she can be cruel and speak more frankly, it may become that she and Si Beinan are family members, and you Xu Qianyue are just an outsider. I don’t want to owe you anything, and I don’t want to have any disputes with you, so I chose you.
In fact, these words, even if Gu nianxue did not say, Xu Qianyue heard Gu nianxue’s answer yesterday, he had a kind of guess in his heart.
But he couldn’t believe it. He chose to cheat himself.
He told himself that maybe, maybe he was still in snow’s heart.
But now, care for snow to open the words.
It’s windy on the balcony. It’s warm in summer.
Xu Qianyue felt that his heart was cut open. The warm air came in, but it was cold inside.
It’s freezing to the bone.
“Nianxue, you Are you in love with Sinan? ” Xu Qianyue asked very hard.
When Gu nianxue heard this, she neither admitted nor denied it.
After thinking for a while, she finally told Xu Qianyue, “I don’t know. I can’t answer this question.”
“I used to think Si Beinan was very hateful. I hated him very much, but now I think he was very good. He accompanied me to the funeral. Gu Zhendong sent me to study design and helped me set up Fermina. He was always resented and angry by me, but he never did anything to hurt me. Including this time, Mingming was hurt by me, but still ran back to save me in the fire. Even though Mingming could avoid the danger, he almost lost his life in order to save me. ”
“I admit I appreciate him.”
“Is gratitude love?” Xu Qianyue asked, and then said: “nianxue, if I am not sent away, I know you are in it, I will go in and save you, and I can fight for you!”
“No, senior, it’s different.” Gu nianxue shook her head.
Then, she explained the difference with Xu Qianyue: “if something happens to Si Beinan because of me, even if I don’t love him now, I am willing to take care of him all my life in addition to being grateful.”
“But if you get hurt because of me, I will be grateful to you, but at the same time, my heart will be heavy. Because the object you are desperate for is not me, and the person who can take care of you for a lifetime will not be me. ”
At this point, take care of snow look serious, tone sincerely said: “so, senior, please don’t waste your time on me. I’m not the right person. What you need to do now is to treat your wife well, cherish your family well and shoulder your responsibilities as husband and father. ”
Xu Qianyue grasped the railing, hung his eyes and asked in a dumb voice, “what about you? Take care of snow, what do you do? After I become a qualified husband and a qualified father, will you still want me? Do you still want me? ”
“Senior, we should all look forward.” Take care of snow to smile.
She didn’t seem to give Xu Qianyue an answer, but she did.
She won’t take it anymore.
The heart of thinking about snow is no longer on him.
Xu Qianyue hung his head. For a long time, he suddenly covered his face.
A whimper from the wind makes the snow suddenly look up.
She moved her lips. After all, she didn’t say anything comforting.
Well, there’s no need to say more.
Take care of snow quietly with Xu Qianyue, she thought, this time, he should be able to completely put it down.
At the door of the balcony, Meng Dongye pulls Zheng Yan away.
When he got to the right place, Meng Dongye looked at Zheng Yan, who was in a low mood, and deliberately asked, “do you still have the habit of eavesdropping on others?”
“I didn’t!” Zheng Yan immediately raised her head and glared at him, “don’t you follow me here to listen!”
But this state didn’t last long. She was like a leaking balloon and shriveled again.Zheng Yan didn’t want to eavesdrop. She just wanted to run to the hospital to find Gu nianxue. Who knows, she didn’t find anyone in the ward, but she saw her with Xu Qianyue on the balcony.
Although she didn’t understand what she said, she knew it was about feelings, and it was unexpectedly heavy.
She used to say that she didn’t like to mess with men and women, but now she doesn’t know if she can use this definition to care about snow.
Isn’t Gu nianxue married Si Beinan? Why talk with Xu Qianyue again?
Why did she say she didn’t know whether she liked Sinan? Isn’t that strange?
Zheng Yan fidgetily scratched her hair and asked Meng Dongye: “do you adults have such complicated feelings?”
Meng Dongye thought about it and nodded: “it’s far more complicated.”
“For example?”
“For example, there are many helpless feelings and many regrets. Of course, the most important thing is that there can be many more times.”
Meng Dongye bared his teeth with a smile, “for example, the old man in my family, his wife now is not my real mother. My real mother died long ago. Behind him, he found a little spice girl who was 18 years younger than him and almost as old as me to be my stepmother.”
Zheng Yan heard that the whole person was shocked. She couldn’t believe it and asked, “can it be like this? Why did you let that woman in? Don’t you hate your father? ”
Meng Dongye gave her a strange look and asked, “why should I stop it? Why hate him? ”
“My mother has been dead for so many years. Isn’t it normal for him to marry a second wife? What’s more, he didn’t abuse me, he didn’t treat me badly, and his feelings are his business. Although I am his son, what right do I have to interfere? Everyone is an independent individual, and everyone has his own life. ” Meng Dongye is very open-minded in this respect.
He doesn’t know much about Zheng Yan’s family. He only knows that she has conflicts with her father, and he doesn’t want to educate her, but the invisible is the most fatal.
Zheng Yan felt that her thoughts had been impacted by Meng Dongye’s views.