Muted - Chapter 37

Yi Tian stayed in the hospital for three days, but was pushed home by his mother when he was about to be discharged.

I ate dinner in the evening and drank the soup that his mother had cooked for him. He was about to say goodbye, but her mother stepped forward first: “Don’t go back and live here for a few days to raise your stomach.”

Yi Tian froze and was about to speak, and his dad also said, “Let the work go first. You can do it at home if you have something.”

Yi Tian’s dad would not stay with him easily. Even this time he opened his mouth. Yi Tian couldn’t refuse.

He walked up the balcony a little irritably, and called Su Wenyang to extend the time to go back. After that, he asked Mu Ran again, and Su Wenyang replied there: “Mr. Mu is fine. Ms. Xu Ran will come over these days, and his medicine has not stopped.”

Yi Tian made a noise, didn’t talk anymore, but didn’t hang up.

Su Wenyang heard that there was no voice here and shouted in doubt: “Yi Shao”

“He …” Yi Tian hesitated for a while, but frowned before he said, “That’s it.” The phone dropped as soon as the voice fell.

All these days, Mu Ran never asked him.

His number was known to Mu Ran, and he had a phone call at home, but he never called it. Even his fox friends and dog friends would call to gloat. This person who had been extremely worried because of his little injuries and pains did not even have a polite greeting.

Yi Tian dialed the number at home, but he couldn’t hold down the call button. After a while, he closed the interface and took back the mobile phone.

At noon the next day, Liao Fei called and said that Xu Ran would take Mu Ran out and asked if he could agree. Yi Tian refused without hesitation, and within a few minutes his phone rang again, but this time it was Xu Ran.

Yi Tiancai was connected and crackled over there: “What do you mean by keeping him at home everyday? He is a prisoner. Why do you restrict his freedom?”

“His condition is not suitable for going out.” Yi Tian still explained.

“He is more unsuitable for being kept in the house! Do you know that it is easy for him to stay alone like this? The people you find look at him like a prisoner, not even a person talking to him!”

Yi Tian frowned, and half a moment finally let out. “Okay, but someone must follow you.”

Xu Ran knew that this was Yi Tian’s biggest concession, and he no longer tangled with him and hung up the phone.

Xu Ran took Mu Ran into the car, followed by Liao Fei. Xu Ran looked at the rearview mirror and frowned. “It’s really annoying.”

Mu Ran looked at her and asked a little embarrassedly, “Sister Xu Ran, will it be too much trouble?”

Xu Ran gave him a white look. “You are so careful with me again that I am angry.” In the days when Yi Tian was not at home, she came here every day, mainly to help Mu Ran stabilize his mood and avoid his illness from repeating. Mu Ran now thinks and speaks a lot clearer, that is, there is something wrong, and he is very careful about everyone, always worried that he will cause trouble for others. Xu Ran knew that this would be the case if he was too inferior, but he couldn’t wait for it. He could only take it slowly.

Mu Ran smiled to see that she wasn’t talking. Xu Ran was so out of temper that she had to smile at him, and then asked with a smile, “Where is it good or I’ll take you to eat something delicious”

Mu Ran shook his head, his mouth smiled slightly, “Sister Xu Ran, I want to see my mother …”

Xu Ran hesitated and turned to look at him. Mu Ran smiled again at her, “You can rest assured that I can control my emotions.”

Xu Ran retracted her gaze and stared straight ahead. “I cannot reasonably agree with you. You are still unstable and cannot be stimulated anymore.”

“But,” Xu Ran turned the steering wheel and turned on the road to the suburbs. “It wouldn’t be good to keep the wound covered. Mu Ran, don’t let me down.”

Mu Ran lowered his head and slowly clenched his fists. He nodded for a while, then said softly, “OK.”

When the car arrived at the cemetery, the cemetery could not enter, and it had to stop at the door. Xu Ran and Mu Ran got out of the car, and Liao Fei got out of the car. Xu Ran asked Mu Ran to wait for him in the same place, walked in front of Liao Fei, and said with a cold voice: “I promise he will be fine, and he will definitely bring him out. Please give him some respect and some respect for the dead.

Liao Fei was silent for a long while, and finally nodded and stopped. Xu Ran then turned around and entered the cemetery with Mu Ran.

About a few meters away from the tombstone, Mu Ran’s body shook a bit, Xu Ran whispered softly: “Mur Ran, if you have to turn her into a wound to punish yourself, then the warmth and love she gave you It was given in vain. “Mu Ranhong said nothing, Xu Ran patted his back,” Go. “

Xu Ran stopped and Mu Ran slowly walked over.

The monument was still very clean. It seemed that time was going backwards. When he came back last time, he sat here peacefully for an afternoon.

In fact, long before that, when he woke up from that wonderful dream, he never thought of living. He didn’t expect to be rescued and didn’t know how to face the world. It was also from then on that he began to hallucinate.

Regardless of whether he opened his eyes and closed his eyes, or whether he was sober and confused, there seemed to be countless pairs of accusing or hating eyes staring at him, and all kinds of blame and abuse sounded in his ears. It was obvious that he was alone in the room, and he could hear a cry.

He knew that something had gone wrong, and Yi Tian called the people who guarded him to look at him with strange fear.

He lay in bed with his eyes closed every day, and couldn’t sleep all night and all night, sometimes he didn’t know if he was still alive. He didn’t know who to ask for help, and his childhood experience told him that asking for help would only give him a cold and disgusting look, so he put up with it, but later he was really unbearable, and then he chose to commit suicide.

Yi Tian said he was pretending to be poor, and he did not explain. Anyway, what he said, nobody wanted to listen, and nobody believed.

“I’m sorry.” After a while, Mu Ran looked at the picture on the tombstone and said the first sentence.

Eye circles were already red, and he smiled without letting tears fall. “If you are still, if you can talk, you will tell me,” It doesn’t matter. “

“Even if you know the result, if you let me choose one more time, you will still carry me home.” Mu Ran smiled. “Whether I am crazy or not, others like me or not, you will not leave me.”

“Because …” His voice was choked, “I’m the only one who hurt you like this because I’m too incompetent.” If he worked harder, he tried to get rid of his deep-rooted inferiority, worked hard, and got along with others. Can save some more money and have a few true friends. How could it be so isolated and helpless? If he can truly behave and have a clear conscience, how could Yi Tian and his friends be in trouble everywhere?

Mu Ran thought about what Xu Ran had said to him, raised his shaking hand to cover his eyes, and tears flowed from his palm. He cried and promised: “I will heal well and live well in the future. I will no longer live up to myself, but also Live up to you. “

It’s too easy to die, too difficult to face reality.

When I recall the past, there seems to be nothing left to support my memories. However, even in order to continue this person’s life, in order to remember the stubborn and stupid love she gave her, she must live well.

The cemetery is very quiet. Xu Ran heard every word Mu Ran said clearly. She looked at the person standing in front of the tombstone and raising her hands to cover her eyes and crying like a child. She sniffed and blinked. Wetness looked away.

She has lived to this day and heard too many beautiful and touching vows, but Mu Ran’s words were the only thing that made her want to cry.