My Dear Mr Mo - Chapter 911
Mo Yunqian was silent for a long time, he suddenly did not know how to face this matter, although he thought a lot, but really met, but did not know how to do.
I pushed Mo Yunqian away and looked at him with red eyes: “if you still want me to be the same as before, I’m sorry I can’t do it!”
Seeing me say so, a trace of pain flashed in Mo Yunqian’s eyes: “Wen ran, no matter what, your body is not good, you go back to the hospital with me first, OK?”
I cold face looked at him: “I still used to use my previous name, don’t call me wenran, I’m not wenran.”
I’m against the name now.
I was so ignorant that I married Mo Yunqian after I lost my memory!
However, many people around me know the truth, but they only hide from me. My father is, Wenya is, Lin Chen is, in the United States is, Lin Boyuan is, and Zhen Yong’an is also hiding from me, even my own child, Sihan.
It’s not that I don’t know. All of them are hiding from me for my good. But when I recover my memory, how can I feel about all kinds of things about me and Mo Yunqian?
Can I accept the present life and forget the past completely?
I am not a wooden man, I have a heart, and now my heart is covered with another shadow, that shadow is brought to me by Chen Yuhai, which I have never experienced in my life, and he let me really see what is real fear.
“You know, when I was tortured by Chen Yuhai, I was full of satisfaction and hoped that you would appear immediately, but you didn’t, really Mo Yunqian, I didn’t blame you, just because I suffered all that, I realized one thing, I should not rely on you, nor should I rely on any one person. If I had been strong from the beginning, I would be strong I won’t feel sad because Sihan went to see coco and didn’t feel sad and come out alone! If I had been strong enough, I might not have suffered what I have been through today. ”
Chen Yuhai is really terrible. I’m even ashamed of what I said to Chu Xinlan. What qualifications do I have to persuade her? If it’s me, I’m not as good as her. She can endure torture for a long time around Chen Yuhai, and she will commit suicide if she is forced too much. However, it is only the first time that I am abused by Chen Yuhai, I can’t bear it, and I can’t wait for Mo Yunqian to come When I was rescued, the only thing I wanted to do was commit suicide, but at that time Chen Yuhai didn’t give me a chance.
That experience is so unforgettable that I think of that scene, I will be from the soul of fear.
“Wei Ran, I I… ” Mo Yunqian tried to stop, but he only said, “I’m sorry.”
This sorry and I really installed too much pain.
How many decades does life have? Mo Yunqian and I are both ten years old, but looking back on the past, it is full of devastation.
He is too hateful, time and again to retain me, want me to come back to his side, but every time he gave up me, he gave up my first.
“Yunqian.” I tried to control my emotions, sniffed and calmed as much as possible.
“I don’t know how to face you now. Since these days, you have given me the greatest love and tenderness. I know all these things. But Yun Qian, if we don’t have those bad memories, I think I will bite you in my whole life, but those memories are too heavy for me, and they flood into my mind It makes me miserable
“Yunqian, let’s leave for a while. During this time, please take good care of Sihan. When my mood calms down, I will come back to pick him up, and I will give you an explanation.”
When Mo Yunqian heard my words, he was really flustered.
He held me in his arms tightly in front of him: “no, Wei Ran, we don’t want to separate again, OK, we finally came to this day, I really can’t do without you.”
His voice is a little hoarse, I can even hear his heavy breath, he was afraid of what he had been afraid of, finally came.
Tears fall from the corner of my eyes again.
I began to push Mo Yunqian, but he held me hard.
“Weiran, don’t push me away. I really understand. I understand how wrong I have been. After you left for two years, I have been suffering for two years. I never thought that one day I would be able to recover, but I just have you again. At that time, I thought that maybe we are destined to be predestined, and we are inseparable Yes. But now I know that the reality is that you may leave me at any time. Maybe this period of time is really my own force to come, but after all, it is forced to come. ”
When he said this, he bit his lips tightly. Finally, he said, “Wei Ran, can you give me a last chance? Just for the last chance, I won’t miss it again. I won’t do stupid things again
I find it ironic to hear what he said.
“Mo Yunqian, do you know how many times you said the same thing? You once said to give you the last chance, but I gave it, but you didn’t cherish it. There are never many last opportunities in this world. The last one is the last. Where can there be a future? “”I’m in a mess now, because those memories suddenly pour into my mind. What you said to me seems to be repeating in my ears again and again. Mo Yunqian, how can I accept you peacefully? Yes, I admit that you have been very kind to me during this period of time. You have done your duty as a husband. But this is also after we have wasted ten years with each other. How can I believe that with the latter half of my body by your side, I can always be so happy? ”
Mo Yunqian hastily said: “I can, for you, I can do anything. If you don’t believe me, I can give you anything!”
I shook my head playfully: “I believe what you say now, but in the future, in case you regret later, what should I do? What’s more, we’d better separate and calm down for a period of time. Do you know, Chen Yuhai made me understand what the real fear is, and he made me understand that my biggest mistake was to rely on you too much. I should have been a strong man, but since I love you, I have become weak and timid. ”
If there was no dependence, love might not let me be with him at all. I would rather live alone with Sihan than have anything to do with him.