My Family Is Very Odd? - Chapter 72
1//it
“Ugly!”
A child passed by it, naively and maliciously speaking.
It turned its head too far.
These three words filled its entire embarrassing and short life, never seen, meaningless.
Being laughed at, squeezed out, and not understood, it was hard to get a plastic surgery by myself, and only when I dared to raise my head, he was smashed by a joke.
It looked at the child faintly. He was very young. It seemed that he had just said naughty words without a word, his tone was rampant and unburdened.
The same, they are all the same.
[Just kidding, the nickname among classmates, why are you so serious! ]
[She is so hypocritical! Oh, that’s too much, just to talk about it. ]
…
[I’m just joking, I never thought you would fall so easily! Is your surgery bad? If someone else falls and is okay, you will have an accident! ]
[It’s the reason you had the operation! This is because the nose has become fragile. Can’t blame me! Really, why don’t you want to go for plastic surgery? It may be a problem with the hospital! ]
[Go to the hospital! Your nose is a problem in the hospital, don’t find me! I will not be responsible! Don’t think of mistaken me! ]
It thought, its eyes darkened.
It’s just a joke, ugly, yellow and big nose are jokes, and pushing is also a joke. It’s not a squeeze or an accident, it’s just a joke.
It stared at the child firmly, thinking to himself, it was all the same. They are all the same.
But it is no longer the cowardly self who only dared to cry. There is only hatred in it.
Soon, it will let the child know the cost of joking.
Just like it did before. It looked at the child running around coldly, like a dead body.
“That… hello.”
“…” It lowered its head indifferently and looked at the girl under his chin mechanically.
The girl is very small, her skin is very white, but she is different from her own white, with a slight pink. It is a human being, but a human being entangled by a ghost, it feels the same kind of breath around her.
Humans who are entangled by ghosts, especially children, rarely have a good end. But what does this have to do with it? It thought blankly.
The face of the dead man is probably not very beautiful, because no one can look straight into his eyes for more than ten seconds.
“This… for my sister.” The girl raised her hand under her eyes, and slowly spread her small, fleshy palm towards it.
On the fleshy round palm lies a petal-shaped sugar.
This is the first time someone handed candy to a ghost.
“Sister is very beautiful, don’t listen to him.” The girl’s peach-like round and pink face opened a lovely smile.
Then it heard the second and first time, someone said to it that she was pretty.
It doesn’t understand, beautiful? It looked at her weirdly, not taking the candy.
Although its face is not the horrible look of just dead, it is its original face, but it is by no means beautiful, because it is the face with the big, collapsed nose that caused it to be nicknamed.
But looking at the child’s eyes, it’s not as serious as lying.
Is your vision problematic? It thought. It was suddenly curious, and wanted to ask her where she thought she was pretty?
“That… don’t you like it?” Because it didn’t take the candy, the girl’s smile became cramped.
Magically, it seemed to feel the girl’s frustration.
It’s amazing, not hate, not afraid, but depressed? Depressed because of not taking her candy?
Suddenly, it looked down at the sugar and thought uncertainly, could it be regarded as a human being?
Is it to comfort it?
“…” He stretched out his hand hesitantly, carefully avoided the energetic flesh of the human girl, and pinched the lollipop in her hand.
2//dirty
Old-school father and mother standing together, school, ridiculed, excluded, lying on the operating table, finishing the nose, being pushed down the stairs, hitting the sharp corner of the stairs, facing The picture scrolling down to the lowest level, the picture lying in the hospital bed, the crashing quilt smashed the mirror, but the tools in the quilt and the broken glass bounced back to the second injury picture, the red hand holding the white skirt corner, And on a rainy day, with despair and hatred, jumping down towards the icy surface of the river.
Then there are the scenes of revenge in the form of evil spirits, and the scenes after meeting a little human girl one day.
The girl gave a picture of a woman in a white dress with candy, a picture of a woman following a girl, a picture of a woman secretly blowing her under the wind, a picture of a girl not getting potato chips, a picture of a woman and a girl facing the hill, a picture of a woman and a girl saying goodbye and Finally turned into a picture of light chips.
Many pictures of many memories gush out from the fragments eaten in. Then, because of the mixture of distracting thoughts in the world, I only know that it is constantly condensing, without any perception, and meaningless thoughts. The filth of eating by instinct, in the fragments containing huge emotional obsessions, suddenly there is consciousness, there is The brain.
That fragment became its brain.
There are too many memories in the fragments, and the filthy newborn brain can’t carry too much. It turns into two emotions and stays behind, one is pungent and bitter, and the other is sweet and longing.
[Li Xiaogui, Li Xiaogui]
It followed the voice in the memory, and read word by word full of possessiveness in its heart.
3//its sugar
After death it has very few emotions other than hatred. But ever since I met that child, my soul has always been swollen, filled with emotions that are never hatred.
It is always frequent that a person holds the candy she gives and thinks.
What does it taste like? It has forgotten.
About sweet
4//dirty sugar
Hui began to look for those special fragments that could bring changes to it in a meaningful way. It intuitively felt that the fragments were different from what they had eaten before, so that it would no longer be like dust and dirt.
Let it have a shape.
But no matter how many fragments or emotions are eaten, the fragment that is eaten first still contains its deepest desire. It has become the existence of the core, shrouded in all the fragments.
Because that fragment is the opportunity for its existence and its brain.
At first, it couldn’t help it to follow her. Then, it couldn’t help but want to connect with her.
It eats so many pieces that are so spicy and bitter, and only the small piece with her is sweet.
Finally, it couldn’t help but secretly handed it a candy on the windowsill.
At that time, it had just absorbed the fragments of the kid ghost in the park and was affected by the fragments. It connected the kid ghost’s nostalgia for its mother with its desire for Little Ghost Li. It was also at this moment that it doubled its desire for Little Ghost Li to reach the top, and it finally couldn’t help taking the first step.
It kept calling her.
She heard it, but she did not accept it.
However, she also gave it a candy.
It also has sugar.
What does sugar taste like?
About… is sweet, right?
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