My Family’s Omega Has Just Grown Up - Chapter 38

Chai Manman expressed skepticism that there was no way for the banquet, and he could only use character to lobby: “Have I ever lied?”

Chai Manman said: “Not currently.”

“Then don’t you believe it? Sometimes he ca n’t even understand the manual.” Tong Yan tried to prove Zhuo Xiangming’s “not so smart”, “only the roof of the phantom city left him with no idea how to install it. . “

The relationship between the two people has developed rapidly, and there is a relationship at the same table, but the more reason is that both people are Lego enthusiasts, Chai Manman said: “Really?”

Tong Yan said: “Is there any benefit in talking nonsense? And I like him so much, I have no reason to talk about it.”

“…” Chai Manman wasn’t sure if he had eaten dog food again, anyway, he gave up discussing the issue with the children’s banquet.

In fact, Zhuo Xiangming didn’t research Lego at all. It was not a subtraction. Chai Manman worshiped him because of his commercial achievements. He had no relationship with Lego at all.

Maybe there is one more point, after all, most of the limited edition Lego she had at the table recently were bought by this big guy.

Chai Manman suddenly returned to God: “Have you bought a phantom city ?!”

Tong Yan nodded: “I bought it two weeks ago.”

The bell rang during the class. Before the teacher entered the classroom, Chai Manman asked: “Let me go home and take a picture at night.”

I said see you in the afternoon before I left in the morning, but I didn’t see it in the afternoon.

Zhuo Xiangming had a temporary meeting, which was very urgent and very important. He couldn’t leave. After the children’s banquet had participated in the off-campus activities, after the school time, Zhuo Xiangming’s secretary received the children’s banquet at the volunteer center.

She directly sent the child banquet to Zhuo Xiangming’s office, and Zhuo Xiangming went to the meeting, so there was only one child banquet.

After a while, the banquet received a message, and before opening it, the secretary knocked on the door again. “Mr. Zhuo asked me to ask you, do you want to eat now? He may have to end another hour. There are many restaurants nearby. Basic You can order meals, there is a menu here. “

Tong Yan said: “No, I’ll wait for him, thank you.”

“Then call me if you need it,” said the secretary politely. “I’m just outside.”

“Okay,” Tong Yan said again, “thank you.”

When the secretary left, Tong Yan looked at the office only a little and entered Zhuo Xiangming’s lounge.

The bed was tidy than last time. There was still an ashtray and a box of unopened cigarettes at the head of the bed. The ashtray was clean. The children’s feast picked up the cigarette case and looked at it. It was almost half empty. The production date was five days ago. It seems that it is often new and often new, not here long ago.

He hasn’t seen Zhuo Xiangming smoking, and he rarely smells smoke on Zhuo Xiangming’s body. Sometimes he may smell a little bit when he is close, but the number of times is very small and the taste is very light. Dyeing others in the company.

Tong Yan studied the cigarette for a while, then put it back in place.

He lay down on Zhuo Xiangming’s bed. The dark sheets were stained with cedar. The children’s party put his face on his face, which was a little cold, but also very reassuring.

It was getting dark, and the room was very quiet. Because of the high floor, there was no sound of traffic, as if the air was condensed, everything was in place, and the child’s banquet produced a sense of tranquility and loneliness.

He hasn’t felt this way for a while. Recently, he has been accompanied by people from morning till night, so he has almost no time alone, thinks nothing in his mind, and seems to think a lot of things.

He reviewed his relationship with Zhuo Xiangming, and remembered the life before he got married. It felt like the experience of two people who were completely different, and two parallel railroad tracks that were far apart. Somehow, the experience became one. Humans, the railroad tracks also overlap after they intersect, and never separate.

After suffering from pheromone stress disorder, for a long time, the child feast thought that he would never be better.

He didn’t tell anyone the idea, but he did think so.

It is also possible that he took this idea too seriously and thought from the bottom of his heart that it could not be recovered, and it was useless to get anyone’s comfort, so he didn’t say it.

Before the estrus period, the pheromone world was very hazy for him, covered with a layer of veil, as if he knew something, but did not have a personal experience.

But after that bad estrus, all the indistinct unlucky things became clear.

Whether it is alpha or omega pheromone, to him, suddenly became an attack weapon that can easily pass through defense.

It was terrible, confusing, no one could trust him, he couldn’t protect himself, and no one could protect him.

He is the tired lame sheep in Phantom City. The ewe lamb was injured and died early because he wanted to protect him. Any mutant animal in the city is stronger than him. He has no companion. Even without friends, a mouse can easily overturn him.

That kind of life is not terrible. The banquet stays in the big villa of Tong ’s family. Most of the time, he is alone. Said that there are not many tangled mental journeys.

But he didn’t know at the time, he was unhappy, he didn’t know he was unhappy.

Dad and brother are very busy, they have very little time to talk, and Tong Yan wants to talk peacefully, so he hasn’t said that he doesn’t even know that he is unhappy.

I do n’t know how to get married. My uncle ’s day ended one night. In a strange apartment, the house was at most one-fifth the size of the Tongjia villa. The pheromone of deliberately condensed cedar did not make him feel it. It hurts, an unfamiliar alpha gave him a hug that didn’t touch the body, and said to him, “Let’s take your time.”

Zhuo Xiangming’s meeting was delayed again and again. By the end of the day, it was completely dark. The banquet had been lying on the bed in Zhuo Xiangming’s lounge. He opened the door and came in. He should think that the banquet was asleep. , Whispered: “Tongtong?”

Tong Yan didn’t answer, he didn’t call again, walked to the bed lightly, and squatted down to see Tong Yan’s eyes open.

“Hungry?” He put his hand on the side of Tong Yan’s face, his thumb rubbing lightly at the corner of Tong Yan’s eyes.

Tong Yan hummed, Zhuo Xiangming approached, and pulled his forehead that blocked his eyes: “Just asleep?”

Tong Yan said: “I didn’t sleep, I was waiting for you.”

“So good.” Zhuo Xiangming said softly, “Get up to eat, eh?”

Tong Yan closed her eyes and said, “Hug me.”

“Okay.” Zhuo Xiangming kissed him in his eyes, got up and held him up with one hand, and the two pillowed him next to the pillow. Zhuo Xiangming just held him in his arms and used the banquet. Hands and feet clung to him.

At this moment, Tong Yan felt that it was too late to meet Zhuo Xiangming, and then he felt wronged.

Part of his emotional giving and demand has not been able to find an outlet and source in the past eighteen years simply because he did not encounter Zhuo Xiangming.

He grew up for eighteen years and worked very hard to learn the truth of maturity, but he still didn’t seem to understand the right way of love. He restrained his love from becoming a burden on others, lame lambs tremblingly lived in the phantom city, and child banquets groped in the adult world.

He was always adjusting the intensity of giving and asking for love, and after failing feedback again and again, he began to doubt his interpretation of love until he encountered Zhuo Xiangming on this rough road. He accepted his love and was very happy. He also gave love and made the child feast happy.

Tong Yan grew up for eighteen years and worked very hard to learn the truth of maturity. It wasn’t until the year he met Zhuo Xiangming that he understood the interpretation of love. There are tens of thousands of interpretations of love. With the kind of original sin.

But why did Zhuo Xiangming come so late?

“You are so bad,” said Tong Yan against his chest.

The room was dark and quiet, and the sound of even the rubbing of clothing was amplified. Zhuo Xiangming’s hand capped on the back of the children’s banquet, conceded, and said, “Why did you lie to me, didn’t you say it for an hour?”

Zhuo Xiangming showed him the mobile phone screen: at 6.12, less than an hour.

Tong Yan reached out and pressed the screen, raised his head, and looked at Zhuo Xiangming. He looked into those very gentle eyes. He didn’t know why, and felt aggrieved again.

Zhuo Xiangming also seemed to receive the low mood of the children’s banquet. He continued to hold the children’s banquet tightly, and they could feel each other’s warm breathing. The children’s banquet was slowly relaxed. I’m not unhappy anymore, and I feel a little embarrassed.

“Go to eat.” The Tong Yan moved twice, preparing to get up from Zhuo Xiangming’s arms.

However, Zhuo Xiangming didn’t let him go, but pressed him under him.

“what happened?”

Tong Yan said, “You are so good.”

Zhuo Xiangming smiled: “Is it good or bad?”

“Very good.” Tong Yan gently dragged the button that was not tied to his neckline, and then rubbed with his fingertips. “You are fine.”

“Huh?” Zhuo Xiangming gathered in front of him. “Is it so good?”

Seeing the box of cigarettes at the bedside, Yu Guang of the Tong Yan asked, “Do you smoke?”

Zhuo Xiangming looked back and said, “Draw a bit.”

Tong Yan knew why he didn’t smoke in front of himself, and his heart was sweeter. He deliberately said, “What is the smell of smoke? I want to try it too.”

However, Zhuo Xiangming didn’t panic like an ordinary guardian, but just said, “When you’re all right, and you want to try, you can.”

But he added another sentence, not so free and easy: “Only try, don’t smoke.”

Tong Yan stared at him for a while and felt that he was handsome, but also that he was not just handsome, perfect, everywhere, could not help lowering his head, and kissed him: “I was thinking, why Didn’t meet you earlier? If only we had known that before. “

Tong Yan wanted to go on to say that if he had known him long ago, he would not have to be alone for so many years. But this was too preposterous, and he couldn’t say it.

This is the second time that Tong Yan feels that there is something wrong with what Zhuo Xiangming said.

Zhuo Xiangming once said that loneliness could not be avoided by finding a partner, but the child feast seemed to be okay.

A little loneliness can make people calm and have time to see themselves clearly, but too much loneliness is not good. It devours love and devours all positive emotions. It has a very open mouth and is immersed in loneliness. Is a very bad thing.

Since he had Zhuo Xiangming, those loneliness he hadn’t noticed before had gone away.

Zhuo Xiangming looked at the children’s banquet. The banquet thought what he was going to say, but he didn’t expect him to amaze the children’s banquet in an ambiguous way. Can I get started? “

The atmosphere was completely destroyed, and Tong Yan thought he was bad again, pushing him away and saying, “Eat and eat.”