My Good Life - Chapter 87
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He recalled the past many times, but there was no other feeling. It was just a sentence that was common at the time, lingering in his mind and enduring for a long time.
In the gap of time and space, there was still the same darkness as before, no different from usual. He woke up in the darkness, looked at the boundless darkness, and closed his eyes again.
Li Zhizhuang knew very well that his own story was actually over long ago. For the rest of his life, he was watching an old movie, replayed over and over again, and could not stop.
In fact, sometimes, I feel hopeless.
I don’t know how much more time passed, and there was wind in the darkness.
Li Zhaotong opened his eyes, and in front of him, there were fluctuations in the gap of time and space. He knew that this was a reward from God, and he could leave this dark day.
Without delay, he stood up, tidied his black robe, and stepped into the black whirlpool amidst the whistling of the wind.
The gust of wind howled, as if to tear his body and soul to pieces together, as the sky was spinning, a huge force pushed him out of the whirlpool.
Passing through the corner of the clock pendulum and opening the door of the huge clock, he stepped out of it-a room where everything is difficult.
It has been about ten years since he left the gap last time, but the house is still the same as before.
It’s hard to sit on the hill where his piles of clocks are piled up. The old man regards it as his throne, and fixes a watch on it. Seeing Li Zhaotong coming out of his grandfather clock, he was not surprised at all. He glanced at him, and continued to do his own thing.
“They put out hot pot outside.” It’s hard to say, “I have a headache because of the noise. You like to see it for yourself.”
“What year is this?” Li Zhaozhuang asked as he walked outside.
“In 2018. You just cleaned out the displaced, and the girl went home for a while and was brought back by you.”
Li Yundiao remembered that this was after Lin Zishu kidnapped Su Xiaoxin. Su Xiaoxin was saved but suffered serious injuries. Everyone in the residential building thought that Su Xiaoxin had left and would not come back again, but in the end, She still came back, and Yu Meimei arranged a party to eat hot pot together. In his memory, everyone was very happy that night.
Or…it’s tonight.
As soon as Li Zhaoyi opened the door and was about to leave, the watchmaker behind him sighed: “Let her go away just before, you are afraid it will be much easier than now.”
Li Yitong slowly closed the door.
“Not always.”
He went downstairs to the corridor entrance on the second floor, hiding himself in the shadows. He held his hands and leaned against the wall, looking at the empty space outside the building, a big table, sitting his former friends, relatives and… lover.
He hides his breath, no one can find him, even the past self.
From a certain perspective, even if he leaves the gap of time and space and comes to the real world, he will still live in darkness, because about him, people in this time and space will only see darkness.
He went back and forth between time and space, and Li Zhizun himself sometimes wondered whether all this was a dream of him. In and outside of the dream, there was a silent darkness, and he would never wake up. come……
“Ah!” In the clearing, Ah Xiao saw everyone eating the hot pot and began to howl. Then, just like the memories of the past, everyone ate, drank, and played, everyone’s face was filled with happiness smile.
Especially Su Xiaoxin.
Li Zhuan looked at her, and the corners of his mouth rose unconsciously.
Probably Su Xiaoxin didn’t know how happy the expression on her face was when she was eating hot pot.
The long chopsticks sandwiched a piece of hairy belly in a red oil pot and rinsed it. Baba watched, and his eyes glanced at other dishes beside the pot from time to time, wondering what to put in the next chopsticks after eating this piece of hairy belly. When I was about to think about it, and the hairy belly was ripe, she put the white airy belly into the oil dish, dipped it, shaken off two drops of oil, and then ate it with one mouth, and the oil on her lips became squinted His eyes are shining with light.
It smells so good.
And when Su Xiaoxin was eating so fragrantly, he would unconsciously glance at Li Zhuan who was sitting on the other side.
It was not intentional, but a completely subconscious action, revealing her heart and caring for someone the most.
Li Zhuan was in the black robe, just looking at her quietly.
Until everyone was drunk, according to the memory, Li Zhaotong dragged Su Xiaoxin away from Yu Shao and returned to his room.
Li Zhidi pulled his black robe, turned around, and fell outside the bedroom of his own room on the first floor.
In this old residential building, looking through the bedroom window, you can just see the entrance of the living room porch.
He saw that he had locked the door, and when he heard him at that time, he was drunk and said to Su Xiaoxin: “Su Xiaoxin, you kiss me again.”
Su Xiaoxin was caught off guard in shock.
Li Zhaodi under the black robe couldn’t help but chuckled.
“I want you, kiss me.”
“Li Zhidong… Take some sober medicine…”
“why?”
“Because you are drunk!”
The conversation over there was going on, but in his ears at this time, it seemed that he had been separated by billions of light years. Until he heard himself say: “Su Xiaoxin, I can endure endless loneliness, but I can’t endure the loneliness of gain and loss.
“Longing for the morning sun will only make my night longer.”
Li Zhaodi looked at himself, who was already drunk.
The black robe on him wrapped around him like a curtain of dark night behind him.
He watched Su Xiaoxin holding him quietly, leaning down gently and cowardly, and putting a kiss on his lips.
Obviously, there is almost no strength, but after many years, it seems that it is still a brand. Seeing this scene, it makes his lips burn.
He really didn’t know it at the time. It was the first time he… saw this scene and learned about it.
Su Xiaoxin never told him about this night… When Su Xiaoxin was still there, he rarely mentioned their past to him. She always walked forward with him non-stop, doing new things and seeing new scenes. She already knew what Li Zhitong was about to face after she left, so she rarely did the repetitive things.
She makes every day meaningful.
Li Zhitong watched Su Xiaoxin kiss her back then, she suppressed the panic in her heart and dragged him into the house.
When Su Xiaoxin was about to leave, Li Zhipai’s black robe and black smoke passed by on the second floor where she could glimpse.
“I saw it.” His words surprised Su Xiaoxin. He smiled and said, “Don’t be afraid, I won’t tell anyone to help you keep it secret.”
This is the secret between them, not even the past self.
Perhaps… this is not an old movie. There are so many details in the past time between them. Su Xiaoxin has secretly hidden so many secrets, enough for him to spend endless time digging.
Li Zhaoyi returned to the room where everything was difficult.
It’s hard to fix the watch: “If you come back later, you won’t be able to go back. You should know what the consequences are.”
He knew that once he couldn’t go back to the gap in time, he should disappear in time and space forever, and he didn’t even have time to wait for the next time he saw Su Xiaoxin.
He stepped into the clock, the pendulum stayed at the angle when he stepped out.
“See you later.”
He can’t tell everything.
Everything is hard to sigh.
He stepped into the angle of the pendulum, and the whirlpool sucked him back into the darkness.
In front of him is the familiar nihility, and then endless waiting, as if to confirm his words at that time, and he will face endless nights in his life from now on.
But Li Zhaotong thought differently from his own back then.
It is not longing for the morning sun, the night is longer. But because I yearn for the morning sun, this long night is no longer difficult.
He knew that the cursed himself would eventually move towards the sun that would embrace him.
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