My Half Is Unknown - Volume 1 Chapter 41 41..long Night
I stared towards Bella and she looked so mad at my actions. It was clear from her “look” she gave me.
She repeated her question
“Why are you here Zen? “.
I took a deep breath and replied to her with my eyes full of concern
“Bella…. You …why are you here with him all alone? “.Then Edward stepped into the conversation ” Due to safety reasons Mr Zen”.I lost my temper everytime I saw that jerk “Oh really?!!! You,For safety? “.
Edward explained the situation and his planning to me and I don’t know how but I managed to remain calm and composed during that period of time “I have talked to Bella’s mother and her safety just is our priority now Mr Zen” He replied grabbing Bella’s waist.
“But why she has to stay with someone like you?!” I questioned him being furious and Bella lost her temper too and why wouldshe not come to thinking of the situation now I was the one that acted like a complete jerk. “Zen please behave at least! Come inside and talk ” She almost yelled. We went inside the house and then I began explaining “You don’t understand Bella he is taking advantage of you …come on! All mens are wolves what if….What if he forces you to do something inappropriate?!..”
Edward was becoming angry now but he still tried to be all calm and compose “She is my fiance and the one I truly love.Why can’t she stay with me? And I don’t think so her s.e.x.u.a.l life or mine or as a couple our should bother you Mr Zen.I love her truly with all my heart so please don’t say such vulgar things to make me disgusted”.
I was shocked at the way how he managed to talked in such a well manner even in a situation like this and he called Bella his Fiance!?..
Bella POV
Did I hear it Wrong? Zen just…..he crossed the line and Edward being too kind just remained composed because he knew I don’t like yelling and all.
But I lost my temper at this point I still tried to reply him with anger growing inside of me and I yelled “My Life is not your Concern now. Don’t think about me anymore. You! How can you even ? That is not the caring Zenny i know, that is not you”.
I could not stand it I was feeling so embarrassed in front of Edward I walked off.
Edward POV
“Are you satisfied? Now that you made her cry” I questioned Zen because the thought he insulted my character is ok but how can he make my Bella cry and even question her about such things.
I made her laugh a few seconds ago. Zen being lost in his sense replied “She is crying because she realizes her mistakes… If that makes her cry I will do that again and I don’t believe in your story I mean you can be lying just to take advantage of Bella!”.
I lost my temper at this point.
White knuckles from clenching my fist too hard, and gritted teeth from effort to remain silent, i hunched form exuded an animosity that was like acid – burning, slicing, potent. Every word stung only fueling the fire that burned inside of me. Every violated phrase was like gasoline to it, my fists began to clench and my jaw rooted. When the final mento had been added to the coke inside of me I exploded with anger, with no control objects levitated and broke.
Burning rage hissed through my body like deathly poison, screeching a demanded release in the form of unwanted violence. It was like a volcano erupting,fury sweeping off me like ferocious waves. The wrath consumed like, engulfing my moralities and destroying the boundaries of loyalty.
I grabbed his collar and pushed him against the wall not realising the amount of force I was using “If you say that again I will make sure you never say anything again in your life,Insult me as much you want but but don’t you dare even touch her “.
I raised my fingers in a signaling manner and they took Zen away who was not replying anymore. I guess he understood and came back to his senses.
I walked inside my room where Bella was crying with her arms crossed .I rushed towards her and raised her face as I touched her delicate chin.Her face was all swollen by crying and this made me even more angry.
I took a seat next to her and she immediately came into a tight hug and I hugged her back. She started in her sad sobbing voice “He made me smile, He got me flowers when I was depressed, He loved me so much, He embraced me when I needed him and why is he like this now? “.
My eyes widened and I immediately shaked her shoulders and made her eye contact with me and she did.She looked a little terrified because it was a new side of me for her.
I continued in my deep voice ” He made you smile I will make you laugh, If he bought you flowers I will bring you a garden,If he embraced you I will give you every bit of me, If he loved you so much but I will love you more than my life”.I don’t know what happened to me but I felt that I neeeded to make her realize what I felt.
She started crying again and I became worried as she jumped into a hug and cried again ” Why are you crying again my love?! “.She laughed as she got away from the hug and locked her eyes with me “because you are so sooo sooo sweet!! “.
I blushed and she stared at my eyes without any movement for a solid minute and then pressed her lips against mine.As I kiss her neck a wave of pure pleasure runs through my entire body. Her perfume is intoxicating. As I kiss my way gently up her neck to lips that taste of cherry, the scenery disappears and I am lost in this moment. I kiss Bella’s ear lobe first, softly, with just the right hint of passion, then work my way down her neck to her collar bone before coming right back up for the lips I know will be waiting.
Until I reminded her
“Honey, The clear soup is waiting for us we can continue this later tonight ” I winked at her as I walked off.
Bella POV
He knows that once he kisses my neck my resistance will crumble. After just a few delicate touches of his warm lips my hands will start to do his bidding. They will fall down his back as my head swims, all previous thoughts stopped in their tracks.Ifelt a hot breath on my neck, then the tender brush of lips. Burning as they make contact with my neck. A hand runs through my hair, as the kisses become harder and more urgent. Another hand slides around my waist, and pulls me close to his pine scented body. His kisses are now on my shoulders and in my hair.
His words were really amazing and my heart fl.u.s.tered even more. But this man ishe a human?! How can he wink at me like that.
My face is a tomato right now.
“I hate you! ”
I shouted as he walked off showing off his signature smirking and leaving my heart racing.
I loved to touch him – never in a s.e.x.u.a.l way, never anywhere other than his face, his hands, his obsidian hair that fell in tousled locks. His warmth would seep into my being and he comforted me without ever opening his mouth. I’d melt into him like ice-cream on a warm porcelain bowl, like I belonged next to him, like he belonged next to me.
And each time before we parted the aching to be in his arms would begin anew.
We had a long and amazing dinner we talked a lot and it felt like I knew him for years and this was just a reunion. But after the dinner. Since I was really tired I asked Edward that if I could use his bathroom for a shower and he nodded saying
“You don’t need my permission.. Make yourself at home”.
I smiled at his kind words and walked towards the main bathroom. It was huge with marble tiles and neat and clean .It looked really fancy what can I expect more from a billioniare?.The first huge black side was filled with all the men’s product and surprisingly there was another side which was rose gold with all my favorite products I was really confused so I examined them.
I heard someone enter as I turned it was Edward he smirked and blushed a little saying “I asked to arrange this for you.Since you will be staying here for a while but if you don’t mind can you use that rosegold shower gel today? I got it while I was in a business trip in Paris I always thought that this scent will smell perfect on you… Don’t get me wrong I like the one you already use too! “.
I giggled at his dorkiness and the sense of care and affection for me was clear through his words. I nodded and walked out blushing like crazy. I took a shower really refreshing one and use the rosegold shower gel it smelled like forbidden fruit taste the sweetest and it made me feel even more refreshed. After I got out of the shower I ended up wearing my lace black shorts and the same matching shirt. I took my daily skin routine as usual and then I dried my hair after applying some serumn.
Edward was still in his working room which I had not seen and he also had a huge library is his house that I wanted to see real bad but was really exhausted with all the drama from today. I looked at my phone once and seeing no messages or calls.I decided to go sleep.
Edward asked me to sleep in his grand master bedroom which I have no idea how one person can sleep in I mean it was humongous and so soft.I covered myself with covers and went to the kingdom of
Dreams.
Edward POV
After the shower scenario I went to work and then about 2 hours later I came to check on her she looked comfortable and beautiful while sleeping.I’m not sure if you’d say she was classically beautiful, but her large liquid brown eyes held such an intelligence and serenity that it was impossible for me not to be held prisoner by them. Her cheekbones weren’t especially high and her nose was a little too long to be perfect, but there was undeniable symmetry to her features and perhaps that’s what held me so captivated. She wore her long black hair in a bun each day, but in my mind it was long and fluid, lying gently over her shoulder bones, kissing her soft skin. It was all I could do not to stutter and blush when she addressed me.
I went forward and planted a kiss on her forehead before going to the guestroom but as I moved I heard a voice.
“Ed-Edward? ” It was Bella rubbing her eyes from irritating beam of light shrinking it and she looked more exhausted…..
I became worried and started cursing myself for waking her up “Sorry if I woke you up.I actually came to check that if you needed anything now If you please excuse me… ”
She looked concerned she turned and looked at the little platinum table clock and then questioned me “Where are you going to sleep? “.I answered immediately ” In the guest room”.She raised her eyebrows “Guest room? I should have stayed there you know what? you sleep here! “.
I became extremely embarrassed and shy and replied ” With you?”.She looked confused I guess she did not really meant what I understood she thought that I should sleep in the main room and her going to guest room. I started getting angry on myself and super embarrassed and suddenly I heard a voice in low tone.
“If you want you can”