My Half Is Unknown - Volume 1 Chapter 54 .who Are You?
After hours of waiting suddenly the doctor entered the room where me and uncle Jin were waiting in “Sir-“.I ignored him and ran towards the room where my love was.My eyes wanted to see her beautiful face because my heart was killing me from inside to see her with my own eyes. I don’t want anyone else to tell me because I can’t believe them until I see her with my own eyes.Until I hear her angelic voice with my own ears.Until I feel her with my own lips.There she was sitting looking outside at the trees. She looked so beautiful.
I entered the room immediately and she turned.Her innocent eyes making me feel more guilt because she is here today because me.
I hugged her tightly like never letting her go and the known warmth was surrounding us again.Her smell I missed it and tear escaped my eyes. It was from happiness clearly.I wispher near her ears
“Love please don’t leave me…. I missed you.. I know it’s my fault-”
“Sorry do I know you?” She cutted me as I was in relief as I hear her angelic voice again but my ears can’t believe what she just said? …she doesn’t know me.
I stare at her face all she gives me is a sweet smile
“I think you got the wrong person”
And my heart broked.The sadness drained through me rather than skating over my skin. It travelled through every cell to reach the ground. I filtered it yet strangely enough, I kept what was pure and it was the dirt that left.
All I can feel is sadness, every other emotion pushed from my being. Where there was the love, the light, the laughter is an aching hollowness.In this sadness there is no past or future, just living by the moment.
Suddenly her face lighted up as she shouted “Uncle Jin!!!” And he immediately rushed towards her and hugged her right as a tear escaped his eyes “My baby…. ”
My eyes widened in shock
“why can’t she remember me than?”
I walk out of the room and the doctor approaches me again
“Sir let me explain the situation to you please”.
I simply nodded as we entered another room and I took a seat
“Actually she didn’t lose any memory because of the hit behind her head.The person who kidnapped her wanted her to lose her memory but luckily we saved her in time so only half of her memory faded away”.
I clenched my fist “So she can’t remember me?”.
The doctor gulped with fear and continued “See Mr Han there are good chances for her to regain her memory but for now don’t force her to remember everything it might kill her with mental pressure..So let the time do it’s work”.
I sighed but went back to Bella and saw Uncle Jin embrace Bella as she was sleeping in his arms peacefully.
I saw her and everything around me stopped.
“I will get you back don’t you worry Mrs Bella Han”.
I look out of the window and admire the day as I felt someone’s hand over my shoulders I turn around to see it was uncle Jin
“I am sorry” He said and I simply smiled but my eyes still focused on the children playing around.
“Go home and rest and take care of yourself” Before I could object “because from tomorrow you have to work hard again, to make her fall in love with you again.. I will stay now go”.He said as he flashed a sweet smile and I immediately hugged him and left as I thanked him.
The night I couldn’t focus on the work and simply laid on the bed not finding her sleeping beside me broke my heart. The sadness flowed through my veins and deadened my mind. It was a poison to. My spirit, dulling me killing off my other emotions until it was the only one that remained. It was as if a black mist had settled upon me and refused to shift, and no matter how bright the day was i would feel no sun and hear no bird song.
For the world was lost to me because my sunshine was no more beside me and i knew of nothing that would bring me back into my sense beside her.
I cried as my bottom lip quivered, the same as a baby pushed past endurance.My eyes became glacier blue under the sheen of water, constant, yet allowing the tears to flow without pause. In that moment, in seeing my own reflection i understood the depth of pain that had been sitting below my skin.
I wanted her to hug me tight and kiss me. All I wanted was her.
Bella POV
The moment he hugged me I felt his hug was so familiar…his hug was stronger than anything I’ve ever known, and i felt as if holding him wasn’t quite enough, i have to feel every ounce that he is press into every ounce that is me.
In that moment of feeling him so close I am awake somehow, more alive than I have been in so very long. For there are times I am as a butterfly who yearns for the cocoon, to be safe within walls, protected. That’s what I feel. It helps.
I was surrounded by this unknown warmth and making my heart greedy every second wanting to do more than just hug him. My heart started to beat faster than ever but why is it behaving like this for someone I don’t know.I have never seen him before but it feels like I know him better than anyone else does.He wisphered near my ears again the voice so familiar sending chills all over my body.
He was really handsome and so perfect. He had tousled dark black hair, which was thick and l.u.s.trous. His eyes were a mesmerising deep grey, flecks of silvery light performed ballets throughout.
His face was strong and defined, his features molded from granite. He had dark eye brows, which sloped downwards in a serious expression.
But suddenly I remembered that I don’t know him maybe he just misunderstood so I open my mouth stopping him from continuing what he was speaking earlier
“I think you got the wrong person”
And his eyes widened as he pull from the hug.But finally I see someone behind him standing and crying it was my dear uncle. I scream his name as he rushed towards me “My baby”
I hugged him tight and slowly fell asleep in his tight and warm embrace but all I could think of was that handsome man.But
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