My Half Is Unknown - Volume 1 Chapter 58 ..don't Let Go

I sit alone at the garden thinking about the time we had together. The way she smiled at me or the way she laughed. I want to be teased by her again. I want to be hugged by her again. God can’t take her away from me. Right?

…..

“Edward?”

I open my eyes as the voice feels so familiar like I have heard it before. I know who it is. It’s my love.My Bella. She smiled at me and before I could say anything she spoke again

“You can’t speak today okay?”

She said as she laughed and showed me the cute bunny teeth that I have been dying to look at.Than I realise I am on her lap and she started to play with my hairs again as she admired them.

“Take me to the Karaoke later! I want to sing the new V song please!”

She said cutely making my heart melt.I nodded as she continued playing with my hairs until she started to fade away and I try to speak but whenever I opened my mouth nothing comes out…

I chase her but she just fades away in the sky and I am left with nothing but my tears… I can’t even scream her name..

……..

Did Someome just shaked my shoulders and yelled my name?

I turn to see its none other than Zen.

He looked angry as he started yelling at me again “Why are you sleeping here huh?! I have been so worried you know.. At least you could have told us!”

I sigh.. So it was just a dream but still I am happy that it is a dream.She is still with me the thought is enough to make me smile.

“What are you thinking again?! ” Zen complained again as he took a seat beside me.”She won’t leave me right Zen?” I questioned him and he looked towards me confused.

I repleated again this time my eyes focused on the Rose flowers in front of me “She can’t leave me right and she won’t right because she promised me… Am I right? “.

I was hoping that the response be yes but all Zen did was sigh and after some time continued

“She won’t leave you… Even though her body won’t be here she still will be here Edward with us always… ”

I cried at his words.What does he mean by her body? It means I can’t touch her. Can’t kiss her. Can’t hear her laugh again. I can’t look at her adorable bunny smile again. I can’t tease her again. I can’t hug her again. I can’t talk to her again.

“See its hard for her too Edward… She is the one who is going through this unbearable pain.So we must not cry in front of her and give her courage.. Understand?”

He said as he patted my back and I turned towards him pulling him into a tight hug “Thank you Zen” he hugged me again.We make our way towards her room where she is awake but still with an oxygen masks on.Uncke Jin is seating beside her holding her hands tightly.

Bella POV

I am tired. I just don’t want to feel this pain anymore. I know I can’t survive this even though Uncle Jin and Zen told me I can but I am also a doctor after all.I am so tired of this pain and seeing them cry makes my heart shatter in million of pieces.

Then I see Edward who looks pale and his hair messy who is in a suit without his blazer and his tie Loosened and he gives me a gentle smile as he saw me. I know he cried and the smile is just his mask..

Uncle and Zenny left the room as Edward took a seat beside me. I can’t speak because I am too tired to speak so he just holds my hand and finally breaks the silence

“Hey love… Are you okay? Look we can go through this and I know you will not leave me… And beside we have to marry and have kids and you know I want 13 kids right! 7 beautiful girls like you and 6 handsome boys like me! Though I won’t mind if we go over 13”

He winked towards me and I can’t help but smile at his words.

“What did I do to deserve someone like him?”

He continues as he carcasses my cheeks lightly “we have to play with our grandchildrens and also we have to go to karaoke.. You forget huh!” He teased me but finally he couldn’t help as a tear escaped his eyes and mine too.

He then kissed my forhead

“I love you… But please don’t let go…this stupid oxygen mask damn! I want to kiss you so bad right now”

He said frustrated but also crying and I can’t help but cry hard too.The rest of the night he sat beside me helping me to go to sleep as he read me a book.

I didn’t realize when I went to sleep but at night I opened my eyes again only to see Edward sleeping on my lap.

Edward POV

I kept reading until I realized that she is sleeping. I smile at her and kiss her hands and the ring.

“Please don’t let go”