My Half Is Unknown - Volume 1 Chapter 59 .don't Go Their.
I saw that Bella was awake at the middle if the night again as I turn myself to look at the clock behind its only “3:00 AM”
Bella signalled with her hands asking me to come near her and I did that immediately.Seemed like she wanted to say me something
“I-f something happens to m-me… You w-wi-ll m-ove o-n f-or me” she said in her weak voice and as I look at her face now it’s showed satisfaction like she was happy now that she finally told me something but what she said hurted me so bad and I immediately grabbed her hands tight not even realising how much force I am applying.
“You can’t leave me Bella… Promise me you won’t… Promise me!” I requested her and she looked at me with her eyes getting teary and so was mine but I tried my best to hold them back.
“I can’t…. My love”
She said.
“Bella I am not ready to leave you please don’t do that to me….. I can’t live without you… I will die if you will leave me alone on my own”
I begged her and the tears were out because I am not strong enough to hold them back.
Not Anymore.
She can’t speak as she is tired so I make space for myself beside her and lay down trying not to take much space and also making sure she is comfortable I wrap my arms around her and hugged her making sure she is not getting hurt by the force.
Our feet entangled as I gave her a warm back hug.
My head rested on her neck as I wisphered near her ears making her shiver
“You are my world. You are my everything. Please don’t let go. Baby i love you”
I can hear her crying not making much sound we both went to sleep until I hear something as I look at Bella her face is paler now and her body is so cold I immediately get off the bed and scream for the doctor
“OWEN!? ZEN?! GET THE DOCTOR”
After a few seconds the whole room is filled with doctor and nurses around her weak body and I stood there staring at her.
Talking to myself imagining that I am talking to her
“Please don’t let go”
Repeating it over and over again.
Bella POV
It feels like I have been sleeping for an eternity.I slowly opened my eyes and I realized that i dont have any oxygen mask on or any wires on my body.I am free and it all feels so light like I am flying.It feels so free and true that I can’t feel better than what I am feeling right now.
But suddenly I remember Edward. I can walk now so I make my way towards this unknown place running away from the light that is chasing me until I get to the hospital. I smile and walk inside but then a familiar voice called me out
“Bella?” I turned to see who it was and I was shocked.I was crying with tears of happiness as I rush to hug the person tightly and it was really her. Alice.
“Alice?! Is it really you? But how?”
I questioned her as I hugged her more tightly and she hugged me back but then she pulled off and was looking really depressed not like the ambitious and cheerful Alice I used to know.
“Just don’t go there… Please I don’t want you to get hurt” she said while cupping my face and I was totally confused.
I just turn but she started begging me this time “No! Please don’t go Bella please”
And now I was feeling uneasy and afraid about the situation I ignore her because the only person I want to see is Edward.I want to hug him tight and tease him.I smile at the thought itself as I finally reached there was Edward and Zen.
Edward turned and seemed like he looked at me but his face had no expression.
“Ed-” before I could say anything he passed by me and so did Zenny.Now I was panicking more so I screamed his name as I followed him.But no response.
I tried calling others the nurse, the doctor but there was no response.Like they don’t see me walking here, they were treating me like a ghost or something until finally Edward and Zen stopped.
My parents were crying and so were my dear Uncle’s.Owen was supporting Edward as he just stood there staring through the glass.Tears rolled down his pale cheeks and Zen just stood in the corner covering his face with his hands….
I was shivering and afraid so I made my way slowly near Edward and turned to see what was behind the mirror and my eyes widened as I saw myself laying on the bed with oxygen mask on and my skin looks a lot more paler and of course there is the ring and necklace still on me.
I look so weak and thin like wind could blew me away.I just stare at myself as I turn towards Edward who is just looking at me I go forward to touch him but my hands passes through him…
A tear rolled down as I realised that I might be dead.I can’t kiss him anymore. I can’t hug him anymore. I can’t tease him anymore. I can’t talk to him anymore.