My Half Is Unknown - Volume 1 Chapter 60 ..time
The doctor came out and Zen rushed towards him asking about her condition and I knew it was a bad news because of their expression which were too obvious and then he made his way towards me.
“Sorry Edward” He said trying his best not to make an eye contact with me.I sighed and then made my way inside her room where Bella was sleeping peacefully but I knew she was in pain.Her body looks so thin now and her skin is much more paler now.Her Bone’s are visible.
Seeing her like this in pain breaks my heart so I walk towards the window and look out towards the moon as I remember the moments I spent with her…
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“Don’t be nervous okay just pose your heart out!!!!!! “.My cheeks turned pink but it was nice to see her different character first a angry doctor then a sad heart broken girl and finally a super cool girl but her end will be as my women.. I smirked. I came back to my senses as she said ” READY? 7 SEC AND SIX PICTURES….OK! “.
1….2…3…FLASH!!
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I took few deep breath and she turned towards me grabbing a mike “It will begin in 5 sec you start! “.I grabbed the mike and began with the guitar tune…
I began…
Wise men say
That only fools rush in
She joined me with her sweet voice..
But I can’t help falling in love with you…
Shall I stay
would it be a sin?
I joined her…
But I can’t help falling in love with you…
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Just as the first bite of cold wind creeps under my night-shirt Bella’s hand moves around my middle, warm and soft.
In seconds her body is moulded to my own, sharing her body heat as easily as she shares her heart. I could never let another close to me like this, but she’s so different.
I’ve never known a person to always have the right motivations, even when she’s wrong. There’s a purity to her, naivety perhaps, but she’s the only flower in the meadow for my eyes.
We slept through the night and I got the best sleep in my life for the first time as I slowly opened my eyes I found this beautiful women, the love of my life near me
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“Please don’t leave me I don’t want to go to the darkness that I was in.I want you to be mine. Be with me please.I don’t care whoever you dated before but from now on please only love me, Bella be my Bella”.
Slowly rain started and instead of running we still stood there staring at each other.
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Bella’s lips alight on my cheek like a dew freckled petal caught in a breeze, so soft and with the smallest hint of coolness.All it leaves is a little wet mark …a shallow pool of saliva on my cheek. But when she plants the kiss there I feel warmth spread through my limbs and my mind feels a pleasant buzz. Every good thing seems possible, likely even. And then I know I’ve found what I’ve been looking for, someone to show me what it means to be happy from the inside out, so my smile can be real and not a mask.
I pout and look towards her and complain “Not fair! Where is my real kiss? “.She giggled and slowly closed my eyes with her soft palms ..”All in right time… “.
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I can feel tears rolling down my cheeks as I remember those happy times with my love.I feel someone Backhugging me I try to turn but it is if no use.. The person won’t allow me and I don’t want to hurt anyone.
“Don’t worry it’s me Baby” A very familiar voice again continued as I moved a little feeling the gentle warn breath on my back.
“Bella?! But how” I question immediately as I turn to look at her and I find myself with her under a huge tree.
“Where are we love? It’s so Peaceful and beautiful here” I questioned her as I hugged her tigjtly and she sat on my lap.
“Somewhere you don’t belong” she said with a smile and I turn her so we both can face each other but before I could say anything she smashed her lips on mine and of course I responded making my slowly towards her waist. It felt like everything was real and this is was just a dream.Bella was never hurt she was just sleeping beside me as I had this awful nightmare.
Bella pulled out of the kiss and smiled at me again.She cupped my face and pecked my forehead
“You don’t even know how much you mean to me… ” she continued.
“But know just move on if you love me okay?” she smiled as I frown and before I could object she placed one of her fingers on my lips
“shhhhh let me finish… How about this if you have a girl name her Bella and if a Boy name her ummmm yeah V!” she said as she laughed but I can’t find this funny.
I grab her hands and made an eye contact “You want a punishment my little honeybun?” I said as I smirked and she blushed and immediately got off my lap and ran as I followed her but she stopped and turned slowly as her eyes we’re filled with tears
“Just live okay?”
She questioned and without even giving me anytime to respond she disappeared among the flowers and I tried hard but still can’t find her.
I scream her name again.
Crying
Begging
But there is no response.
I suddenly wake up breathing heavily as I realized that this was again another dream.
I turn my head to see Bella awake looking at me like she used to.I walk towards her and take a seat near her but she immediately moved a little indicating me to sleep beside her.
I smiled and as usual laid beside her.She turned towards me and took off her oxygen mask.I tried to stop her but she ended up reminding me that she is a doctor too.