My Life For Your Affection - C21
Looking at his handsome face, I couldn’t help but feel a sense of fear.
Just looking at Zhu’s face, how many women would think of him as a prince in a fairy tale, but I knew that he wasn’t a prince, nor was he my angel. He was a demon that wanted to drag me into another hell.
He was someone who could treat his own marriage as a deal. He didn’t want to marry Li Weiwei because he wasn’t satisfied with the arrangements at home. In his heart, he didn’t have the sacred sense or responsibility of marriage at all.
I can’t imagine what will happen when I marry him. Am I going to climb out of one pit and jump into another?
Thinking about this, my back turned cold.
But now, I have no other choice.
What’s even more laughable is that even if I have a choice, it doesn’t have to be a good thing. Yang Jie is still my choice, but what did I get in the end?
The corner of my mouth slowly curved into a self-deprecating smile. “Alright.”
I heard my own voice, no undulating tone, no excess of emotion, just the calm and apathy to accept reality.
“Good girl.” He gave me a satisfied look, then started the car and drove off into the night.
As a man of his word, I received the bank’s message that night that Carney had an extra one and a half million.
Not only can I pay off my debts, the rest of the money can also be used as my father’s medical expenses. I am even more grateful to Zhu Vuchen because compared to my father’s life, my freedom of marriage is nothing.
That night, once again, I took the initiative to climb into Zhu Vizhen’s bed, all self-esteem and shyness were thrown to the back of my mind.
As the night deepened, all was quiet, and only the faint sounds of breathing could be heard.
The crystal lamp above my head lights up my eyes. My physical strength is unable to keep up with the light and my head is getting increasingly dizzy.
Before I lost consciousness, I seemed to hear Zhu Feichen mumbling in a hoarse voice, sounding like a spell in my ear, “Lu Man, you taste really good …”
Am I something delicious? With that in mind, I fell asleep …
The next day, when I was awakened by the alarm clock, it was already morning. I quickly got up and looked at the alarm clock.
It’s nine o’clock at work, which means I only have half an hour!
I quickly put on my clothes and got off the bed. Enduring the soreness between my legs, I went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth and washed my face in one smooth motion. I didn’t even have time to change my makeup before I ran downstairs.
When I got to the living room, I saw Zhu Weichen sitting calmly on the sofa, reading a magazine.
“You didn’t go to work?!” I asked in surprise.
Without even raising his head, he said, “Today’s the holidays.”
“Holidays?” I took out my cell phone in confusion and looked at my WeChat and text messages.
“Yes, I specifically approved it.” He slightly raised his eyes as the corner of his mouth curled up into a mischievous smile.
“Special approval? You mean special permission for me to take a vacation? ”
He nodded.
I immediately sucked in a breath of cold air and said anxiously, “That won’t do! Originally, the company had a lot of rumors about us, but if you give me special permission to go on holidays like this, they won’t know how to say it! ”
After saying that, I hurriedly left.
I don’t care whether he takes the holidays or not, but I’ve managed to get to know the design department a little bit, so everyone has changed their mind about me, and I can’t let it all go to waste.
I’ve already told Wang Qian.”
I turned my head and looked at him with a bitter face. “Zhu Feichen, what are you trying to do?”
“Didn’t you cry and shout last night that you were too tired?” In my eyes, that smile is like a demon’s.
He recalled the scene from last night. He felt like he was going to wet himself. His face slowly turned hot and his ears were red.
I gritted my teeth, closed the door, and walked back, blushing.
“Hungry?” He put down the magazine, stood up, and walked over to me.
I backed away like a frightened animal.
“No …” “Not hungry.” I turned to run away, but my wrist was caught and pulled back in a split-second. I slammed into his arms.
“I can’t help but throw myself at him so quickly?”
The sound of Zhu’s teasing voice drilled into my ear, and the heat spread through my body. I felt like I was going to go limp at any moment.
“You … “Let go!”
“You bumped into it yourself.” Not only did he not let me go, he even held me horizontally in his arms.
I cried out in alarm. Afraid that I would fall down, I hurriedly grabbed onto his neck. “What are you doing if you wish him success?!”
“Let’s go out to eat.”
He carried me out the door, and my mind was blank.
It wasn’t until he shoved me into the passenger seat that I realized what I was doing, and a suspicious flush crept into my face.
When the car started, I turned around to look at Zhu Feichen. His profile was perfectly curved, and his expression was as cold and indifferent as usual, but somehow it made me feel warm.
The next day, when I went to the company, I was surprised to find that no one was looking at me strangely. A few colleagues who were close to me asked if I was feeling better, and even the manager said that if I was really unwell, I could rest at home for two more days.
So it turns out that the special permission from Zhu Fei Chen yesterday for me to go on vacation was all a lie. He probably found someone to help me request for a holiday. If that’s the case, I can finally relax.
After replying to his colleagues and manager, he returned to his office and began to work.
Having spent more than two months in his company, with his guidance and help, he had become more familiar with his work and had better relations with his colleagues.
Today, when I was working overtime at the company, I suddenly felt a wave of disgust. I covered my mouth and retched for a long time. Tears welled up in my eyes, but nothing came out.
At the time, I thought it was due to fatigue, but I didn’t think that for the next two days, things would not improve.
After a dispirited lunch with Zhu, I looked at the time on my cell phone and was about to buy the cold medicine when I noticed that my period was being pushed out of the female software.
I froze for two seconds, then realized that my aunt hadn’t been here in two months.
My heart suddenly palpitated. Normally, I would use contraception afterwards, so how could I…
I thought back to that day two months ago. I thought I was going to be late for work, so I left in such a hurry that I forgot to take medicine!
Could it be such a coincidence? This was too big!
I hurried to a nearby drugstore and bought a test paper and a pregnancy test stick. When I came back, I slipped into the bathroom and took the test. I clenched my teeth and held the test stick with trembling hands.
Huai… Pregnant!
I threw the pregnancy test into the trash can on the floor like a hot potato and hurried out of the bathroom. I was so upset that I didn’t even notice if anyone else was behind me.
This time, I did not even take a shift, directly ran back home, I thought for a long time, still feel this child is not acceptable.
I don’t know what it would be like for Zhu to know about this child, but based on my relationship with him, it would only bring me endless trouble if I gave birth to this child.