My Life For Your Affection - C45

She came over and squatted in front of me, crying as she looked at me. She seemed to have thought of something and her eyes reddened. “Manman won’t cry. She’ll get better. She’ll definitely get better.”

She hugged me and comforted me softly. “Daddy will be in heaven to protect us Manman. It’s okay. Everything will be fine.”

Was she so open-minded because she accepted the truth? Now that it was her turn to comfort me, I felt even worse. Leaning on her shoulder, I could feel all the pain and sadness in my heart dissipating as I cried.

My mother patted my back and comforted me.

After crying for a while, he had vented out all of his pent-up emotions. However, he did not suppress his emotions, and his mind had also cleared up a lot.

The next day, Song Wangjiang appeared at my door on time, as if nothing had happened, and helped me prepare for tomorrow’s funeral.

Looking at how busy he was and how he hadn’t even drunk a single sip of water, I felt really bad. I walked up to him and said, “Wang Jiang, you should go rest. I’ll take care of this place myself.”

Song Wangjiang turned around and looked at me, smiled and said, “I’m not tired, but you, you haven’t slept for a few nights right? Go rest, I’m here. ”

He looked at me with concern. The deep affection in his eyes made me not dare to meet his gaze. I couldn’t help but think back to the time when we were together. He was the same, thinking about everything for me. But then we split up because we were admitted to different universities, and there wasn’t even a quarrel or a third person, so naturally we broke up.

Perhaps, it was because he didn’t like her deeply enough.

After withdrawing from my memories, I raised my head and met Song Wangjiang’s sincere gaze. Song Wangjiang couldn’t help but reach out to hug me. “Manman, in the future, let me take care of you, okay? “I hope you don’t find me suitable for you.”

My expression stiffened slightly. I raised my hand slightly, wanting to embrace him back. In the end, I withdrew it.

Since there was no way to respond to his feelings, she shouldn’t have given him any hope.

I took a deep breath and pushed him away firmly. “Wang Jiang, let’s talk.”

He looked at me deeply, and gradually, his expression dimmed. He smiled wryly, his eyes filled with pain. “Manman, are we really unable to go back?”

“Wang Jiang, we can’t go back any longer.” I turned my face away as the corner of my mouth curled up into a forced smile. “I’ve divorced and I’ve gone through a lot. How could I possibly be with you?”

“Manman, I don’t care about that. You’re the one I love.”

“You don’t care, nor does your family?”

“I know that you still have feelings for me, but all of this is just regret and obsession that we weren’t together in the past. These days, you have helped me a lot, so I am very grateful to you. I hope that you can understand that I have always regarded you as a friend and only a friend.”

After Song Wang Jiang heard what I said, he was silent for a long time before saying, “Man Man, I love you. No matter if it was before or now, I was too cowardly and did not dare to fight for you. But now, I want to fight for you.”

The firmness in his voice made my heart skip a beat, and I looked up at him in disbelief.

“I know you still can’t accept me. I can wait, wait until the day you are willing to accept me, then don’t push me away, and don’t even give me the chance to love you, okay?” He took me by the shoulder and looked at me earnestly and affectionately.

Perhaps it was due to the deep emotion and determination in his eyes that I didn’t refute his words. My heart was in a mess as I hastily shifted my gaze away.

I knew that I shouldn’t have hesitated, shouldn’t have been soft-hearted, but at this moment, for some reason, I couldn’t reject his plea.

After settling everything, Song Wang Jiang sent me home. I originally wanted to invite him to come in, but after thinking for a while, I gave up.

He likes me, and I can’t stop him, and I don’t want to deprive him of his right and his freedom to love someone, but I don’t want to give him hope either.

My heart, already full of holes, I do not know whether I will still love a person, but I really do not want to love.

If falling in love with Yang Jie was a mistake, then tangling with Zhu Wechen was my fate. I couldn’t avoid it, I couldn’t escape it.

He had lost his body and his heart.

The next day, the sky was gray, a light rain was falling, and the air was damp and cold.

I knelt in front of my father’s mourning hall and kowtowed three times. I raised my eyes to the black-and-white photo of him, smiling and looking at me warmly as if he were still alive.

How I wish I could be in a dream right now. When I wake up from my dream, he would be standing right in front of me. Whether it is when he hits me or when he scolds me, I will accept it.

“Father.” I stretched out my hand to touch the photo and said in a hoarse voice, “I’m sorry, it’s all my fault. In my next life, I’ll be your daughter again. I’ll filial you well.”

When Song Wang Jiang came to help me up, I knelt for too long, my legs went numb, and I almost fell down. Luckily, he caught me in time.

“Are you alright?” he asked with concern.

I sniffed, my eyes red. Without looking up at him, I whispered, “Thank you.”

The relatives around me gave a few symbolic greetings, and I politely answered.

But I know that perhaps neither of them really cared about the two of us. When Dad was hospitalized in a car accident and owed me huge debts, I borrowed money everywhere and no one was willing to lend it to me. Now that they were at the funeral, it was just a formality.

“Lumen.” A deep and deep voice rang out.

My body stiffened. I didn’t need to look back to know who it was.

Song Wangjiang saw that my expression wasn’t right, so he walked over and asked: “What’s wrong? Is it uncomfortable? ”

“I’m fine.” I shook my head at him, took a small breath, and gathered up my courage to turn around. I saw Li Weiwei walking towards me proudly and proudly with her arm in his.

When I saw Li Weiwei, I remembered what happened that night. If she didn’t chase my father out of the hospital, he wouldn’t have left just like that!

Hatred grew from the bottom of my heart in an uncontrollable way. I walked in front of Zhu Fen Chen and Li Weiwei and stopped them, “What are you guys doing here?”

Li Weiwei seemed to be scared of me. She hid behind Zhu Feichen and weakly said, “Lu Man, I think there’s a misunderstanding between us. I came to explain it to you.”

I was too lazy to watch her act. I raised my head to look at Zhu Feichen and coldly said, “You are not welcome here. Please leave immediately.”

A light flickered in Zhu Vuiten’s eyes, and there seemed to be a flash of emotion in them. His eyes were so dark that I couldn’t tell what he was thinking.

“I’m here to pay my respects to uncle.”

“There’s no need for you to be so merciful!”